I am sorry to know that Anushka you have to face bashing and hate DMs because of your opinions.
If they are really intolerable and you feel those messages are against IF rules, you can report them to mods.
This is an open forum and people have right to criticize characters that doesn't mean they can bash or mock others for having different opinions.
And honestly you're not the only one who is taking break from forum due to the toxicity. Majority of my friends from Pallavi AT have left IF due to same.
I hope you can find peace and calmness during your break. Take care and come back once you feel you can handle the dramas here. ❤️