The DK scene last night- a dedication

This from the DK scene last night….cant describe my feelings….couldnt stop crying for the 2 lovers caught…in this tangle…the unholy mess of circumstances, misunderstandings and confusions…especially Dev…whose heart was bleeding even as he said those words….those words, any lover would shudder at before saying….

So I am continuing the scene thereon…and the song that comes to mind as

as Kaajal stands there still a statue…DEvs feelings…can be said…

I guess now it's time for me to give up
I feel it's time
Got a picture of you beside me
Got your lipstick mark still on your coffee cup
Got a fist of pure emotion
Got a head of shattered dreams
Gotta leave it, gotta leave it all behind now

DEvs lips brush the tendrils of her damp hair, his touch ever so light….she closes her eyes shut her mind wanting to shut him out……he whispers….Kaajjal…your fragrance…is so deeply etched in my….heart…i can close my eyes…and breathe in your feel….dont you feel it too….her lips tremble as fresh pain tears her apart…it shows in her closed eyelids that are flickering with the effort …she is silent…but…her feelings don't need words….DEvs…lips….trail ever so slowly…almost still…along…her temples….can feel her tremble….dont deny your feelings…kaajjal….i can feel it…as strongly as mine….oh kaajjal….the pain….of knowing you will be someone elses tomorrow…can you feel my pain….our pain…..why are…you doing this…to me…to yourself…to us…her lips…quiver….even more….her tears a rising torrent….his voice….soft as breeze…following his lips…as they find her eyelids…i can taste your tears….do you know why they are flowing….Kaajjal….

A part of me is still in denial….a part of you is still in denial…..I feel its all a dream…but…you standing here so close to me is the most real thing now….Kajjal…please..don't resist….just feel your heart…his lips…brush over her other eyelid…she has them shut tight..Devv…no…o…a tortured whisper….trembling…quivering….as a tight leash over her…heart…over the raging…storms rising within her…threaten to….explode….no..no…devv….his lips….trail over he cheek….Kaajjal….I am sorry…..i hurt you….for all the times…

,....Whatever I said, whatever I did I didn't mean it
I just want you back for good
Whenever I'm wrong just tell me the song and I'll sing it
You'll be right and understood

.i can remember…when i dragged your hand…when you and dhruv sat for the puja….do you know…why…..kaajal…should i tell you why….she was crying even more….no…Dev…don't do..this….but powerless to move….his hands held her but so lightly she could have pushed him away any time….she wanted…but she couldn't….a part of her was frozen….he parted his lips….over….the side of her face….tasting her tears….i saw dhruv…apply the red vermillion on your maang…and something snapped inside me…a rage i couldn't explain…so i hurt you my love…as I hurt even more….she shuddered…the memory was flashing before her eyes….like a floodlight shinning into her eyes…she remembered the pain…he felt it too…my darling…i want to ease it away….all those times…i loved you more than anything….

and when I told you about Payal….i was dying inside….Kaajjal…when I saw…the flash of pain rip your heart…..my heart….leaped out and cried…Kaajjal…I loved you …then….so much more than life itself….yet…all I could see was Payals…pale…lifeless face…how cruel fate…had taken her away from me…i didn't want to go through that pain again…..i didn't want anything to happen to you….any hurt….i wanted it to come to me first…...before it even looked at you….Kaajjal…please….look at me once….see the truth…in my eyes……

she didnt want to listen...no...her resolve was strong...she hurt too many people with her madness...now no more....she....shut her eyes even more tight…nooo……please….Dev….smiled….softly…the bittersweet twist on his gaunt lips….would have….torn her heart to a thousand pieces….hips…touched hers…and she moved…her face…just slight….his lips…trailed her jaw…..i am leaving Kaajjal…walking away…for..good…can you…do something for me…can…you give me …a few …moments…of you…tonight….i want…to feel you…in my arms…she cried….this time…her body….moving with silent sobs….he was hurting so bad…she could feel it…yet why was she so….stubborn…her hands were clenched at her sides…..she knew she was going through a complete farce…tomorrow…she knew it …even ….she couldn't deny…it….but she didn't want to turn back now……and tried to brace herself…in her mind….as the storms….raged around her….while she was being tossed like afeather…..th skies were dark…the seas were churning…..the lightening….strikes…all over…her….she was scared…never so scared…..Devvvvv her voice was husky….with emotion….he found her lips…again….they parted….his body trembled…his voice…quivered…..surrender yourself to me …Kaajjal….let me take these moments…when i lie in my bed alone…imagining you to be anothers arms…i want to remember…your…lips…on mine…your arms…around me…you owe to me kaajjal…you owe it us….our love…which is so pure….she was weakening….he moved closer…just a thin breathe separated them…..come to me kaajjal….dont resist….oh….you much want to lose…yourself in me….you want to give me…these moments….dont be scared….say yes….kaajjal….

....Unaware but underlined I figured out this story
It wasn't good
But in the corner of my mind I celebrated glory
But that was not to be
In the twist of separation you excelled at being free
Can't you find a little room inside for me

give me a reason to live kaajjal…and i promise I will…with the memory of this night…..please kaajjal….his lips…trailed down her neck….her hands lifted….slightly and then dropped….again….i ….i…cant…his lips…traced her thraot and found her pulse…that was jumping….pulsating….so wildly…..softly.....this heart may be yours….but the pulse is mine…they are beating for me now…..your soul belongs to me kaajjal..…love…is not a union to two bodies…it isn't duty….or responsibility……which you are confusing it for,his lips brushed over hers again...she quivered....like a taut bow ...being...teased...to be released…..DEvs voice…grew faint….as his own…control…threatened to snap any moment…..Love...is divine...it is a union of hearts, of souls…of the spirit.....it is eternal....it is pure...and our souls were one since our eyes….met for the first time….but this is just for me….now….these moments….for i cant bear the thought….you should give yourself ….the first time to anyone…else….i died…last night….and…the night before…when i thought…of you going…to him….i couldn't bear it….kaajjal….and in the hospital…when you went into his arms…it was….the darkest moment of my life…i don't know why I lived after that…..i felt i was dead….please let me live kaajjjal….please….come to me….he gently took her to the bed…

.......Whatever I said, whatever I did I didn't mean it
I just want you back for good
Whenever I'm wrong just tell me the song and I'll sing it
You'll be right and understood

And we'll be together, this time is forever
We'll be fighting and forever we will be
So complete in our love
We will never be uncovered again

Whatever I said, whatever I did I didn't mean it
I just want you back for good
Whenever I'm wrong just tell me the song and I'll sing it
You'll be right and understood

I guess now it's time, that you came back for good

she didn't resist….but her eyes were still were closed…the tears flowing as a torrent…the voice of sanity was getting faint…it was fading….she remembered,,,Madh house when Dev…was still hurting in payals memories…and when he held her for the fist time….how she had felt…she was feeling the same…..she didn't want him to hurt…..she wanted…to..soothe him…calm him down she had then…...very…very…slowly…her arms went around him…he went still….Kaajjal…his voice a whisper…a question….yes…yes….I love you…I don't hate you…i..its…all alie…i wanted to hurt you…but I hurt….a million time more…he sighed deeply…..his body…still..as as statutue….as if…he had enough strength to surface one last time and found …..his life again……Kaajjal….I love you….more than anything…i have known….forgive me god tonight….if I say…I love you …more than ….god…Kaajjal…and I worship…you…will always..do…. ….she opened her eyes…her love flowing through them....with tears...of forgiveness...of....relief......his hands trembled…as he cupped her face….Kaajjal….Kaajjal….my sweet Kaajjal….his lips..met hers again…and she had no hesitation….this time….y...yes…D..Devv..vvv....the storms raged…outside as the two lovers…became one….

Adi….was getting drunk in his bachelors party…his frinds dragged him into the centre and forced him to dance…Adi…smiled…he was thinking of Kaajjal…tomoorow…she would be his forever….how much he had longed…for this day…for this moment….he thought of Dev…and his eyes hardened…..Dev…was history….he had lost….Aditya…Garewal had…won….

Come morning….Kaajjal…eyes flickered open…for a moment everything was a blur….she sat up…in sudden recal…her body trembling at the memory…her hand flew to her mouth in silent shock at what had happened…Dev…he said he was leaving…she looked around….she shivered….no….no…he must be around…he cant be gone….she quickly got dressed…and was moving towards the door when she saw the note on the pillow..where a slight dent marked where his hed must have been///…slowly she picked it up..her eyes…wide…her face pale….

his note read :

my sweet love….all i can say is thank you…..thank you for saving my life…for giving me those few moments….bittersweet as they were….i will cherish them forever..like a precious pearl in the deepest ocean of my heart,….I know you can never be happy in this marriage…it is a complete lie…but you have made up your mind and I respect that…..I will always respect that….even if fate throw us together again…i will be a complete stranger…for the sake of your honour….for the sake of the purity of our love…but i will never stop loving you….and I will never marry anyone….never….

your and yours truly

Dev…

After the shock….slowly the tears came…her body was racked with sobs,…as she cried bitterly….no…dev…don't leave..me….dont….I didnt mean it…..how can i marry Adi…now…the way…i responded to you…How i can even face myself and say…I love Adi…when it is only you that runs in my veins…how….tell me how….where are you Dev…please come back….How will i go through this…I cant..Dev…I cant…..tell me what to do..Dev…..what …to do…..

as kaajjal…breaks down…her feelings can be said by this song….

Time can never mend the careless whispers of a good friend

To the heart and mind, ignorance is kind

there's no comfort in the truth

pain is all you'll find

Should've known better

I feel so unsure

as I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor

as the music dies, something in your eyes

calls to mind the silver screen

and all its sad good-byes

I'm never gonna dance again

guilty feet have got no rhythm

though it's easy to pretend

I know you're not a fool

Should've known better than to cheat a friend

and waste the chance that I've been given

so I'm never gonna dance again

the way I danced with you

Time can never mend

the careless whispers of a good friend

to the heart and mind

ignorance is kind

there's no comfort in the truth

pain is all you'll find

I'm never gonna dance again

guilty feet have got no rhythm

though it's easy to pretend

I know you're not a fool

Should've known better than to cheat a friend

and waste this chance that I've been given

so I'm never gonna dance again

the way I danced with you

Never without your love

Tonight the music seems so loud

I wish that we could lose this crowd

Maybe it's better this way

We'd hurt each other with the things we'd want to say

We could have been so good together

We could have lived this dance forever

But noone's gonna dance with me

Please stay

And I'm never gonna dance again

guilty feet have got no rhythm

though it's easy to pretend

I know you're not a fool

Should've known better than to cheat a friend

and waste the chance that I've been given

so I'm never gonna dance again

the way I danced with you

(Now that you're gone) Now that you're gone

(Now that you're gone) What I did's so wrong

that you had to leave me alone

sammy😛

this post was for all DK lovers, DK for the pain they are goin thru...APu for another fabulous, breathless performance...and us bhootnis....as usual...this is for you guys...for keepin...the momentum...for...keepin the spirits...hi

hi guys...just one more thing to add

i dont care...how the scene in the real show may end...perhaps ...kaajjal will move away...maybe...push Dev..and run...as she is good at....but her eyes gave her away...see the way she awlayas has her back to dev in these scenes....not once has she faced him and said those words....that speaks millions more than her denials and jaaaps about adi...mahatma...i dont care about the marriage circus or fiascos..to me...these Dk moments stolen thru the...the faint glimmers of hope are enuf...
sammy 😛

Wowww Sammy I never knew u r soo romantic 😳 😳 ...that was superbly written 👏 👏 👏 ..U know I could actually feel the current that was running throughout the body of kaajjal when dev was touching her wet hair with his tender finger 😳 and when he holds her arms from back ,she was actually shivering with passion 😳

And kaajjal just couldn't resist the strong pull of dev and just went too cose to him for comfort 😉 and before dev could actually touch her tender lips with his 😳 ..she somehow moved her head towards his shoulder with her eyes filled with immense satisfaction 😳 ..and I m sure dev's lips must hv definitely touched her neck 😛 😛 ...I guess now my imagination is running wild Sammy after reading your brilliant analysis of that last scene 😳 😳

I m sure Kaajjal would hv felt something like this in her heart...
As I sit there,
thinking,
someone comes towards me
and grabs my hand.
Frightened,
I jerk back;
But he assures me
that he is here to help me
and love me.
He begins to caress my neck,
my shoulders, my back;
And I give in
to his sensuous touch -
😳 And I trust him,
though I have only just met him.
And I touch him,
his soft, silky skin,
caressing him.
Still sitting there,
he wraps his arms around me
and holds me
for hours on end -
And he tells me he cares,
something never before heard
by this lonely heart. 😳
Now, as we lay there
on the beach, underneath the stars,
his soft, sensuous lips
touch mine.
And I give myself to him,
as we love each other beneath the stars. 😉
And our hearts, minds, bodies, and souls
entwine.
He knows my every need,
fantasy,
desire -
And he fulfills
and satisfies
each one of these
as I have only dreamed.
Now as we lie there,
the sun begins to rise.
It is not just a new day,
but a new beginning
as we plan to spend
the rest of our lives
together,
embraced in each other's arms
and hearts,
forever. 😳

yes misthi...i just want to enjoy the few stolen moments DK seemed to get these days in this circus...goin on....and Adi..in that black suit looked just as dark...while our devu...a dark knight...forever gallant.....Kaajjal always had a smile...he smiled tenderly...so much....it broke my heart 😭 😭 ....he was cryin...in his heart...and when he says she always used to help people. 😛 😛 ...what he dint add...that he had to stand behind 😉 😉 ...and make sure she didnt get into trouble as her sir gallahad... 😆 😆 😆 for he cudnt trust Kaju outta his sight...moment she did she got into trouble... 😆 😆 😆

but mishthi thanks yaar....👏 never said better...what a lovely song...you found....and yes i am a die hard romantic...my dear...why do you think....i am such a huge fan of Kaajjal...is it for the goats....it took me 4 years to be bear watching indian soaps again..after the kekta reign began....and Kaajjal did that...i miss not watching JJKN...i heard a lot about it...and you guys talk about it so much...just saw a few epi when i was visiting india 2 years ago....

but what is this about the black day - aug 5th what happened...to armaan-jassi...on that day....

then again...when i see the new kajjal poster...i feel a sense of deja vu....i just pray...they get married...baad mein laddhe ya...kuch bhi karen...just get married...guys.... 😃

sammy

and yes jyo...thats why kaju has her back to him these days...for her eyes would betray her...her tren=mbling body....told DEv its own story..he didnt need any words...and thats why he challenges her to look at him in the eye and say...she doenst love him....and when he moves his lips close....i could swear...he was looking at her lips...which had parted just then...even if her eyes were filled with tears....gawwd...guys...if thats acting.....then...i wont watch any reality shows again...maybe sony in its new avataar will change Kaajjal into a reality show with these DK moments as a main....programmme each day....wont mind a bit

sammy 😃

Woww Sammy u r in a full mould today it seems 😳 ...and yes Apu was just at his passionate best yesterday especially when he does that SRK act in the end by saying that he will go from her life forever but his love will never go from her heart as true love never dies 😳 😳 ...and in the beginning also when he comes towards kajal and asks why her voice is shaking while admitting to the fact that she loves this goat community 😡 and kajal actually had no answer 😛 😛 and we know that silence and emotions speaks larger that words 😉 😃 ...So Dev very well knows that kajal still loves him and is just doing some qurbani act and thats why he is actually following this proverb"TRY AND TRY TILL U SUCCEED" 😉 😛 Devu is like that spider who is trying his best to crawl back into his home which is kajal's heart 😳 😳

And yes the 5th Aug was a black day for all Apu and Armaan lovers who watched JJKN
Because Sony very hugely publicized the marriage between Armaan and jassi on 5th August by showing promos and putting up hoardings and putting up articles in newpapers and television all acroos the country and when the day actually arrived they showed Jassi doing the runaway bride act(since Armaan misunderstood her) and Armaan ending up marrying his ex-fiance Mallika

I hope they r not repeating history with Kaajjal

😆

Originally posted by: jyoti06

Woww Sammy u r in a full mould today it seems 😳 ...and yes Apu was just at his passionate best yesterday especially when he does that SRK act in the end by saying that he will go from her life forever but his love will never go from her heart as true love never dies 😳 😳 ...and in the beginning also when he comes towards kajal and asks why her voice is shaking while admitting to the fact that she loves this goat community 😡 and kajal actually had no answer 😛 😛 and we know that silence and emotions speaks larger that words 😉 😃 ...So Dev very well knows that kajal still loves him and is just doing some qurbani act and thats why he is actually following this proverb"TRY AND TRY TILL U SUCCEED" 😉 😛 Devu is like that spider who is trying his best to crawl back into his home which is kajal's heart 😳 😳

And yes the 5th Aug was a black day for all Apu and Armaan lovers who watched JJKN
Because Sony very hugely publicized the marriage between Armaan and jassi on 5th August by showing promos and putting up hoardings and putting up articles in newpapers and television all acroos the country and when the day actually arrived they showed Jassi doing the runaway bride act(since Armaan misunderstood her) and Armaan ending up marrying his ex-fiance Mallika

I hope they r not repeating history with Kaajjal

these writers are sadists...and SOny..is caugt up with its reality shows...may turn kaajjal into one...with the runaway bride act part III...but these time Dev runs along with her...for the winter olympics...jokes apart...i hope and pray it doesnt happen...between ...in the new sony promo....Kaju really looks beautiful in her faithful red...dress...radiant...like an expectant bride...as people are applying mehndi.....and so many ladies around her....what happened to Shoe string budget company...😆is sony sponsoring the mehndi, sangeet and wedding reception as a package deal.😆.😆..for the first time she started getting married....aka dhruv, dev and now adi...was perhaps just wedding rehearsal.....😆😃and now it is the real thing....and after last nite and the nite before in the garden...DPS leaft no leaf unturned in his garden of eden and seduction.....to turn Kaju to him....how can he marry...soniya...i believe thats why they have propped her in there just in case....

between...did armaan actually marry mallishka...gawwd....i saw her epi once...she is horried....

sammy😛

Originally posted by: jyoti06

Woww Sammy u r in a full mould today it seems 😳 ...and yes Apu was just at his passionate best yesterday especially when he does that SRK act in the end by saying that he will go from her life forever but his love will never go from her heart as true love never dies 😳 😳 ...and in the beginning also when he comes towards kajal and asks why her voice is shaking while admitting to the fact that she loves this goat community 😡 and kajal actually had no answer 😛 😛 and we know that silence and emotions speaks larger that words 😉 😃 ...So Dev very well knows that kajal still loves him and is just doing some qurbani act and thats why he is actually following this proverb"TRY AND TRY TILL U SUCCEED" 😉 😛 Devu is like that spider who is trying his best to crawl back into his home which is kajal's heart 😳 😳

And yes the 5th Aug was a black day for all Apu and Armaan lovers who watched JJKN
Because Sony very hugely publicized the marriage between Armaan and jassi on 5th August by showing promos and putting up hoardings and putting up articles in newpapers and television all acroos the country and when the day actually arrived they showed Jassi doing the runaway bride act(since Armaan misunderstood her) and Armaan ending up marrying his ex-fiance Mallika

I hope they r not repeating history with Kaajjal

misthi....i am still dreaming about DK scene last nite...and i was in a team meeting...guess who was blushing when the manager had to interrupt her thoughts a few times..its all your fault dear misthti......kya se kya banaya...i was gettin by writing ghost stories...now i am whimpering....lovey dovey....dreaming up...schemes...to get Dk into a tabela...after last nite...i almost did....

sammy😛.

I loved the way he was wishphering into her Ear.

Now kaajjal will open her eyes Start crying and run away.
Stupid female...Duty over love It seems.Kab se Farz Karz Queen ban gayi......
😆

This is called ruining your lfe with your own hands....and she had to ask dev to stay back did she...Though I felt that scene was really touhing when she is forced to ask him to stay back....
Best part even she starts crying after that... 😆

Haila my fault 😲 ...nope..It was all dev's fault 😡 ..he should not look so hot and passionate 😳 ...and yes looks like Sony r very famous for spending lots of money on marriage fiascos 😆

But sony has learnt their lesson once ,so I m sure they won't repeat the same mistake again 😛 and don't worry soniya is just an extra who will go back to Harvard universuity soon to give the dupplementary examination 😆 ..so there no danger from that side 😳 ..this time DK will definitely get married 😛 and th of course we can dream on with all our tabela fantasies 😳

And yes Armaan did get married to Mallika ...and then divorced her and then got married to jassi again

That was the time when Sony lost its viewership