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Heya folks!! This os is completely dedicated to Dev.Its about what he want or felt.
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RuinToRedemption
Perfect
Everyone has a different definition of perfect, every single person has a different idea of what perfect is.I had too.Sonakshi .She was my perfect
My idea of perfect was fairly simple or rather plain that was living a normal life and she was thing that was remotely normal in my life.If it wasn't for her than maybe i still would have been that moody, arrogant guy not that i am not now.She ever so slowly fixed me from where it seems almost impossible to do.For me she was everything that is beautiful in this world..She became my definition of perfect.
But what i forgot is that those who have the power to fix you only they can destroy you.In a blink of an eye and boom!! Ruined.Everything single thing turned upside down in my life.If i was bad earlier than i am worse now.I was so attached to the idea of perfect that until it was completely shattered i didn't even realised it.She left a void and empty space on my life as well as my heart but no one apart from.her can fill it.She ruined me for everyone else.She became my perfect ruin.
I was reduced to ashes.She took away more than what she gave me.it wasn't her mistake but it wasn't mine too yet i am the one paying for it.I am still haunted by the heart broken teared up face that i last saw 8 years ago.I and still burning from the intensity of her eyes.Those memories are craved in my brain.I have became a hard empty shell or maybe a shadow of what i used to be, more dark ,more dangerous.I am merely a walking shadow that once used to shine.Darkness is my new home
In a snap of finger i lost everything my life, my heart,my wife my family and above a that my daughter that i didn't even know existed till today.It just teared me up both from happiness as well as anguish.I was ecstatic to learn that i have a daughter but what about the years that i lost with her.I couldn't revive those moment.I couldn't just rewind all those years,it filled me with a great anguish.I still am glazed over that fact that i am a father.A daughter's father.
Hope.Soha is that little ray of hope that reminds of of my perfect days.She makes me feel responsible.My bundle of sunshine.She is the one that is keeping me away from the darkness that now almost felt as a part of me.I want to change for her.She makes me want to be that Dev again.I am now thriving for her acceptance
She is the thread that is now connecting me and Sona.I want to be the best father for her.She gave me a chance to find the redemption of the sins that neither i nor sona committed.She is my path to redemption.
Love
Anshika
Pati Patni Aur Panga
Kumkum Bhagya
