Chapter 11 B
MANIK'S P.O.V
How cute is love, I had never got to experienced? But, I was sure of one thing, that what was between Alya and me wasn't possibly the thing called love!? And I guess, all these thoughts just made me feel sick! Because I myself didn't know that why was I thinking about love and Alya? Maybe because I was driving randomly to my home and I was getting bored as I wasn't doing anything else than driving. Or maybe, I was just starting to care about my life and have a break-up with Alya. Or maybe she was changing me completely and the she was Alya!
As I parked my house, I was hell bound with one thing in my mind. What if one day I just fall in love with Nandini and Alya just doesn't decide to leave me ever? Shit! I am stuck between these two. Yeah! Fine! Now this is amazing. I just confessed a girl that I like her, a girl who just told me that she'll wait for the day when she will fall for me. And the other one is a girl who just confessed me some years ago of her falling in love with me, a girl whom I don't even love a bit. I headed towards my house and as I entered my house my eyes got laid on the two women of my life, one whom I don't wanted to see my whole life and one who I just didn't want to see right that moment. Nyonika and Alya!
"What the hell are you doing here, now?" I just straight forward gave a look to Alya which she disliked for sure.
"Shouldn't I ask the same question to you?" Alya stiffened up and she backstabbed me in a way I knew Nyonika did many a times.
"This is my house Alya!" It was the truth, fine! And why the hell is she acting like a step-mom to me!
"No Manik, I mean the second part of the question! Why are you arriving now, this late?" Seriously! Who the hell is she to ask me that question!? Oh yeah, of course my girlfriend and one of my best friends.
"Alya just..." I was just randomly going to speak something when I got interrupted.
"You must have a nice explanation, Manik!" Nyonika! The filthiest woman in this earth! I tightened my fist and the nails dug hard in my skin but the anger was way more to be felt by me than that non-existing pain.
"You see Nyonika.."
"You see Manik, I just saw you roaming around with that girl, Nandini. Now, what do you have to say to defend yourself and her?" Now this wasn't shocking at all! Because, Alya had this psychology of following or checking up on every girl I ever talked to very nicely.
"Don't tell me you checked out on us!" I didn't answer her! Heeeheee!
"Manik don't change the topic! I asked to explain yourself or just tell me what the hell is going on between you two?" She wasn't gonna stop so I had to start eh jingles in my head just to ignore her f**king talks.
"Look Alya, nothing's going on between us two! It's just that we both were in detention and we both were getting bored, so I just approached her to come with me! Nothing else!" I only knew how much I wish she didn't know that hug and bench part for now!! Please god!!!! Save for this one time! I don't wanna get killed.
"Okahe fine! But as much as I know you don't let anyone sit on your bike, neither me except that one time when I insisted you!" Oh wow! She remembers that ugly incident! I still remember how she fudged the word baby thousands of times and let it scribble my ear like anything and when her trails failed, how she manipulated Mukti, Dhruv and Cabir to force me to take her on a ride. Nasty experience!
"Alya would you just stop asking me those f**king questions or I should just go from here?" I wasn't ready to answer.
"You need to answer me Manik or I would tell rest of the fab5 about all of these shits which you're doing!" Now you see who the real Alya was! I knew she was good as a friend but when she's just angry, she's angry!
But you know me, right! I am one hell of a person who just never takes shit!!!
I headed towards the stairs not even paying any sort of attention to what will she do the next moment.
"Just answer me Manik, are you planning to move on with a s**t like her?" Damn! Can I get to hear it again! Am I hearing right? Is she bad-mouthing her?
"Alya do hell with your hypocrite-bitching mind! And you know what, I regret, saying yes to your proposal the day you asked me to be your boyfriend! I feel hell nasty when I think I was the boyfriend of a girl who has such a f**king kind of mind!" Was it less? Yeah! It was! I guess I could call her something shit too for calling Nandini that single word which she never could be.
And he next moment, my eyes went up to the body which laid on the floor still, the body which sometimes ago stood there on its feet shouting for something bad. Alya had fainted!
Nandini's P.O.V
"I just wannn be in those curls of feathers and wrap them around me, not for the cold atmosphere which smoothened my body like a dry ice but for the feeling I wanna feel so early for the feeling I wanna feel some time after when I am wrapped in his arms. The way the sunlight makes their way through his arms to me, I know the same way the sunlight bound with their transparency on those feathers will get the way to me. I just can't let any of the moment ago. First, I can't let him go because my world lies in him and second, I can't even let the feathers go because I know I won't afford myself to lose himself the second time. I know if he leaves me once and goes a place where he could never back off his taken steps, then I'll have these feathers with me, which will just telepath me to him and maybe, then I ll just get a part of my world."
That's the words I read in that diary of me. Incredible, that writer was written by me but every time I read it, I just feel as if the other soul in me or somewhere else had got down to pen those words. It felt so weird after just having a drive to him. I had gradually started thinking over Alya more than him. If he was gonna do that with me, then he was surely cheating on her and I won't let her cheat on her. Because I am a damn girl and every damn girl has thing name self-respect. Somewhere I knew, Manik needed some girl whom he wanted to love and he probably did like me but it wasn't the right way to do all of this.
My phone rang and brought me out of my thoughts. Mukti's name flashed on the screen.
"Hi, wassup?" I picked it up in two rings and said casually.
"Alya's in hospital. Manik told me to call you! I don't know what's happening between you two?" She replied as soon as she tracked my voice and I was left shocked.
Now this is amazing! I can't even handle this type of relationship drama. Ugghhh!!!
"Fine, I'm coming!" I answered.
"You sure?" Mukti asked, her tone pacified in a forceful way.
"Yep, hang on!" I grabbed my keys and silently made my way to the house door as Arisha had already slept.
I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now
I heard that your dreams came true
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you
Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light
I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
The lyrics held up my ears tight because it made me feel nothing else but sick of myself. I guess I could have an accident right there at that moment; I was driving with a speed of a light object in a hurricane! I don't know why but I guess I though the reason Alya fainted was me and probably me too. Add up to it, this song was adding to my guilty second by second very badly. A guilty which explained the truth, or not? I didn't even know! I had myself held up for long and as I reached up I plugged out my earphones and tugged it into my denims pocket. I took my steps to the medical house which seemed more like an institution. I entered and the weird rich strong smell of a hospital atmosphere filled my nose. I held my handkerchief up covering my nose and the strong smells negatively hit my hormones and smell buds. I banged up to the receptionist and gave her a look to alarm her I wanted some information.
"I am looking for a patient." I replied in a freaking out tone and as the smell had irritated the hell out of me by reaching up to my nose through the small pores in the cloth.
"Name, ma'am, full name!" She said piercing her eyes through the computer and me in a while.
"Alya, I don't know the full name!" I mentioned trying to rethink if I ever had heard her last name.
"The Alya Saxena whom Mainik Malhotra had brought in her arms in here?" She questioned back in a bright voice.
I nodded and glared her at the same time.
"I mean they both are known well that's why..."
"Where are they?" I held her statement back and yelled softly.
"First floor, Room no. 19!" She answered with fear in her eyes and my steps found their way to the stairs.
The smell seemed to follow me everywhere and I was getting allergic to it, more and more! I so wish I could just jump out from the windows to the fresh air outside. I clutched my hanky tighter and then when my eyes met his, the hanky fell all by itself. Typical and eerie!!!!!
"Why did you call me?" I asked in a rough voice. I knew what was I gonna do in the next moments. I knew what was I gonna say in the next moments.
"Come with me!" His voice sounded different.
"Where are the rest of them?" I asked not following him first.
"Inside, will you just come up now!" He said pointing towards the room and I nodded.
He led me to a way which was much less populated but much smellier. I don't know why was that smell so bitching for me but it sent me those nausea tic shivers which seemed to be familiar.
As we finally reached a room which had a dim light glowing and a single window by the side, he signaled me to enter. Was he planning to have a date in here?
"I reached my house and I found her already in there and then..." He told me the whole incident in the next five minutes and I sighed.
I thought to myself, how I had figured out how well the situation could be? It was the worst now and I was ready to hook it up for no one and everyone.
"So what do you think we should do?" Manik again pulled a talk after I didn't reply his big story after five minutes.
"What for?" I asked casually, being expressionless.
"What, what Nadini, you know it's forming up like any sort of love triangle!" Now he is taking it a bit too high.
"Don't, don't talk about love fine! It's nothing we know! And yeah, about this bullshits! End this here! It's getting on my nerves!" I got up from my seat as I knew it will not last for long.
"I will end it soon Nandini, but you see, I need to explain a lot of people and then Alya herself!!" Has he done a course on taking everything in a different manner!?
"I mean Manik, end it, end whatever is between us!" I replied in a soft tone as I knew it would be hard for him to take all of it. He looked hell sad as he heard my statement.
"I told you that day about my thoughts about relationship, I told you that day I can't be the one for you! You know we just met yesterday, do you even realize that it's only a span of 48 hours! And Alya you met her long before! She is one of those Fab5 members whom you love like a friend if at least not like a girl side! She should be more important to you than me! Just try to focus on her as a friend! I bet she needs a friend right now!" I screamed out those words as I saw tears forming in his eyes.
"Please go! We will have the whole life to talk about this!" I pushed him softly.
He pulled out a soft smile which was genuine for sure and disappeared in those smells which still gave me fainting vibes.
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Someone told me love wasn't made for me. I told the person he was not meant to born on this earth if he thought like this. Because, one thing I knew very well, that love is acquired by every single soul on this earth, either in the form of hate or in the form of sacrifice. Love has its blended and flexible flaws.
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I just recovered some days ago and kudos to me! Because I became sick again! Guys let me make it clear! Nandini is a kind of person who would open up slowly and steadily! Hope you understand! Jesus guys!!! Comment please!!!! And the silent readers, can you please just pay some heed and comment! Never mind! Keep smiling! I need to go as I am not celebrating Diwali this year and I have to bore myself with my song playlist! I never do! Hope you guys enjoy anyways! Cheers! And last but not the least!!
Happy Dhanteras!!
Edited by horizontwilight - 9 years ago
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