The Paradox of Loving and Hating Someone

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Posted: 10 years ago
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He came into the night bringing pain and desolation.
She came into the night bringing love and fireflies.
They left as broken individuals, with their souls rendered asunder.

I hate him, hate him with a passion for shattering her innocence,hate him for taking the " sacrifice" route, hate him for shattering his, hers and my heart into smithereens, into pieces.
Who will mend these broken hearts, who will calm the quivering souls?

For every pain he caused, a million more he bore,
For every blow she took, a million more he wore

And yet as I hate him with a gut-wrenching agony, I love him for the misguided broken soul that he has always been. This character made up of all shades of grey,the character who had showed the most growth and yet in one callous night broke it all up.

The heart wants what the heart wants Manik Malhotra and you will learn it the hard way.
You will learn that you need to respect true love, respect the love that someone gives you unconditionally, for that this journey of pain, you will have to go through, you will take all of us along for the ride, for the pain and the agony, the ecstasy and joy.

"Tigana, let my memory of you be like a blade in my soul."

I am reminded of a quote from the book Tigana by Guy Gavriel Kay.This quote was from a citizen of a fictitious country called Tigana whose citizens were erased of all memory of the name of their country, as if it never ever existed.

This is what Manik's state is going to be, he will remember Nandu like someone put a sword through his heart each and every time he looks at her, glances at her, smells her.

I just want to leave this note with a quote , this one is from Shakespeare's Richard the Third, so apt for this situation:


And therefore, since I cannot prove a lover
To entertain these fair well-spoken days,
I am determind to prove a villain
And hate the idle pleasures of these days.
I think I am not coherent enough today but I had to write it because the words they just needed to be put on paper.

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Posted: 10 years ago
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Reserve.
Unreserve.

Honestly, Saying anything to this post will be plain insult for I am not of a level to comment over this beauty. All I can say is that NOW I can see from your eyes, the love for Manik Malhotra.
Edited by Flame.Of.Rose - 10 years ago
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Dear,u r amazing writer.
Infact this forum has so many good writers..
Loved it how u express it n manik I love u now n I m not angry on u now..
😊 awesome post!!!!!!!!!!
Edited by addictedlove - 10 years ago
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Originally posted by: Flame.Of.Rose

Reserve.

Unreserve.

Honestly, Saying anything to this post will be plain insult for I am not of a level to comment over this beauty. All I can say is that NOW I can see from your eyes, the love for Manik Malhotra.


@ bold
U read my mind..😳
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Posted: 10 years ago
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For every pain he caused, a million more he bore,
For every blow she took, a million more he wore

Adhi, how beautifully you manage to pen this down. I need some time take this in, but can I just say a big thank you for this post! 🤗
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Oh man, did you just put the sword over my heart with these words. Processing them. Heart-breaking, he just ripped it and rendered my right of hating him too.
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Originally posted by: AnomanderRake


For every pain he caused, a million more he bore,
For every blow she took, a million more he wore

👏
Amazingly well written cat ...

This is going to be very painful to watch him and her broken so bad,he needs to learn it hard ,rebuild the trust again..
His happiness lies in her not in sacrificing her, and her happiness lies in him, he cannot take decisions for others specially in matter of love. He is her true love, its his mistake to even think that his this move will make Nandu choose Dhruv or fall for him, neither will he be able to let go off her.

I cant wait to see the journey further , and how they strengthen this bond and how the trust will be rebuilt, how he will turn to be her firefly who will glow for her and always protect her.
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Posted: 10 years ago
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😭😭 👏👏

Cuz this one's beyond words...
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Posted: 10 years ago
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DAYUM!!
u r an amazing writer.
GOD more than the content, I loved the way you wrote it.
Amazing. just amazing.
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Even I want to see how he's going to rebuild the trust that he ruined completely today, coz once trust is broken it can never be the same anymore. How will she trust him again after today ?

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