Last episode was a mixture of swirling feelings with regret, repent, hidden truths and immense pain hidden deep within. Lets focus on some of these...shall we?
Angad...eyes dug in shame and disgrace, can't even look straight at Kripa after his wrong-doing that every minute he was haunted by his vicious act during dance practice. Repentance is seen, but acceptance is still denied. Why is it so hard to see the actuality of your inner self? Tears flow, eyes weep, heart sobs, soul cries, existence screams...any more proof needed to highlight your misery?
Every thought of Kripa tugs at the corner of love, and raises fingers at your indecency of actions questioning your conscience. Leaving the room, leaving the house, leaving her thoughts, or even leaving her...but can you leave the heart where she resides whether you agree to it or not? Even Shabir, your friend, who can distinguish between truth and fabricated lies...but you can't. The only person who has the power to deeply affect you and your condition...is none other than Kripa Your conscience spoke also, saying that you were utterly wrong and that you love Kripa...but you silenced that by saying that you two gave each other pain and only pain..
Truth is bitter, but even in this bitterness of anger there remains sweetness of lost love, which can be found only through repentance. Your eyes convey your pain and your heart listens the anguish silently, but since you gave your mind to read...it only sees one page which is stuck on retaliation. Turn to the next page...which says vengeance is the last thing in the book of life an love.
Kripa...Angad's action wounded your heart so badly that it ripped your belief and stabbed the faith in him as of now. I know it is hard to let go of such memories, but deep within you know the better side of him...the side which you love still (even thought you deny that). Love cannot walk out of life when you have motive to living...love cannot close its eyes when you need help in seeing...love cannot leave your hand when you wish to hold onto yourself...love cannot close the door when meaning steps in... so why even try to suppress that love?
You know your faults lie in as well and some part of you did push the whole situation. Angad did wrong, but his eyes speak louder than any words. I know its easy to say to forgive...but some wise once said that forgiveness is a method for giving love. It is a way for saying, " I am going to let go of the wrong you did; I am not going to be bitter and I am going to go on loving you anyway." Apply it once for Angad...maybe all the bitterness will wash away and love which is hidden will find room to shine again.
Kripa...you are a kind soul for your efforts of helping your family is evident. You wish well for Aaliyah, you can't see Kartik being mistreated and feel for him, you see the bad intentions of Manik and seek the right, you can't make Naina cry later so you twisted words around, you desire Prithvi to relive.... Family values are stored in your veins and righteousness strikes out. Don't let all the morals fade away when you deal with Angad, be gentle with him as well for even he is on stormy roads with you...the winds of harsh words might have led him astray but air of regret is moving now. Angad might have turned into an animal for few minutes, but he wishes to be a human too....after all love can't keep us away from our true selves.
Please do post your views and ideas on it....waiting to read your perceptions!
-Love4ever!