Nothing Lasts Forever -UPDATE ON PAGE 21 (Last one - Page 6

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Originally posted by: norchid

Hey good 2 hear ur xam is postponed,now u can read more,same time can update,i m being selfish na..i really like d way u write update soon

Originally posted by: ...Nistha...

i am desperately waiting for your exams to end !

Heya Ebiione 😊

Okay so i am back wid the updates of my FF. Actually i was supposed to update yesterday for Varsh. Sorry varshu. Here's the substitute for yesterday. 😛But i cudnt update coz of my exams. Now finally they are over. *Phew* *Sighs* 😃
And thanx to ya all my exams went pretty good.

Thanx so much for the wishes guys 😳

I know you guys must've thought i'd update CTC or MLD first but i need to work a lil on them as for how to forward the story. i am going to update MLD soon, within a hour or so as it s varshu's fav. And CTC shall be up by tonight or tomorrow for sure 😳

Enewaii, here's the update. *Long Waited Updated*
Hit The like button and lemme kno bout' it 😊

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CRY OF A PAINFUL HEART

She looked around and took a heavy breath. The memories flash backed like they would burst out any moment. It was difficult for her, difficult to breath. Every single memories flooded back and gave her terrible pain. It was an unexplainable feeling foe her. This place had probably the best days of her life, but only if she knew it wasn't for real.

She shut her eyes tight to stop to hold herself. What could she do now ? Nothing, but control herself. All she could do was control herself. Her chain of thoughts and pain was broken by Shefali. "Arohi where you lost ? Get out of your la la land and check out that guy in the red Mercedes. Damn, he's so hot !" She said pointing out at a guy who was moving his eyes to different directions.

Arohi rolled her eyes at Shefali who would find any random guy hot. She didn't even look at that direction and went towards the rest of the team.

She turned towards kripa and asked "Krips'Where's the sponsor Man ? He should have been here before us ?"

"Mmm'I guess we have him already !"

"Then, why don't you guys make a move ? Duh !"

"Coz we're waiting for you !"

"Waiting for me ? Waiting for what ?"

" Shit. No one told you the name of sponsor right ?"

" Duh ! It's the company ' Skyliners ! I've heard their name a lot babe. They seem to be popular. So whats the prob ?"

" Do you know who's the boss ?"

" Nah. You And angad take care of it, init ? I least bother about these stuffs, you know it !"

" This time you should have Aru !"

"Shoot it out Krips. You are confusing me ! What the heck is the matter ?"

" Uh, Actually ' The sponsor is Arjun Singhania !"

The name rang into her ears. "Arjun Singhania" ? It was him ? What was she supposed to be now ? Why now ? After all this years Now ? Her brain bombarded her with questions.

Angad sound worried as he said "I am so so sorry Arohi. I didn't know it was him. I talked with the manager of the company. He never told me their boss name. I knew it was Singhania but I didn't know it was this Singhania. But now I realized its him ! I am very sorry !"

Arohi had no words to speak. What could she say ? She was numb rather than speechless. She realized that the hot guy Shefali mentioned was none other than Arjun. As her eyes caught that face her world turned upside down. She hated it, how he could make her heart race, how he could make her go all red, how he could give those butterflies in her belly, in spite of everything that happened !

"Umm..Now what do we do Angad ? We can't make it such a big loss. Most of the tickets are sold. Canceling the show is going to make a huge loss. And I can't do that. Just coz of me I can't do it. And so what if its him ? Just coz of 'Him' I can't ruin my career anymore. Who cares about him? He is just another sponsor who's hosting my show like any other company does."

" Are you sure Arohi ?"

"Dead Sure!"

And then she stepped forward and moved ahead to the red Mercedes. The guy was none other than Arjun singhania. As he shifted his gaze towards Arohi he moved ahead.

And in the very next second they were right there, facing each other. For Arohi it was like the most difficult thing. She said to angad, but she knew how difficult it was. No, nothing more could give that pain !

"Hello'Mr Arjun Singhania. I am Arohi Aluwahlia !"

"Hey Aru babe" said arjun clearly as if there was nothing, nothing at all which left Arohi more divested. It was like her own dj vu.

"Its Arohi'Arohi Aluwahlia."

Arjun was kind of shocked, but the least he bothered.

"What ?? Ah okay ' Hii Arohi Aluwahlia."

Arjun headed ahead and spoke up "Hello Mr Singhania. Thanx for offering us the deal. Anyway can we head towards the hotel. We are all tired."

"Angadd"

He was interrupted by Angad "Yeah. Angad Khanna. Arohi's manager. And Meet the rest team ' Kripa Sharma ' The Guitarist and manager. ' Shefali Sehgal ' Make up Artist, Romit Kapoor ' The Drummer and artist. And rest of them our team."

They all said Hi to Arjun. He smiled in return.

He turned to angad "Angad !"

"Yeah. Please take us to our hotel"

Arjun knew, they were behaving this weird coz of him. It was years already. He thought they'd forget it all. But it wasn't easy for them at least. Only they knew What Arohi'd been through. They could never forgive him for putting her through this. Only if he knew'

"Ah..All Right !"

Arohi, Kripa And Angad had to go with Arjun. While the rest of them followed them in the other car.

Angad sat ahead with Arjun whereas the girls sat behind. As arjun started to ride the car Arohi had shivers running through her blood. It was coz Arjun was right there, on the same car. She was clueless, how would she spend a month here. It was Christmas after two days, and she had to be here ?

The silence in the car was broke by arjun "What Da heck guys ? Why are you all behaving so weird? I am meeting my college buddies after such a long time And Why ? I am not understanding it."

Arohi answered with her gaze outside the window "you never understand Arjun singhania. Never. You never know Why. You will never understand !"

"You know right, I never understand your philosopies !"

"That's what I mean. You never understand anything !"

"Ahh..Whatever !"

"Yeah see, when you don't bother don't bring it up. Just Cut it off !"

Thank god. They reached The hotel avoiding any more questions and discussions. Arohi got off the car as if she just found a lost puppy.

She literally ran to to the counter. Seeing the celebrity there was already huge crowd collected there. Her bodyguards and the team had a huge time dealing with them.

After promising them all She would see everyone at the party tonight she went to her room. Finally she was alone. She needed to be alone very much. She'd to clear her head. She had to take things straight in her mind. She decided to take shower first.

She went to the bathroom and spent her time thinking.

Two years back. Only I know how difficult it was for me when you left. Two years back I never knew i would ever let go of myself so much for a person dat ii wouldn't even hesitate to give away this life as if it meant nothing to me -- Unless u were a part of it ... Coz wen u left that's when i realized that ii LOST a part of ME ' widout which I' was just incomplete ! The thoughts of yours kept driving into my head always making me realize that you're away ... Somebody once told me that these thoughts get flown away with every single tears that drops out from your eye..! Then ever since i haven't even lost a single tear from my eyes coz i feared of losing your thoughts from meh ...! Coz that's the only thing which was keeping me alive..!
At that time these empty spaces between maii fingers used to desire to fill dem by holding ur hands in mine .. dese eyes never gave up searching you amidst distinguish faces ever seen .. every single step ii took further felt as if dey were taking meh closer to U ..! This heart here, every tym it beated felt lyk it was beating to the rhythm of yur name ---
Nd u kept tellin meh to forget yuh .. ??? just because u' had been raisin toast to yuer new relation , how cud YOU ?? Even if ii tried agreeing to what yuh'd said nd stop everything that reminded me of u ... There' was only one way I'd be able to do and that was " wen ii shut my heart from beating forever '
And now after two years when I am learning to live for my Dad, you show up ? And you act all cool as if nothing ever happened. Why Arjun Why ? Why Me ? Amongst all the people in the world, Why ME ?

She closed her eyes tight but didn't drop a single tear coz she'd quit crying a long time back. She dressed herself in her bathrobe. She checked out her blackberry and she saw texts from Angad. He was worried about her. She replied him back saying, she was fine, just needed some time alone and would see him at the party tonight !

The only thing that would clear her head was her diary. So she took it out from her bag and read something which she had written long time back. She thought she'd send it to him. But Alas, she never had the strength.

There's no easy way to let go of something that i know it will never happen again
but i have to face the world around me knowing that i am strong enough to let go.
I was never aware that you came into my life for a while and that time will come i have to
Give you up'then that the end of it'
And there went my life.
you took a small piece of my heart.

I should say all my heart.
Remember when i asked you that will you ever get tired of me?
you answered.."NEVER" so does that mean u closed your eyes when you said that...
My love your so far away from me.. if only i could be with you there.
I'm alive to love you...
You left me at the moment that i can't give you up...
I cry for the memories...
I cry for the pain...
I cry for the times i thought i had you...
I know you're not mine but holding on to our memories have become my way to keep me alive.
If it's not you it will never be you no matter how much i love you
but if you really are for me then we will always be no matter how i set you free.
It's sad to think that you were never be mine but it's sadder to realize that i never knew it
all from the start...
wish you see the tears from my eyes coz it spells the truth about how it really feels inside.
Don't worry my tears won't blame you..those tears are just the words my heart uses to explain...
Thank you for the love and pain...
The pain that i'll always remember...
One day i can say finally...I'M OVER YOU!
You are still with me even though you are not on my side..
One day i'll be able to see you without wanting to hold , kiss and touch you.
Somewhere down my journey..i will fall in love again..
I KNOW..I CAN..
I will move on but you were always here in my heart.
My love...i'm letting you go now..
It's time to get myself free..
This is the hardest thing i will do coz i still love you..and this love
THIS IS ALL I HAVE...

And reading it now, she found it all stupid. How she thought maybe there was this small possibility he could be hers. How she cried over everything, How she thought she could be over him. It was all her stupidity. It was nothing but a cry of a painful heart.

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so touching and painful 😭...
and you have written AROHI feelings very well ...

so now enjoy your vacations since your exams went well 😊

wow!so touching nd arohi's feelings r describd in an awesum way...i luv all ur ff...plz continue soon...nd ha waiting for d remainig ff also😊

great - the story is picking up - pls continue