I dedicate this to you SIAZAHEED.1...I know am very late infact very very late and I apologise for that...I wrote this only because of you and trust me agar tu nahi puchthi tho shayad main ye patha nahi kab post karthi...anyway am sryy and I hope at least ab tho tu smile karegi...!!!
PART 19 :
"kya karu...kya karu...kya karu...ayyapppaaa...kya karuuu...!!!!"
"ek minute...main kyu itna pareshan hora hoon...vaise bi hame ek na ek din tho bath karni hi hain na...so yaaa...manikkk...just relax...its ok...haannn...!!!" and manik after talking to himself walks out of the washroom washing his face for zillionth time...!!!
"nandiniii...!!!" and he utters walking close to her standing behind her..!!!
"dekho bohuth ho gaya...ab mujhse aur nahi hoga...!!!" and he mutters taking a deep breath closing his eyes for a moment...!!!!
"sooo...finallyy...!!!" and after what seems to be an eternity nandu utters turning back to manik looking every where except him...!!!
"dekho main...!!!" and he noticing her shivering stops in mid and "nandiniii...!!!"
"its...its okay...tumhe...kuch... kehneki...zarurat...nahi...hain...!!!" and she whispers licking her lips uttering the words with difficulty..!!!!
"nandinii..!!!" and he whispers once again trying to look into her eyes..!!!
"tumm...tum jao...mai...main teek hoon...!!!" and she utters turning opposite to him fisting her hands tightly...!!!
"nandiniii...!!!" and he making her turn towards him looks her for a second and "nandiniii...!!!"
"tumhe...tumhe...kuch...bi sochke...yaha...rukne ki...zarurat... zarurat nahi hain...!!!" and she mutters looking ground trying to move away from him...!!!
meri ankhon main dekho...nandini maine kaha meri ankhon main dekho...!!! and he utters in a little loud tone while she slowly moves her gaze towards him ever so lazily...!!!
"nan...!!!" and he stops in mid not being able to complete totally in a state of shock...!!!
"tumhe...meri...ansu...dekhe...khud ko...rokne ki...zarurat nahi hain...!!!" and she whispers in mere audible tone letting her tears flow down like a river..!!!!
dekho...!!! and he utters after staring her for what seems to be an eternity only to get stopped by her in mid...!!!
NANDINI : nahiii...main samaj thi hoon...!!!
MANIK : nandini tum
"haa...haa...haa...main janthi hoon...kaha na main janthi hoon...main janthi hoon ki tum ab mujh main interested nahi ho...main janthi hoon ki tum ab mere sath rehna nahi chahthe ho...main janthi hoon ki tum apni zindagi main age badna chahthe ho...!!!" and she shouts on top of her voice pushing him away hard crying like a maniac making him numb at his place with her words...!!!
na..n..di..ni..!!! and he mutters with great difficulty..!!!
tum...tum jao...just...just...go away...!!! and she utters closing her eyes trying to control herself...!!!
MANIK : tumhe...kaise...
"kyu...!!" and she cutting him stares him and "tum bi tho mujhe yehi bathane vale the na...!!!"
MANIK : tum
"mujhe khud sab patha chel gaya tho acha hi hain na...!!!" and she continues staring him not letting him utter anything..!!!
MANIK : nandinii
"nahii???" and she smiles making him startled..!!!
closing his eyes for a moment he slowly opens them again and "main kya kahu...!!!"
NANDINI : kuch nahi...bohuth pareshan kar chuki hoon tumhe...ab aur karna nahi chahthi... isliye... tumhe kuch bi kehni ki zarurat nahi hain...!!!
MANIK : tumhe patha hain na
"haa...ham...dosth rahenge...hamari dosti...vaise hi rahegi...jaise...pehle thi..!!!" and she mutters cutting him in between yet again..!!!
MANIK : nandini
NANDINI : abi yaha se jao...
MANIK : nandini dekho
NANDINI : please
MANIK : lekin
NANDINI : teek hain...tum ruko...main hi jathi ho...
MANIK : nandini
NANDINI : mera hath
MANIK : nan
NANDINI : mera hath chodo manik
MANIK : ek minute meri
"maine kaha hath chodo...sunayi nahi detha kyaa...!!!" and she shouts jerking him away suddenly while he quickly holds her hand again and "haaa...sunayi nahi detha...!!!"
NANDINI : kya karre ho...hath chodo...!!!
MANIK : itni jaldi bi kya hain...pehle thoda bath kar lethe hain na...!!!
NANDINI : ye tum...aouchh...kya karre ho...dard hora hain...!!!
"acha...kitna dard hora hain...!!!" and he presses her hand tightly staring her without blinking his eyes...!!!
NANDINI : manikkk...!!!
MANIK :
kya kaha tum ne...main tum main interested nahi hoon...isliye hamari bachpan ki bath ko yaad rake tumhe hamari honeymoon pe yaha laya hoon na...paris...!!!
tumhare sath rehna nahi chahtha hoon...isliye pichle panch dino se yaha ki har ek famous jagah pe tumhe le jara hoon...surprise karra hoon...kush karne ki koshish karra hoon...kyuuu...!!!
tumhe peche chodke apni zindagi main aage badna chahtha hoon isliye chup chap hamari honeymoon par bi tumse bath kiye bagair tumhare kadam se kadam milake tumhare sath chelra hoon...nahiii...!!!
"wohi tho mujhe samaj nahi ara...samaj nahi ara...ki...tum...ye sab kyu kare ho...kis liye kare ho...!!" and she replies in a low tone making him angry to core...!!!
"ye samaj nahi ara...haa...ye samaj nahi ara...lekin ye samaj agaya ki main tumse door jana chahtha hoon...!!!" and he utters gritting his teeth looking her ever so angrily...!!!
NANDINI : haa...ab hath chodo mera...!!!
MANIK : pagal ho gayi ho
NANDINI : haan...hath chodo...!!!
MANIK : janthi bi ho tum kya karri ho...kya kehri ho...!!!
NANDINI : haan...haan...janthi hoon...chodo ab mera hath...!!!
"nahi chodni mujhe tumhara hath...nahi chodunga...!!!" and he shouts on top of his voice scaring shit out of her...!!!
"chodne ke liye nahi pakda tha maine tumhara hath...!!!" and he continuous making his grip tighter on her while she stands staring him not being able to utter anything...!!!
tumne and he stops listening to cell ring and picks up angrily not even seeing the caller id only to hear his mothers angry tone..!!!
maine tumhe pictures bejne ke liye kaha tha...beja kyu nahi...vaha pe enjoy karri ho teek hain lekin ek minute picture select karke mujhe bejne main kya jara tumhara... haan...ab chup kyu hoo bolo bi..!!!
MANIK : maa main apko abi phone kartha hoon
"lekin..tu..!!" and he cuts the call without listening anything and crings his eyebrows instantly as soon as he accidently opens recent tabs button...!!!
soon his expressions change from confused to shocked and to bewildered and so on while she stands lost in her own thoughts not noticing him...!!!
"ye...!!!" and she looks him listening to his tone only to panic the very next second trying to take back her cell from his hand..!!!
kyu..!!! and he utters moving back his hand not letting her take her cell..!!!
NANDINI : cell do
MANIK : kyu kiya
NANDINI : mera cell hain...do mujhe...!!!
MANIK : maine pucha kyu
NANDINI : maine kaha cell vapas do
main kuch puchra hoon...!!! and he shouts throwing cell on bed leaving her hand and holding her shoulders...!!!
how to know whether a guy lost interest in you???
how to know whether a guy wants to stay with you???
how to know whether a guy is wantedly ignoring you???
kyuu...kyuuu...kyuuu search kiya tumne ye sab...!!! and he utters with a loud tone digging his nails into her shoulders...!!!
"tho aur kya karthiii...!!!" and she shouts back at him jerking away his hands surprising him with her tone...!!!
"tho aur kya karthi main...!!!" and she breaks down falling on her knees crying like anything...!!!
"pichle dino se jo kuch bi hora hamare beech...uske baad...uske baad main kya karthi...!!!" and she utters hiccuping covering her face with her hands...!!!
He sighs closing his eyes and kneeling infront of her "nandini..!!!"
NANDINI : shadi ke baad se...tum gar pe nahi the...mere sath nahi the...mujhse bath thak nahi karthe the...mujhe tho kuch...kuch...samaj bi nahi ara tha...aur phir..!!!
"nandinii...nandinii...!!" and he holding her hand makes her look him and "galthi huyi thi mujhse... lekin ham sath rahe isi liye tho tumhe yaha laya na...paris...hamari honeymoon ke liye..!!!"
NANDINI : sath...char din hogaye manik tum mujhse bath karke...char din...kon sa couple aisa hoga jo bath kiye bagair sath rehke apna honeymoon manatha ho...!!!
MANIK : nandini
"nahiii...please...mujhe kuch nahi suna hain..!!!" and she utters closing her eyes while her tears were continuously flowing..!!!
"am sryyy...am sryyy...am so so sryyy...!!!" and he wiping her tears cups her cheek and "uss sharth ke baad tum mujhse bath hi nahi karri thi nandini...ek pura din nikal gaya par tum bath karne ke liye thayar hi nahi thi...mujhe acha nahi laga aur socha ki agar main bath nahi karunga tho shayad ham atleast yaha sath reh payenge...agar main haar man jatha tho shayad hame gar jana padtha jo main bilkul bi nahi chahtha aur isliye chup rehke wo sab kiya jo karna chahtha tha...bas...lekin tumne aisa soch bi kaise liya ki main ab tum main interested nahi hoon...kaise...wo kayal tumhare dimak main aya bi kaise...!!!" and he utters in a low tone making her understand each and every word...!!!
"ham sath hoke bi sath nahi hain...tho main aur kya sochu...!!!" and she utters opening her eyes looking him with her teary eyes...!!!
MANIK : sath hoke bi sath nahi hain??? nandini ham jabse yaha aye hai thab se main tumhe special feel karvane ke liye kya kuch nahi karra hoon...morning gifts...surprise lunch...dinner dates...har pal main tumhe ye hi bathara ki tum mere liye kya ho...kitni special ho...aur jaha thak maine dekha...tum bi usse kaafi kush thi...tum bath nahi karri thi phir bi wo kushi tumhare chehre par dikri thi...tho phir...!!!
"tum mere paas nahi are the..!!!" and she whispers unknowingly but he listening to her words crings his eyebrows and "kya kaha"
NANDINI : kuch nahi
MANIK : nandini abi tumne kya kaha
cell...tumhara...baj raha hain...!!! and she utters slowly removing his hands from her cheeks...!!!
MANIK : maine tumse kuch pucha...pehle jawab do...!!!
NANDINI : cell utaoge nahi tho bajtha rahega
cell ko thod dunga na tho and he uttering takes out his cell from his pocket angrily but before he could throw it on ground nandu snatches it from him and "pagal ho gaye ho"
MANIK : haan...wo bi sirf aur sirf tumhari vajah se...
Ignoring him she looks away but blinks her eyes again and again as soon as her eyes for on his mobile screen..!!!
MANIK : ab chup kyu ho...bolo bi...
ye...!!! and she stares him for a second and again sits staring at screen..!!!
baby...!!!
I miss...!!!
kya karri...!!!
kana kaya...!!!
am sry main...!!!
tum teek ho...!!!
main meeting..!!!
dyan nahi...!!!
I luv...!!!
hazar se zyada drafts..!!! and she covers her mouth with her hand while he drags his cell into his hands and "ye...pehle ke messages hain...jinhe tumhe bej nahi saka...office main rehtha tha tho busy hone ki vajah se hamesha send karne se pehle hi koyi kaam ajatha tha...kair...chodo...tho kya kehri thi tum"
not moving she sits in the same position staring him with tears while he nods his head and "bolo na...kya matlab tha...main tumhare paas nahi ara hoon matlab...tum kehna kya chahthi ho...!!!"
she lowers her eyes slowly wiping away her tears while he suddenly widens his eyes and "kahi tum...!!!"
Moving her gaze ever so lazily nandu looks into his eyes while he opens and closes his mouth several times not being able to utter anything...!!!
MANIK : tum aise soch bi kaise sakthi ho
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I love you...you idiot...I do...!!! and he confesses kissing her forehead moving close to her while she closes her eyes in anticipation having a tiny smile placed on her lips...!!!
"Just because hamare beech physically kuch nahi hora...tumhe laga main tumhe interested nahi hoon...!!!" and she listening to his question opens her eyes and "tho aur kya karthi"
sighing he nods his head and "jo galthi maine ki uske baad tumhare paas kaise atha main...mujhe pehle tumhari maafi chahiye thi...dusra mouka chahiye tha...aur tum ho ki...kaise...matlab kis janvar ne tumse kaha ki koyi ladka tumhare sath physically relationship main ho tho hi wo tum main interested hain...!!!"
NANDINI : kisi ne nahi...jo kuch bi hamare beech hora tha sirf uski vajah se...aaj mujhe iss dress main dekne ke baad bi jab tumne mujhse kuch nahi kaha...mujhe laga ki tum mujh main ab interested nahi ho...aur...!!!
MANIK : aur isliye jab main kamre main aya wo sab kaha
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MANIK : tumhe patha bi hai kis tharah se khud ko control karra tha main...tumhe aur hurt na kardo iss vajah se chup chap bahar chela gaya...aur jab bahar jake thab bi khud pe control nahi kar saka thab maine decide kar liya ki aaj chahe kuch bi ho main tumse bath karke hi rahunga...!!!
NANDINI : tho tum phir isliye aye
MANIK : ohh yess...ofcourse...aur uske vajah se nahi jo tum sochri thi...
NANDINI : ooo
MANIK : ooo kya ooo jaan nikal di thi tumne...pagal...
NANDINI : galthi tumhari hain...tumne mujhe one month ignore kiya...aur ye sab uski vajah huya...
MANIK : ignore nahi kiya tha...galath word use math karo...busy tha...mantha hoon tumhare liye vakth nikalna chahiye tha...par nahi nikala...lekin maine jaan buchke kuch nahi kiya...
NANDINI : koyi bi insan kaam main apni patni ko nahi bhultha
MANIK : haan...nahi bhultha...lekin main kutha hoon...gada hoon... janvar hoon...aur hogayi wo galthi mujhse jo nahi honi chahiye thi...tho ab...zindagi bar mujhe saza dogi... mujhse bath nahi karogi...
Not knowing what to reply she stares him without blinking her eyes while he raises his eyebrows and "goor kya rahi ho...do jawab...!!!"
NANDINI : mujhe nahi patha
MANIK : google main type karke dekhlo...shayad jawab mil jaye...!!!
she grits her teeth glaring him angrily while he placing her cell in her hand "lo...lo lo...dundo..!!"
Getting up angrily she tries to walk away while he pulls her back with a jerk making her collide to his broad chest and "jawab do..."
NANDINI : tumne mujhe bohuth hurt kiya manik...tumhe nahi patha jab apna koyi hamse bath nahi kartha hain tho kaise lagtha hain...
MANIK : jantha hoon...mantha hoon ki bohuth hurt kiya maine tumhe...aur isliye apni galthi ki saza mangra hoon...kaho jo kehna hain...
NANDINI : tch...mujhe kuch nahi kehna...mujhe tho tumhare paas bi nahi rehna hain...!!!
MANIK : tho phir mere liye ye dress kyu pehni...kyu pareshan hori thi ye sochke ki main tumse door jana chahta hoon...kyu jaan na chahthi thi ki main tum main interested hoon ya nahi...!!!
NANDINI : chodo mujhe
MANIK : pehle mere sawalon ka jawab do
NANDINI : tum mujhe samajthe kya ho...jab man kiya paas agaye...jab man kiya chodke chele gaye... main...main...tumhe dikthi kaisi hoon..!!!
"jalliii...ek dam pagal...!!!" and he whispers in her ear while she stares him with tears tilting her head completely towards him and "haa... sahi kaha...main pagal hi hoon...jo tumhare liye pagal hoon...!!!"
Letting her tears flow she stands staring him while he staring her back for a second presses his lips on hers without thinking anything entiwining their hands together leaving no chance for her to protest...!!!
