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Originally posted by: Kawan
welcum back...🤗

wordderful start...👏👏
so emotional...

may be this time she will able to find RK...😳

continue soon...😳

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Originally posted by: titli4love
Awesome Vinu..👏👏 I still haven't read the full story! 😆
Story is such a heart-cracking. 🥺
Don't have any word to describe how much sad I'm..hope Madhu will find RK at the end..😕
update soon n very very sorry for late comment..

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Awesome Start 😛

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Originally posted by: sani9226
awesome loved it

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Originally posted by: sayanti_ashiuv
awesome, awesomeee😃😃 hope madhu finds rk this time,for whom she has been saving all her love...continue soon😊

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Originally posted by: mmradhu
Emotional and painful but awesome... loved it
Where is rk??? what happened to him??? hope madhu will find him soon... waiting for next part... continue soon
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Originally posted by: rg0782
awsum vinu...I salute u...u explained madhu's feelings so nicely yaar...it was much needed story yaar...cnt. soon dear...thnks for pm...

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First of all accept my apologies, couldn't update on time as I had a fracture in the pinky finger of my left hand. Since I'm left handed, I couldn't write So the story got delayed 2 weeks. Hope you all can remember the first part 😆 Do read & comment the 2nd chapter 😳

SAVING ALL MY LOVE FOR YOU

CHAPTER 2

You don't cry anymore. It doesn't make sense to.It doesn't help.Most of all you have gotten used to it. But who knew that there will be a day. A day that you fall so hard that a part of you almost dies. Almost,and yet you feel nothing. like you wouldn't mind dying. Death is not only an option but its your only savior. Ability to die is only so much that you know it is the reason you aren't dead yet.You bleed just to know you are alive. It is the only indication that you are still breathing. The only indication that there is something worse than being alive, being dead.hardest. Did you think of killing yourself then? You know it will be worse. You will be alone. Dying alone. You live all alone too. But the illusion of love and the illusion of safety is still there. You close your eyes and hope that a special person wants you to be alive. But your heart wonders.. You close your eyes tighter, not wanting the answer. The most obvious answer. Cause that might hurt than death or almost death. So it's only fair to feel that death is the only option. But don't do it. Find something else that helps. Something else that relaxes you.

You've been all alone for the past few years. Hiding from the society which you've been a major part of. You run through the past memories. You were a superstar, loved by many. You've been the prince charming of every girl. You were their dream guy. You were the hero of everyone from toddlers to oldies. After all, you used to be everyone's superstar. You were talented & lucky enough to grab so many awards at award functions. You've been appreciated as an amazing actor.

Almost every movie you have done was a block buster. You remember how you were thrilled & overjoyed with the response of the audience. The theaters were flooded with people. You had a hug fan base. Your movies were worth watching & they attracted almost everyone who watched them. Your fans were proud of you. And you were proud of yourself as a dedicated actor. You were offered with more than 4-5 movies per year. You've been going through hectic shooting schedules. No time to relax & enjoy. You did everything on behalf of your fans, to entertain them.You didn't want to washout their hopes. You had a great fan following which sometimes subjected to other actors' insecurity.

You had a luxury life. You had almost everything except love. Destiny was cruel for you. You lost your dad, who was your role model, when you were in your teens. You've gone through the worst, a child could go witnessing your father's death by suiciding himself. You still can't forget the dark memories. Then your life becomes more awful when your mother decides to re-marry to give you a better future. But the things doesn't turns out to be good. You can't see your mom with another man. You feel you are all alone in this universe.

Your loneliness fades away with the new entrant in your life. Your college love. You feel you are living your life again. But unfortunately woman who loved you so much betrays you. Leaves you alone, dragging in to the dark life you've been spending in the past. You feel you are a complete fool to fall in love. You try to erase the memories of her but it's not easy. You start hating your life. You even hate the word 'love'. You become ruthless. It's not your fault, you feel you've been betrayed by everyone closed to your life. You can't trust anyone. You don't believe in relationships anymore. You become heartless. You think it's better. No heart. No pain. Nothing to bear.

You start to continue your life as a complete different person. You start your career as an actor. You focus about your career only. Eventually you turns out to be a ruthless superstar. People are aware about your egostic nature, but they love you. You are their superstar.

Time flies. The destiny has some other plans. Another woman enters your life or rather you forcefully makes her entry in your life. Your ruthless nature allows you to make her life a disaster. You marry her forcefully without even developing feelings. You are in a revengeful mood.

But you can feel your life is getting brighter with her entry. Time passes & she falls in love with you. She confesses her love to you. You give her hopes to start a new life with you. Unfortunately your mind revolves on the word 'revenge'. You ditch her. At the end you just leave her. You have broke her heart in to pieces. You feel accomplished. But it's not the end.

You start to feel the loneliness without her with every second passes. You try to forget her, but it's impossible. You can't erase her memories from your mind. You start realizing your mistakes. You want a second chance in your life. You don't want to lose her again. You know that both of you can't live without each other. You seek forgiveness from her apologizes in front of everyone for your past mistakes.

You start a fresh life with her. You both face ups & downs in life as a strong couple. You fight for each other. Faces the evilness together as a strong couple. You feel you are the most luckiest person on earth to have such a loving & a caring life partner. The bond between the two souls is getting stronger day by day.

Once again your life becomes a disaster as you loses your stardom. The career you've been built up with much efforts & sacrifices destroys in seconds. Your wife becomes your savior. She enters the glamor world which she never wanted to be a part of. She sacrifices on behalf of you. She reassures you that she will help to stand again.

You feel life is unfair with the sudden paralytic attack you face. You feel helpless. You feel like running away from your life. But still there's a hope. It's your wife. She take up everything on her shoulders. The movie becomes a super hit, opening the gates to her as a superstar in the glamor field.

You feel insecure with her popularity. You feel hurt when the whole attention goes to her. You feel like you've been ignored by the society. It's not a fault of you. It's just the human nature. But you can't bear it. You know you love your wife more than anyone & you should be happy about her success, but you feel insecure & irritated. You can't help it. You can't change your nature.

Life becomes dull day by day. You can't bear your wife's popularity. You act so ruthless with her even in public. She notices your changes & try to explain you but you are not ready to listen. You've been a superstar & when you have lost it you really feel sad. You feel you are useless. You feel hopeless. You can't see your wife with other co-actors. You feel like she is going away from you. The distance between you increases day by day. Finally you decide to go away from her. You feel like you are not important in her life. You feel like you are all alone again.

You feel like your fans have forgotten you. You feel you can't earn your stardom again. You give up.You move to a rural area which is hundreds of miles away from the city. You decides to hide away from the society. Time passes & you are now enjoying your simple life. You are trying to enjoy your life hiding the past memories under you. You still cannot forget her. You know you still love her.

You have realized your mistakes. You have realized what went wrong in the past. You feel like you deserve another chance, but you doesn't want to go to her again. You are with mixed feelings whether she will accept you or not. But you still have a hope.

RK closed his diary. He kept it on the coffee table. He recollected the past memories. It was been 4 yrs he had started living alone. A lonely life. He disappeared from the society, deliberately. He just wanted to keep distance from everything including his Madhu. He loved her more than anyone & still loves her. He thought that staying away is the best. Finally he decided to sacrifice everything & go to an area which he can live peacefully without any disturbance.

He realized that the glamor, fame & money are just temporary things. He didn't have the freedom in living peacefully earlier. He started loving his new life style which is simple. He didn't want to expose to the society. He enjoyed the simple life style with few people around him. He didn't waste his talent in arts & crafts. He spent his spare time bringing out his talents.

The area he lived was a remote area which wasn't benefited with the new technologies. The villagers led a simple life with them. Most of them haven't heard about him as they were not exposed to movies or the television. He liked it. He didn't want to be treated like a superstar. He adored the simple life style which he led.

He volunteered & taught the poor kids in the area & gave them his arts & crafts skills. He wanted to bring out the talents in them. With all of these, he was happy about his life. But he couldn't forget Madhu. He had a hope that Madhu will come to him someday. He hoped he could clear all the misunderstandings between them.

It was a beautiful evening. The sky was shining in purple, the sun was about to go down. He turned on the radio as usual to relax, listening to some music. It was a little bit chilly in the afternoon with winds. He closed his eyes, listening to some good country music. He enjoyed it thoroughly. Suddenly he was disturbed by a knock at the door. He opened his eyes thinking who was it at an unusual time. He reduced the volume of the radio & went towards the door. He opened it slowly. He just couldn't believe his eyes.

To be continued...

Edited by VinuRox - 11 years ago

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Posted: 11 years ago

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Just awsm...
So Rk the SUPERSTAR lived in a village.. Lived as simple..
Hope she is Madhu who came..
Cnt soon..
Yayyy I m the first... Yippeee..
Thnx for pm...

Edited by rk.madhu - 11 years ago