Angad and Kripa- Private Hell!
I am shuttling between books and IF…writing fan-fics and studying David Ogilvy's advertising theories…hehehe…read all your posts but was pressed for time to reply to them!
Anyway, this post is following Morning Dew's rocking post on Angad …and after today's episode…which was fast, good and furious(Kripa planted a perfect slap on Angad's face!)
All I want to say is that I sympathize and empathize equally with both Angad and Kripa….they have their private hells…private hells that are entwined…Prithvi, Dadi, Kripa's parents etc can only help A-K on the surface….no matter how supportive they become…A-K's pain zone is their alone to bear and suffer…If Angad suffers in future…so will Kripa…hurting Angad will tear her apart too....they share something which cannot be invaded by anyone...not even Prithvi.
Today….Angad who is currently in a torrid and horrible state of mind and heart…is haunted by thoughts of Kripa.inspite of himself, he found solace in the Outhouse only…his instant concern for Kripa when the doctor calls…his unbelievable happiness on the thought of Kripa carrying his baby(loved his expression!)…and then his relegation to being a hurtful jealous bas***d…you really feel for the guy……somewhere he knows that the baby is his but what do you do with a mind that has turned into an unruly horse?.
Kripa…is a hurt lioness…scorned and humiliated…and the stinging slap that she delivered to Angad today was a proof of that……..It almost seemed as if Angad deliberately provoked Kripa to slap him…as if he WANTED A VIOLENT REACTION FROM HER!
Prithvi is wonderful, feel like cuddling him and the way he stood up for Kripa and banged that buffalo Mishty verbally was too good!
Angad and Kripa are attached not only in love….but in hatred and pain as well….they will be attached forever…..Angad will always have my sympathy and Kripa my full-fledged support….EVEN WHEN THEY HATE EACH OTHER…IT'LL BE LESS OF BITTERNESS AND MORE OF NAKED PAIN!
Angad reminds me of that frisky lion-cub who lost his way in the jungle and inspite of trying violently…he couldn't find his way out.
My mom has warned me…she'll get me married to IF! Hahaha…I better get back to David Ogilvy!