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Chapter 4-If Loving you makes me a Sl*t! Then Yes I am!
Navya's POV..
"Hello? Ji Chachi? Nandini? She isn't with me! Abhi tak ghar ni i? Ohkay! You don't take tension main dhoondti hoon usy! Yeah! Okay!" I received a call from Nandini's Chachi and hung up immediately.
Holding two cushions in my both hands I turned back to the two best buddies and the pain of my life and threw it on them with full force..
"Ouch!!" Both shrieked and I stormed towards HIM. I grabbed HIS collars and shook him well..
"Manik Malhotra!!! Agr meri friend ko kuch bhi hua tou I will kill you!! Wesay bhi everyone thinks that you are dead! Tou ziada problem ni ho ge!" I shouted slapping his face numerous times and Cabir, my fiance, pulled me away while Manik was coughing..
"Hey Miss Patna! Calm down!" Cabir was trying to console me but my anger wasn't coming to halt. I was so angry on Manik while he was sitting with emotionless face..
He was a psycho and he did the same with my innocent friend...
"Wo sham say ghar ni hai Manik Malhotra!!!" I shouted again and Manik's head snapped up at me. "If you want to die tou mar kiun nahi jaty!!! Why you run away from the hospital?? Why you made her fall in love with you?? Why you snatched her peace!?? Why you distrusted her?? Oh God! You bas***d!!!" I again shouted and tried to storm towards him but Cabir held me..
"Making her fall for me was not my plan! She was the one who saved me!" Manik said lowly and finally I wriggled out of Cabir's grip. With that I slapped Manik more and he closed his eyes..
"Then why? Why you distrusted her? Ya jaanty huay bhi kay wesa kuch bhi ni tha jesa tum ny dekha?" I shouted and he closed his eyes..
"I wanted to push her away! I felt that our closure will bring her nothing but pain! That thing I decided in night after she left! When in the morning I saw her with Edward my blood boiled and I talked so rubbish to her in spite of knowing that she wasn't at fault!" He was narrating and I was going almost mad with anger. "Then she didn't come! And I knew whatever I had said to her she will be angry and will hate me! The thought of her hating me made me panic and the next morning I run away from the hospital! I faked my death and tm logon kay pass aa gya!" He finished his story and I hit a super punch in his stomach..
"Navya! Enough!" Cabir freaked out holding me back and I breathed heavily .
"Cabir Dhawan! Ask your psycho friend to find my friend and bring her here safe and sound!!! Pyaar krty ho us tum Manik Malhotra!!! Pyaar! Jeeny ka maksad mil gya hai tmhy or else you wouldn't have faked your death to run from the hospital! Tum sach main mar gye hoty!!" I was showing no mercy and he was staring at me with horrified eyes. I pulled him up and dragged him towards the main door. Soon I pushed him out..
"Get lost aur wapas tabhi ana jab meri friend tmhry sath ho!" I roared slamming the door on his face and almost collapsed on the floor..
"Baby! Shhh! Don't cry! They will be fine!" Cabir was soothing me by whispering sweet words in my ears and I truly prayed to God that everything turn fine soon..
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Manik's POV...
Pyaar? Love?? I love Doctor?? No!
It can't be? How can I love or be loved.?
But oh God...
Where is she? What have I done??
In my confusions Did I hurt her beyond repair??
Oh my God!
Nandini...
The snow was falling thick and it was crazily running on the stranded pathway to find her..
Where?. Where would she be??
Oh Fu*k...
Suddenly something hit me and the pub..
The only pub in town where she goes.
I hastily walked towards there. I was close to it when suddenly something caught my sight. The sight froze my blood and made my breath hitch in the throat.
Nandini had climbed the railing of the bridge and was ready to jump..
"Oh Fu*k! Hey you crazy doctor!!" I shouted running towards her but she wasn't listening.
She was about to jump when I pulled her towards me..
"What the fu*k is wrong with you Doctor? What the hell are you trying to do??" I shouted and she fell in my arms all limp..
Her this act had scared the sh!t out of me. What if? What if main time pay na ata aur...aur...
I held her close to me and we both breathed in each others scent for a long time.
"Kya karny ja rahi the tum? Are you fu*king out of your mind?" I whispered in her ear and suddenly she backed off from the hug. The next thing she did was not expected but yeah predictable though. It was a five finger print on my already burning cheek..
She fu*king slapped me..
"You are alive!!" She shouted grabbing my collars and I held her by waist because she was stumbling due to alcohol..
"You are fu*king alive!!!!" She shouted again and slapped my cheek once again causing me to let out a hiss..
"And I was mourning over you!??? I thought you died because of me! I thought I am responsible for your death!!!" She screamed in my chest and I stood numb once again wondering that what the fu*ck I have done to her..
"Manik Malhotra!!!??" She was now sobbing my name crying like a maniac in my chest and I didn't had the words to utter..
"Tum real he ho na??" She spoke breaking the hug and looking at me with teary eyes..
I kept mum..
She cupped my cheek and caressed it with her thumb..
"Am I hallucinating?" She asked once again and I again didn't say anything..
"If you are real then see! See I have dressed up like the same what you had called me!" She slurred backing off showing me her red attire and then came close to me poking my chest.
"A SL*T!!" She whispered those words leaning close to my ear and my eyes widened...
I wanted to scream that I didn't mean those words but the voice was lost..
"Look at you! Just look at you! You have been succeeded in making me a fool! Congratulations Mr.Malhotra!" She said with a pathetic laugh and shook hand with me..
"I am a fool! I am a fu*king fool!" She was singing laughing all the time and suddenly her laughs turned into tiny sobs..
"Edward kissed me! He confessed tou mera kya fault??" Suddenly she shouted coming back to me and I held her before she could fall. "You spoke so mean words! Itna kuch bola! Meri aik tou sunty?" Her tears were hurting me and she was slapping my cheeks like a maniac that too with full force..
I hated myself for being a complete ass and making her cry this much..
"But you called me a sl*t!" She shouted once again wriggling out of my grasp and I felt so hurt..
"Hey! Doctor! Don't call yourself this again and again!" I mustered up courage to say this and she laughed like a maniac clapping her hands..
"Oh God! Look! Look who's talking??" She said with a laugh and then came closer to me. Suddenly she grabbed my collars and gritted her teeth..
"You were the only one who called me this!" She spoke pulling my collars to such an extent that I felt like choking but she didn't show any mercy..
I was a culprit...
I was the one responsible for her condition..
What If someone would have raped her?.
The thought itself was so horrible that I shook my head..
"Stop it Doctor!" I said to her sternly and she pushed me away..
"Stop it?? Why stop it haan? You tou hate me na? Tou kya farak parta hai?? Haan??" She asked in a demanding tone and I gulped.
"Why?? Why you saved me?" She shouted again and I stared her like an idiot..
Seriously? I saved you because I lo--! No...no...
"I know why you saved me! I know!" Now she was nodding her head in a serous tone and I was nervous did she got to know about my feelings??
Oh for christ sake no!!
"Why?" I asked in a scared tone and she giggled..
"Because you wanted to take revenge!" She said shaking her head and I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out..
Seriously?? She thinks...
"I saved you tou tum ny revenge bhi tou lena tha na?" She said with a pathetic smile and I once again felt ashamed.
But suddenly her expressions changed turning into soft ones and she walked closer to me.
I noticed her move and she wrapped her arms around my neck..
She was so breathtakingly beautiful! She was a goddess...
She climbed my feet and I gripped her waist. Her one hand cupped the back of my neck and other was wrapped around my shoulders. She leaned closer to my ear and her breath tickled me.
Slowly I felt her lips lingering there and the words she started speaking made me forget everything..
"Manik Malhotra! Hear me out loud!" She whispered hoarsely and I gulped. "If Loving you makes me a sl*t! Then yes! Fu*king yes am a sl*t! Because I Love you! You hear me? I love you!" She spoke and I was covered in cold sweat. In spite of it was snow falling I was covered in sweat from head to toe and her confession was so breathtaking that I felt my whole body trembling.
She came to me face to face. I stared in her droopy eyes before unintentionally leaning forward and she too leaned closer until our lips touched...
Everything suddenly stopped...
The wind too was scared to move...
The snowflakes were halted between the earth and the sky..
The only voice we listened to was our ragging heartbeats and the only thing moved was her lips against mine..
"Kiss me Manik! Please! Please!" She pleaded breathlessly holding me close to her and I felt her hot tears trickling down her cheeks..
With one hand I gripped her waist tightly and with other I cradled her head to angle it in a perfect position deepening the kiss to such an extent that she moaned loudly against my lips giving me enough opportunity to slid my expert tongue in her tiny inexpert mouth to explore the honey land..
Her tears were not coming to an halt and we were kissing each other crazily standing in the middle of the bridge..
Soon I found her breathless and broke apart. She gasped for air once again sobbing and I immediately cradled her face in my chest shushing her..
"Shhh! Calm down doctor! I got you!" I whispered lowly pecking her hair and she wrapped her arms around my waist..
"Take me with you!" I heard her whisper and the trance broke..
No! It can't be!
I was once again giving her hopes..
That was not correct...
But I can't leave her in this state!
Ufff...
She was dozing off!
I sighed and taking a deep breath I scooped her in my arms..
She hide her face in my neck and I smiled on her baby acts..
Soon her breathing was even. She was fast asleep..
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I knocked the apartment door of Navya's and waited for her to open..
Nandini was tightly clinged to me and I was holding her in my death grip..
"Man-manik!" She mumbled this word! My name nth time against my neck and my lips lingered over her forehead..
Soon Navya opened the door and was about to freak out..
"Shhh! She is just exhausted and sleeping!" I said in a whisper and she nodded leaving the hallway for me to enter..
I Walked in and then towards the room which I used to use when I come to stay at Cabir and Navya's..
Cabir was staring at me when I entered the room and placed her on the bed.
I caressed her hair and she opened her eyes slowly..
"Manik! Manik!" Once again the same words came out and she got up with a jerk..
"Hey! Shhh doctor?? Am here!" I said innocently holding her hand and she batted her eyelashes. Suddenly she made a bad face. "You okay??" I asked taking her in my arms once again and she puked all over my shirt, jacket.
"Oh Nandini!" Navya exclaimed worriedly coming closer and I rubbed her back. Cabir came with water and I made her drink a little of it but she pushed it away..
"Navya please help her change!" I said getting up and once again Nandini became frantic...
"Manik! Don't leave me!" She started shouting and I sat back..
"Shhh! Am right outside! Tum change kar lo okay?" I told her politely and she was looking so innocent..
"Promise!? You will be outside?" She asked like a baby and I nodded cupping her cheeks..
"Yes! I will be outside!" I said lovingly and leaned forward to peck her forehead...
Then I followed Cabir and she kept staring at me until I was out of her sight..
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"Manik! Accept her!" Cabir said putting my jacket and shirt in the washer while I was constantly throwing ice cold water on my face..
Nandini's worn out face was flashing in front of my eyes...
I was the one responsible for her state...
I was the one who pushed her to the limits that she was going to die??
Now I can feel what she must have felt when she had heard of my death news..
"Us ki zuban say tumhry naam kay ilawa kuch nahi nikal raha!" I heard Navya saying behind my back and I flashed more water on my face to hide my own tears..
"She was the most strongest lady I would ever met Manik! Usy koi farak he ni parta tha! She never gave this much importance to anyone! You are the first!" She explained to me and I closed my eyes taking a deep breath..
I have decided..
"Guys! I will cause her problems! Jab tak main us ki life me rahoon ga she will be always in tension! Because am myself is a fu*ked up man! Us kay liye yai better hai that I should leave her! Subha hoty he! I will go to France! I have got a job and am availing it!" I said in a determined tone and CaVya were sad..
"Meray jany ky baad! Just take care of her! Don't let her come after me!" I said these words and choked..
I turned back to the wash basin and let the tears flow with a rush...
"Why you guys have to act like complete idiots??? This is craziness mahn!" Cabir freaked out and I shook my head with a sigh..
"No mahn! This is not craziness! This is Awargi!" I said in a stern tone and walked out of the bathroom to see Nandini...
Last night close to her and then I won't be seeing her again..
Jee bhar kay dekh loon so that it will be plenty for the whole life..
Only God knows how many times I pecked her tiny fingers!
Her palms!
Her cheeks!
Her eyes!
Her hair!
"I love you Manik!" She once again murmured in sleep snuggling into me and I pecked her lips..
"Sorry Doctor! But we have to part ways! Am sorry!" These were the words I kept whispering in her ears and the night passed slowly until the sun rose from east...
Time to go...
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Nandini's POV...
Last night I had a beautiful dream and the dream was that I met Manik. I met him! I beat him! I slapped him! I let all my frustration out and then...then I kissed him..
Wow...
Wait what??
I should be dead by now right?
Then what's happening? And what is this sever pain hammering in my head?
I felt my eyelids turned heavy when I tried to open my eyes.
With loads of difficulty I opened them and turned my side.
I was on a comfortable bed and was nicely tucked in a blanket.
Where am I?
Suddenly my eyes fell on the tall figure in front of me who was standing near the glass window shirtless..
His back was towards me and the tattoo I saw can't be mistaken because..
I had seen that tattoo so many times..
Ma-manik...
My Manik???
Was he really mine??
"So last night wasn't a dream! And you are alive!" I said in a hallow tone and he just nodded still didn't bother to turn around...
I remembered each and every detail from last night..
He had brought me to Navya's home and I puked over him then? Yeah after that I slept..
I look at myself and I was in Navya's one of the most baggy clothes..
She changed me? Yeah...
So last night's kiss was real??
He was back but how??
Forgetting everything for few seconds I got up and walked towards him. Soon I hugged him from back and rested my cheek on his back. My arms were wrapped around his waist tightly...
"Are we okay now?" I asked with a hope and ashamed on my own question..
He didn't said anything..
"Manik will you leave me again?" The pain in my voice shook me badly and I felt his body tremble.
"Why you faked your death? Friendship khtm tou ho gai the! Then why you disappeared? Itna gusa thy? At least you should have given me a chance?" I ranted and ranted..
I can't believe that I was acting so desperate but this time I didn't want him to go..
No...
He...
Can't leave me..
Slowly he turned and I stood in front of him like a scared rabbit.
He took my hand and lead towards the bed again..
He made me sit on it and then knelt in front of me..
"Doctor! Listen up! You and me! We can't be together!" He spoke and I shook my head frantically but he placed his finger on my lips. "Shhh! Little kid just listen to me! My world is very different from yours! I! I can't explain this but you have to let me go!" He said in a low tone and once again I felt that I heard his death news.
"Move on! Me being dead or alive doesn't makes a difference! Main zinda reh kay bhi mary jesa hoon! Bohat bikhra hua hoon!" He was saying all this staring in my eyes and I was going to cry..
"Main! Main samait loon ge! I will gather you but please! Don't! Don't ask me to move on please!" Oh God what the hell is wrong with me but he shook his head..
"Let me go! You want to see me in peace is it??" He asked and I nodded. "Then let me go khushi khushi! And move on!" He said his final words and Navya came in with his shirt and jacket..
"Manik here you go! Washed and ironed!" Navya said handing him his things and I stared at them shocked..
"Thanks Navya! Now I need to go bye!" He said with a smile slipping in his shirt and gave her a hug..
"No! No! You can't go! You have to promise that you wont die!!" I shouted getting up and he gestured Navya who was looking at me helplessly..
"I promise!" These were his words and..
He started walking out of the room and I tried following him but Navya held me..
"Nandu ni!" Navya said to me and I saw Manik's retreating back..
"Manik nooo! Manik!!! No please don't leave me!! You fu*king idiot! Asss! Moron! God damn it I fu*king love you!! Why don't you understand??" I was shouting my lungs out but he was gone..
Those were my last words to bring him back..
I hate you..
If you hate me! Then I hate you more then your hatred...
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And these idiots can never be in peace! Ufff! The title says that it's awargi so let it be ! Dekhty hain! Till how long they both will resist each other! Hmmm! Am excited! Are you?? Aur response once again thusss! Am severely ill but I came to fulfill my promise ab response na mila tou am not gonna recover for a whole week! Phr krty rehna "plz update soon" :/
Love, Mawara
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