Hello guys...this is not the first time I'm writing but everytime I write it feels like it's the first time ..coming to the TS...I don't know if you'll like it or not..but i just thought to write this as something personal was roaming in my head at the pathetic hour of night...bardasht kerlena heheh
Nandini's POV
Usually, people think that I'm a strong, happy person..but behind my smiles they just don't know how much I'm in pain and almost broken..
You feel sadness, when you get hurt by someone or something. It occurs when your desires and wishes do not get fulfilled. Your heart fills with a feeling named sadness. Everything feels dumb and meaningless at that time. Your expectations don't seem to be fulfilled, and it is the biggest reason of being sad and ultimately hurt,
It is a quote of someone that if you want to live happy and want to meet everyone with a smiling face,then the thing you must do and act is never expect something from anyone, because one feels sadness when he expects something from someone and due to some reason that expectation goes wrong and your mood with that too. when you feel lonely you miss the people who usually stay around you badly,and to whom you tried your best to make them feel special ,
I think that,Every one has his secret sorrows which the world does not know,he has kept it buried in heart and often times we call him cold,when he is only sad.
It's sad when you realize you aren't as important to someone as you thought you were,not that you didn't tried but you never gave up.
Childhood is something when you are unaware of things about people around you,especially your company, and then when you gradually grow up every age smoothly force you tasting different flavours of life,
Love at first sight or love right after I was born ..is something that usually confuses me whenever I look behind...
I still remember i was just 7 or something years old,when I thought that he's my best friend, yes he was my best friend ,he was my well wisher,he used to care for me like a father,at that age of a child where kids just know how to buy a toy and then break it.when none of us knew what does the word LOVE means,infact whether it even exists or not.
This best friend named manik malhotra, whom now i realise I've been in love with since I was just 7 or 8,
We used to play together ,we used to laugh together,his house was just 3 streets away,so it was easy for him to come oftenly
He was 1 year elder and senior then me,we were so close that everybody gave us a name MaNan,
But for how long can a happiness long when evil things are around.. Anyways gradually as we grew up..we got busy in our lives but we never stopped talking... One day came that changed everything,manik had to go out of city for further studies, I was okay till I got to know that I will miss him like hell..he used to come after days and my feelings got stronger and stronger ,one day I thought to confess my feelings ,
I didn't thought for even once that taking lead for a girl can be sometimes too much
That day I texted him
"Manik agar koi larki tumse kahei k she loves you tou tum kia kaho gey"
He replied,
"Hahah"
I was getting annoyed that he's finding it funny, I again sent a text
"Manik serious hu mein tell me"
He again replied
"Okay it depends on the girl"
"Or agar wo tumhei achei se janty ho tou" I replied
"Tou I'll give it a try" he wrote
" :') " I sent a smiley
And then didn't reply to his further interrogation as he was getting desperate to know who the girl is...
To be continued...
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