But Mukti's hurt breaks my heart every time and I couldn't stop myself from penning this down. Charlie, you doing a great job at portraying this lost soul.
She is damaged. She feels so empty inside. No one knows how she feels in her soul. No one sees her cry. She acts like she is happy, but she has a severed soul. At night, she cries for hours. She doesn't sleep a lot. She feels so worthless, sad and discarded. She stands alone, by herself and no one knows how she feels. She keeps her demons inside her soul. She doesn't make much of an eye contact because she feels like people can stare at her broken soul. She comes off as strong and wild, but at night she feels like a defeated person. She has nightmares, she can't forget about it. She curses herself for letting herself care about him even after he left her with a shattered heart. A strangled cry escapes her lips, a sound more animal than human. The echo of a broken soul. Her smiles are a faade to cover her dead soul. She wants to commit suicide, but doesn't want people to know she is getting weaker and more depressed with each passing hour. Her escape is her music because no one can judge her and make her feel worthless. She seeks finality to all this anguish and pain before they consume her. She wants to be able to express herself once again.
Kabhi Neem Neem Kabhi Shahad Shahad
Anupamaa
