Arjun: was driving full speed he didn't know why... well actually he did but for now all his mind wanted was a place to get his feelings sorted out.
Arjun stopped at his 'secret'' place he always went to when he wanted time for himself alone it was a small park that has a beautiful lake. He sat down on a bench and looked up at the stars...where he always found his mother's face in.
Arjun: 'hey maa! I don't know what to do anymore...i know you're watching me from up there, probably ashamed of me, probably asking yourself' 'itane saalo baad arjun ko meri yaad kahan se aayi?'...arjuns eyes started forming tears... maa, im sorry...'please maaf kardo mujhe!' 'Ho sake toh wapas aajao aur mujhe raasta dikhao!' arjuns voice was in pain...pain that were from the wounds that had opened after so many years.
At the party (after arjuhis dance)
Arjun turned around from a hot girl he was flirting with feeling a tap on the shoulder
Rudra: 'arjun come upstairs... tumse kaam hai'
Arjun followed rudra upstairs not knowing what was going on...when Arjun got to rudras bedroom rudra quickly shut the door behind him. Just as Arjun was going to ask rudra what was wrong his eyes fell to jay's horrible condition. 'arjun mera dost...aao na lets party! Why are we gonna party?... Do you know!?'
Arjun held jay as he stumbled while walking towards him...'arjun kitna pyaara naam hai na!?' jay said pulling arjuns cheeks. 'tumhari maa ne kitane pyaar se rakha hoga na!' this made Arjun angry... no one mentioned his mother in front of him and jay knew that. 'jay tum jaante ho ki meri koi maa nai hai!!' Arjun shouted in anger which caused rudra to try to calm him down 'arjun beta dheere se baat karro! Please!'
Jay: 'look Arjun your dad is telling you to be quiet...wo hi dad jisne tumse tumhari ma ka sabse bada sach chupaya hai' Arjun looked at rudra with an intense gaze dad 'yeh kya keh raha hai!?'
Rudra: 'Arjun tum iski baat mat suno...isne pee hui hai'
Jay: 'pee layi kisne mr. singhania?' jay gave a side smile kumud singhania ne iss family ko chod diya tha wo sab jante hai...par wo rudra singhania ki wajah se wo koi nai janta!' jay said laughing as he opened the door of the room and walked outside.
As rudra went after him Arjun grabbed his shoulder 'wait dad...you're not leaving until you tell me the truth!'arjun had a stern face... dad mujhe sach jaana hai!!'
rudra's face went pale and turned around walking towards his table of alcohol drinks arjun 'main tumhari maa se pyaar nai karta tha'...'wo iss liye hum sabko chod ke chali gayi thi'
Arjun: 'dad I don't believe this...mom wouldn't leave us forever just for something this small!' I need to know the truth and this is not the truth!!' Arjun said angrily this time with a louder voice.
Rudra: 'arjun it's the truth son' rudra turned away pouring a glass of beer in his cup. Arjun could see no regret; no pain in his voice...he knew something was hidden. Just then Arjun remembered something that his mother left him before she committed suicide. Arjun quickly walked out of rudras room before rudra could stop him. Searching through his drawer he found his mother's letter that he's never read again since the day she died
Dear Arjun
Main tumhe chod ke jaa rahin hoon humesha ke liye . Mujhe yaad toh karoge na? par tum kabhi yeh mat samajhna ki tum akele ho kyunki main stars main tumhe nazar aaungi...stars ko baat karna aur main sun lungi. Aur ek aur baat kabhi bhi kisi ladki ko dard mat dena, yeh dard ke nishaan humesha rehte hai...wo maar ke ho ya dil pe ho.
sorry, love tumhari maa
Arjuns eyes couldn't take all this pain, he burst out into tears 'why mom... why?' 'Why didn't you tell me that dad hurt you so much?' when Arjun was 8 years old he didn't get what his mom was trying to say through this letter all he knew was the words his dad told him.
'rona band karro Arjun...tumhari maa ne tumhare ansu ki parva nai ki...yeh band karro rona dhona!'...Your mom left us with her own wish without thinking about us and more importantly you!' stop acting so childish!'
Arjun wiped his tears in anger, grabbed the letter and decided to get away from the suffocation he was feeling from everything that just happened.
When arjun stepped outside his house he saw jay trying to pull aru behind the wall getting closer to her lips while aru helplessly resisted. He didn't know what got into him but for some reason he saw his dads eyes in jay, the eyes that had no regret of what he was doing. It made him so angry that he didn't realize that when his fist came in front of aru he almost became his dad for a moment.
'im sorry mom! Ab main kisi bhi ladki ko dard nahin dunga...sirf khushi wo khushi jo papa ne aapko nai di...wo khushi de kar shaaid papa ke paap main kam kar sakunga' arjun said remembering aru's scared shut eyes and tears. In those tears he saw his mom's tears that were caused by his dad he decided he'll never give pain to any other girl 'im sorry arohi!' he whispered to himself
editing
sorry for the delay in the update😛 please comment
ps: due to school i wont be able to update quickly so sorry but i'll try my best😃
Edited by mansi1424 - 11 years ago
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