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Why does it hurt me so?
I would like nothing more than to die in your arms, than live with the torture of being without you.
Todays episode....what can i say, nothing. As no word is truly worthy of such an emotional heartbreaking intense episode. Filled with everything that all wish to have in their preffered soap....and guess what here Kasamh se was actually giving it all to us.
The famous Jai Walia, who before would not even think let alone stop when it came to "slapping" someone, hurting them...and now, now he does. Raising his hand..looking at her, bani, about to hit...yet when his eyes lock with hers, his expression changes so soft so gentle...so warm...so loving. His eyes cry a million tears...just staring at her...not wanting to hurt her...loving her. He would never rase a hand on her, because he loves her so. Yet stil i cannot help but be shocked at his action...he would have slapped her had it been anyone else, but how can he slap his own heart when he loves it so.
The way his eyes lock with hers scared, understanding and so filled with love...that it amazes anyone. Her response back to his raised hand...her eyes searching his scared of what he might do...yet still expecting to feel the contact of his hand against her face...making it tingle....but she recieves nothing...standing there waiting, begging with her eyes to not do anything...yet still willing to expect it all.
Here itself lays true love....he not willing to hurt her, had it been anyone else talking to his massi like that...then let me just say two words "bye-bye" to them, and she...she willing to take his strong blow.
And then..he turns from her folding his hands , crying silently in his heart...begging his massi forgivness and then leaving...whole family following in pursuit.
Ram(jis) acting in this too good for wordsđ...the expressions were just too good...were amazing, left me stunned.
There then Bani is left alone...oh how i wept in this scene understanding and even feeling her pain. Her tears flow..she crys her heart out...loving him understanding even his love....her tears...made me cry, Prachi(jis) acting made me weep...and then Rasshi came...she added to this new dilema...making me weep more.
Bani literllay begged herself and Rashi saying she no longer could do this, make them suffer make Jai suffer...and then Rasshi weeps ( i wept the whole way through with this) telling her beloved mami..that she will have to do this...go through the divoirce, oh how i cried, just to save Jai Walia.
The famous Jai Walia, who before would not even think let alone stop when it came to "slapping" someone, hurting them...and now, now he does. Raising his hand..looking at her, bani, about to hit...yet when his eyes lock with hers, his expression changes so soft so gentle...so warm...so loving. His eyes cry a million tears...just staring at her...not wanting to hurt her...loving her. He would never rase a hand on her, because he loves her so. Yet stil i cannot help but be shocked at his action...he would have slapped her had it been anyone else, but how can he slap his own heart when he loves it so.
The way his eyes lock with hers scared, understanding and so filled with love...that it amazes anyone. Her response back to his raised hand...her eyes searching his scared of what he might do...yet still expecting to feel the contact of his hand against her face...making it tingle....but she recieves nothing...standing there waiting, begging with her eyes to not do anything...yet still willing to expect it all.
Here itself lays true love....he not willing to hurt her, had it been anyone else talking to his massi like that...then let me just say two words "bye-bye" to them, and she...she willing to take his strong blow.
And then..he turns from her folding his hands , crying silently in his heart...begging his massi forgivness and then leaving...whole family following in pursuit.
Ram(jis) acting in this too good for wordsđ...the expressions were just too good...were amazing, left me stunned.
There then Bani is left alone...oh how i wept in this scene understanding and even feeling her pain. Her tears flow..she crys her heart out...loving him understanding even his love....her tears...made me cry, Prachi(jis) acting made me weep...and then Rasshi came...she added to this new dilema...making me weep more.
Bani literllay begged herself and Rashi saying she no longer could do this, make them suffer make Jai suffer...and then Rasshi weeps ( i wept the whole way through with this) telling her beloved mami..that she will have to do this...go through the divoirce, oh how i cried, just to save Jai Walia.
The magnitude of grief know no bounds...as it is endless.
One emotional scene after the other, not inculding pia and pushy scene. The one that followed....was so deep and emotional, so moving...oh the agony both must feel. Both knowing that she has no real motive for money...yet he not knowing that she is doing this for him.
She enters the room...telling him "mr.walia...i wont leave this house" and then he turns...looks deeply at her, oh how i wanted him to kiss her there and then...would have been just perefct....but there i go again with the kissology stuff. He slowly advances on her while she blabers "Mr Walia"...oh come on Bani...you knew he would have kissed you had you not said anythingđłđ.
Ah what am i doing...spoiling an emotional scene.
What made this advance of his even more intense....was these two's chemistry...was truly amazing...was on fire and rocking...ok now back to it.
He advances...oh his eyes so hard and intense...her back hits the wall...eyes scared searching his..while he..he just looks on so intense...( oh if only he had kissed her). Then looking down putting his hand over her stomach...starts talking to the child...yet indirectly he is saying all to his beloved bani...indirectly telling her that he loves her...
saying " we may not love one another...our relationship may not be of the heart...yet we can never be seperated as our souls are joint to one another..." how deep is that line...says so much...says those three little words, which she has been dying to hear since the kissology scene "I love you"đ....oh i feel there pain.
He continues his dialogue...dwelving deeper and deeper..trying to say all indirectly to all..while she looks on completly broken and in total despair. Her face stricken with tears, as his every word hits her heart like glass making it bleed...i can feel her wanting to reach out to him...once during the part i wanted her just to kiss him and tell him all...yet still i continued to weep...so emotional...As he says the last few words....tears can be seen from under his lashes...and then it falls...she watches it wanting to reach out yet being helpless. He brakes away...as the emotion and grief finally gets to him. Tears now falling..pain showing...how deep how passionate is his love....it just breaks my heart to see the two of them like this.
She slowly walks out....their national anthem "jiya dhadak" playing softly in the backfround...female voice....our darling angel turns around wanting to reach out to him....grief stricken....she walks out...holds her abdomen...clutching it lovingly...no doubt wanting and missing him. Just go on and hug him bani...it hurts to see you both urting and the only way you both shall see light any day is with a hug.
All in all a very deep and emotional episode..that fused life into me making me cry. Truly i must admit this is only the second or third time i have truly cried for KS.
Acting...what can i say but Ram kapoor(ji) you have done it againđđ, your expressions through your eyes never stop amazing me...and i am a strong fan of them trulyđđ!
His voice, his facial expression so apt and filled with moment...the tears fall at the right moment...oh i cannot say just wow...i truly am a fan of your acting! You truly are an amzing actor.
Prachi(ji) prachi(ji)...ah what can i say but that i am a HUGE HUGE HUGE fan of you and your acting. I truly admire this girl in all ways. First it was Jai Walia who made me cry and now her...wowđđ!
Prachi hats of to you for the right emotion....and amazing acting!
The chemistry of these two was buring...i was like wow. Thier chemistry is truly rocking...i am just amazed. This pair truly go side by side with SRK-kajol for sure. I fellt it most....when he was advancing towards her...eyes intense and demanding, i thought they would kiss.....thats how deep the chemsitry was between the characters, and then when her back hits the wall..wow...the eyes...just amazing chemistry...just wowđđ
I must praze:
I must say Balaji has deffinatly chosen their actors well...each character is acted out so well...that it amazes me.
Pia for example...we hate her so...yet this is all due to Roshni(jis) acting., her portrayal of the charcter,which just makes us hate and hate Pias character more and more.
Jigyasa....what can i say....ashwini(ji) you truly are amazing...you play jigyasas character so well...that no one else can.
A huge round of applause đ to all the actors on KS who leave no mark unturned....doing full justice all their respective characters just wow!
Today i could not help myslef...i jsut wanted to write what i felt....my observations my analysis, i do hope that no one minds. And yes i know...my writing cannot be compared to that of Anus or Raagas and even Sangitas....as there analysis and obervatiosn are truly wowđđ
I look forward to reading what you three have writtenalong with the many others who write amazing analysis!
Ok i said to much!
ah well..
Luv ya
Sweetu
P..s would appreciate if you all could leave commentsđł
She enters the room...telling him "mr.walia...i wont leave this house" and then he turns...looks deeply at her, oh how i wanted him to kiss her there and then...would have been just perefct....but there i go again with the kissology stuff. He slowly advances on her while she blabers "Mr Walia"...oh come on Bani...you knew he would have kissed you had you not said anythingđłđ.
Ah what am i doing...spoiling an emotional scene.
What made this advance of his even more intense....was these two's chemistry...was truly amazing...was on fire and rocking...ok now back to it.
He advances...oh his eyes so hard and intense...her back hits the wall...eyes scared searching his..while he..he just looks on so intense...( oh if only he had kissed her). Then looking down putting his hand over her stomach...starts talking to the child...yet indirectly he is saying all to his beloved bani...indirectly telling her that he loves her...
saying " we may not love one another...our relationship may not be of the heart...yet we can never be seperated as our souls are joint to one another..." how deep is that line...says so much...says those three little words, which she has been dying to hear since the kissology scene "I love you"đ....oh i feel there pain.
He continues his dialogue...dwelving deeper and deeper..trying to say all indirectly to all..while she looks on completly broken and in total despair. Her face stricken with tears, as his every word hits her heart like glass making it bleed...i can feel her wanting to reach out to him...once during the part i wanted her just to kiss him and tell him all...yet still i continued to weep...so emotional...As he says the last few words....tears can be seen from under his lashes...and then it falls...she watches it wanting to reach out yet being helpless. He brakes away...as the emotion and grief finally gets to him. Tears now falling..pain showing...how deep how passionate is his love....it just breaks my heart to see the two of them like this.
She slowly walks out....their national anthem "jiya dhadak" playing softly in the backfround...female voice....our darling angel turns around wanting to reach out to him....grief stricken....she walks out...holds her abdomen...clutching it lovingly...no doubt wanting and missing him. Just go on and hug him bani...it hurts to see you both urting and the only way you both shall see light any day is with a hug.
All in all a very deep and emotional episode..that fused life into me making me cry. Truly i must admit this is only the second or third time i have truly cried for KS.
Acting...what can i say but Ram kapoor(ji) you have done it againđđ, your expressions through your eyes never stop amazing me...and i am a strong fan of them trulyđđ!
His voice, his facial expression so apt and filled with moment...the tears fall at the right moment...oh i cannot say just wow...i truly am a fan of your acting! You truly are an amzing actor.
Prachi(ji) prachi(ji)...ah what can i say but that i am a HUGE HUGE HUGE fan of you and your acting. I truly admire this girl in all ways. First it was Jai Walia who made me cry and now her...wowđđ!
Prachi hats of to you for the right emotion....and amazing acting!
The chemistry of these two was buring...i was like wow. Thier chemistry is truly rocking...i am just amazed. This pair truly go side by side with SRK-kajol for sure. I fellt it most....when he was advancing towards her...eyes intense and demanding, i thought they would kiss.....thats how deep the chemsitry was between the characters, and then when her back hits the wall..wow...the eyes...just amazing chemistry...just wowđđ
I must praze:
I must say Balaji has deffinatly chosen their actors well...each character is acted out so well...that it amazes me.
Pia for example...we hate her so...yet this is all due to Roshni(jis) acting., her portrayal of the charcter,which just makes us hate and hate Pias character more and more.
Jigyasa....what can i say....ashwini(ji) you truly are amazing...you play jigyasas character so well...that no one else can.
A huge round of applause đ to all the actors on KS who leave no mark unturned....doing full justice all their respective characters just wow!
Today i could not help myslef...i jsut wanted to write what i felt....my observations my analysis, i do hope that no one minds. And yes i know...my writing cannot be compared to that of Anus or Raagas and even Sangitas....as there analysis and obervatiosn are truly wowđđ
I look forward to reading what you three have writtenalong with the many others who write amazing analysis!
Ok i said to much!
ah well..
Luv ya
Sweetu
P..s would appreciate if you all could leave commentsđł
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