You have raised so many questions, will they ever have reasonable answers. No! I have to learn to accept the damage done and I am willing to hear their explanation to move on. My mind might always say 'Don't ever forgive RK' but my heart would be willing to forgive him if there is a solid reason. What should I supposed to do or feel now? Somehow I feel it can be RK only who can heal her wounds and let us wish them to be victorious. I just hope CVs are able to convince me in a way that my mind and heart want the same. It might not make sense in the beginning, but eventually for my own peace of mind I want to give a chance to the track. 😳