Hello there,
I have only got 10 minutes to put my thoughts out, therefore I will get straight to the point. If you found my recent post cold & wonder why I have had a change of heart overnight, the sole reason is nitica.
Nitica's post 'will you leave zeb-krips alone?' has pacified my extreme stance on jalapeno & pine-head. I realized how cumbersome pine & jalapeno's lives are and I have no right to pass moral judgement on their, especially pine's, characters. I guess she has managed to cool down burning lava. My passion for jalapeno and extreme dislikeness for pine has subsided. Instead, a calmness has moved in.
Anyways, I am here to support both jalapeno and pine-head. Gosh, I never thought I would be able to understand pine, let alone touch his soul. The preview has changed my opinion: I am so pleased to know that I feel for him, too. His revelations to dadi are heart-wrenching. I finally see through his cold exterior. He is deeply hurt; I don't want him to believe that nobody cares for him. Jalapeno, on the other hand, won my heart one more time.
"log kehte hai..rishto ki buniyad bishwas pe tiki hoti hai..lekin mein kehti hoon.. bishwas tabhi rehta hai jab rishte majboot hota hai."
Need I say more! Her heart was weeping. Mine was being torn apart with utmost force. Her defeated soul tugged at my heart; she is finding it impossible to break away from pine.
I wish I could just hug both souls! Pine & jalapeno are magical. I wish they would put a stop to their never-ending struggle. They should just admit that trying to blot out other's existence will only bring them further suffering. Their battle is the worst: to survive they have to battle it out with themselves rather than with an outside force. At the same time, I see little hope for this realization.
To the one I can't comprehend,
To the one I can't deny empathy,
To battle & suffering,
To victory & survival,
To courage and to hope,
To my pine and jalapeno,
I pray for your poor souls,
I cherish you for what you are!
Love,
*reeps😛