Originally posted by: Phoenix.Xeelan
Double Mount Everest: Pain and Ego
Sigh, people have a wrong concept of thinking the alcohol can seriously help them to forget the pain for a while. RK is no exception in this case. he tried to bury the burning firewall of pain inside his heart, tried to bury the ghost of the memories that brings back the pain, brings back the only moments where probably he was happy, he was just Risabh - not superstar. his failed attempt to bury all these with the bottles of alcohol didn't help but let him feel the pain more acute, more sharp where it hurts the most. His prized procession and his fav toy refused to be played and took the lead to play with the player herself. she roared like a tigress attacking at his weakest point making him crumble and force him to get her way with him. It's not that Madhu wasn't scared of Rk. when he roared BIWIWW... she was soo scared but perhaps the courage and the honor she lost because of him encouraged her and gave her strength to face him yet again. It was indeed very brave for her. and it's not she was very happy with it. she didnt look pleased to challenge him because it's probably not what she does. but desperate situations calls for desperate measures.
RK's pain and ego both are huge and high and Mount Everest. See how he was eyeing the curious neighbors. apologizing would hurt his ego soo much because it's usually NOT what he does but he has to. at one side, he has to hide his real self from the world and to protect his precious memories he has to let go of his ego, he has to bow down his head which he doesnt. so he drowns himself in alcohol to forget BOTH so that next morning he wont have to remember the incident anymore.
Because probably if he is in his senses he will destroy himself, his toy and everything around to go through the process of either loosing his precious protect memories or his mount Everest Ego. he chooses to sacrifice the ego this time so you can clearly understand which one is most important to him 😊