Originally posted by: Perfangel5655
Not that I always think weird...ok maybe I do!! ....But would we know if something happened to one of us tomorrow?? I mean IF has become like a second home for me! Sometime it amazes how awesome some people are in this forum and how much I love them!! I have the coolest sisters here who I love as much as I my own. Sandeep's accident really scared me. What if her friend wasn't there to tell us about it. We wouldn't know what happened to her!!! Am I making sense???
Last night before I went to bed I told my sister, if anything ever happens to me....like I get into an accident or if I DIE please do go on IF make you own log don't use mine and let them know I died!
Ofcourse she made a joke about this but I was perfectly serious. If someting happened to me tomorrow, I would want my loved ones here to know I didn't just vanish.
To end this nice little message......I love you guys!!! I could make a list right now but that might take some time! But the people I love you already know I love you!!!!
I still miss my Sandeep! I feel really weird without her! Before both of us were weirdos. Now that she is missing I seem to be the only one in the forum!!!
OMG... fatima baji !! yur so right
today.. i fainted i couldnt see anything for about 1 hour and i couldnt talk or walk i was WEAK ...
i went to the gym to excersise and i have asthma so i did my puffer before i started and my coach made me do douple time on a machine becuz it was my first day and becuz i have astham and im only 12 i started to get dizzy...
my mom saw my face and it was pale so she got me water by that time i was on the floor they tried to walk me to a chair but i couldnt becuz i didnt have the strength... i tried to open my eyes widley and see something but nothing it was all white and purple and my mom got worried
she gave me water and i said i wanted to puke and i was going to so my coach goes and brings a stupid garbage can and puts it in my face n says puke in here ....
my kom's like r yu serious i'll take her to the washroom and m my coach is like no i fainted and when i "woke up" i was at my house and i could'nt move
but during this i felt like i was going to die and honestly i was crying not becuz im gonna miss my friends .. or anythingcuz im gonna miss yu guys!!! SOOO much i couldnt talk so i couldnt tell my mom to tell yu guys Zohra is probably packing for the US so she wouldnt have known and she couldnt have told yu guys for another month or so .............
all i relli wanna say is I LOVE YU GUY SO MUCH!!! yu guys are the world to me n there's some people im not too close with but i love yu guys too!!!
The Most yu can ever love someone is when their gone...
Love your family now becuz when they leave yu they leave yu for good !
-Zara Malik