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PROLOGUE -
And eventually... I never got to knew how I become so dependent over him...I was happy when he was with me ... but I guess god doesn't want to see me happy...HE LEFT ME ... LIKE THE WAY MY MOM LEFT ME ... I guess I don't deserved to be love ...but now not any more...no more cry ... I will not hide myself anymore...I will change...change for good...for myself...and live a life like a teenager...maybe somewhere ...sometime ... I will meet him again ... my bestfriend ... manik ...Toh shayad yeh bhi badal jaiye
****Mera yaar matlabi ha... dildaar matlabi ha ... menu pyaar taa karda ha par uda pyaar matlabi ha ...****
I still remember when I last saw him ... three yrs back ... when I was in 8 th standard...
FLASHBACK -
Manik was packing his bags...while I was sitting over his bed ... my eyes were still puffy due to constant crying ...
Nandani : Manik please don't go naa ... I...I can't leave without u ...I ... I need my bestfriend...please mujhe chodkar mat jao...
He removed my hands and sadly looked at me ... I knew what he was going to say ... but I don't want to listen to him to say he can't be with me ... he fed up with me ... it will broke me ... like million of pieces...
Manik : nandani...I have to go...u need to understand ... I can't go against my parents...pleaseee
His eyes were pleading me ... I knew he was right...am being selfish there...but I can't help it ... I need my best friend...
Nandani : Manik please ek baar ... bas ek baar try toh karo ... shayad voh maan jaiye...
Manik : nandani...please... don't make it hard for me ... I need to go ...
I knew he was right he needs to go ...so I give up
Nandani : thik ha jao...par lot kar toh aoge naa ...
He didn't meet his eyes over mine ... I knew his answer...but there was some hope which was telling me...he will be back...he will come back for me ... for his best friend ...
Manik : am sorry...
That's it ... a sorry ... and he just left...he left me ... his bestfriend...my own bestfriend left me whom I had crush ...he left me by saying a single sorry...this time I broke down...I cry ... cry for hours over my room ...but there was no one who wiped my tears ... who said "not to cry nandani am here for u "... after that i decided not to cry over something which was not mine ...
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This is how I changed...bcz there was no one for me ... so I decided...I will change myself...for good...
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This is a real life story not mine but someone...am a lawyer so u can say I heard different kind of stories regular basis ...but there are some who touched Ur heart... I don't know I can pour all her emotions exactly the way she feels or not ... but am just trying...I hope my all friends will support this one ... bcz when I heard her love story ... I feel like to support it too...tell me through Ur views...
Diya
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