For me,betrayal,Rishbala's death and this rape was the hardest thing to watch.About the betrayal...I was wondering what would happen...I wrote many times about this so I'll be short.I was in depression and denial that RK did that to Madhu.Her numbness is a killer thing and I cried(and still cry when I see it)when I saw her in that condition.RK literally killed her soul,he literally killed her,for me it was equal to murder,he destroyed her!But deep down in my soul I knew somehow that he wouldn't let the slap thing go...Like with the scorpion and the frog,he just had to do it!And the scenes with Depali when he said he tested her,how could we know that he didn't play a game with Madhu as he played that game with Depali proving her that there is love in his life?...So...It wasn't a surprise as it was a shock!
Rishbala death...I didn't and I won't ever accept it!I accept it little bit concerning this story and trying to relate to this story.But when I watch old episodes I don't feel bad that they supposedly died,but I feel intense rage against creators how dare they show this to the fans.So Rishbala death made me very depressed but because I know they are alive in my mind and because I will never accept what creators put on our table to digest it's not the hardest as it is the most unacceptable!It's a revolt which will never change and I will NEVER agree to it as a story line!
The rape...Putting on the side DVD's brilliant acting,it's very hard to digest Madhu's screams,yelling "Help!","Raja no!","Please!"...That will always stay in my mind.I hated RK in the betrayal and I hate Raja very much now.But after the betrayal Madhu found a strength to oppose RK and to stand up to him,and this,this is a life trauma,how can one mend from this?If nothing else I want Raja to repent it million times but it seems he won't and that's why his character is beyond redemption!And I don't know what can save my show now!
Edited by ilovebandini - 11 years ago