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"ye ek naam meri zindagi ki akhri umeed tha Dhruv...aur yehi ek naam hai, jisko apne dil ko laga kar mein, maut ko gale lagaaunga..."
I just died today when Devu said these words....my heart aches for him....
Aur uss Dhruv ko to mein chodungi nahin! IDIOT! Apne aap ko Dev ka Dost kehta hai, lekin dost tab hi yaad aata hai, jab usse kuch chahiye! I could just slap him! 😡 I am sooo mad right now!
Atleast Devu is starting to realize that every time Dhruv comes to see him, its only b/c he wants to talk about Kaju and get some kind of help! Devu was so irritated today na? My poor baby!!!
Anyway, coming back to today's epi....I think it was Mindblowing!!!
The whole episode today just plain painful! Starting with the 1st scene when Devu said "ab tumhara bhavishya, inhi haathon mein hai kaajjal - aur ab mujhe bhi is sach ko, svikaar karna hoga." :( Big HUG for my Devu!!! Poor baby is still trying to convince himself that Kaju can never be his! And then...he's standing alone in the kitchen and he says "tere dil ko chahe kitni bhi tes paunche, par tu ye sab sirf kaajal ke khushiyon ke liye kar raha hai...marne ke bad to, sab ki aankhon mein aansoon dene hi wala houn, par usse pehle mujhe sab ko ek sahara dena hoga...khas kar ke kaajjal ko..." It just kills me! He's always thinking about others before himself! See Dhruv, this is why kaju loves Devu and not you! You should take some pointers from your "best friend' about what it means to be a "best friend" - and whatever happened to Dhruv trying to figure out who Dev's "hospital wali" is? I swear he's just so damn selfish! I hate him! 😡
Now coming to Kaju and NT Mom - I love their relationship! Abhi se saas-bahu ka rishta itna gehra ho gaya hai to aage chal ke kya hoga? 😃 I love it though - I think its so refreshing to see something like this in a serial - other than the regular saas/bahu ke jhagde! Ye dono mil ke Devu ko Ameesha se bachayenge, aur NT Mom ke hote hue Dhruv DK ka kuch nahin bigad sakta! :)
Doctor ke mu mein ghee shakar! I wanted to hug him tight when he called Kaju NT's Bahu!!! :) And did u guys notice the way Devu shut his eyes when NT said that Kaju was like her daughter? It was so touching!! And when Kaju leaves the room she says "...mann karta hai ke..." and then looks at Devu...and then everyone else proceeds to look at him as well! Aaw - poora parivaar Kaju ko Dev ki Bahu banana chahta hai (well, apart from Ameesha, but she doesn't count)! Its soo cute!!
The next scene when Devu is in his room talking to God about his kismat was another heartwrenching one! - Waise, aapne notice kiya? Jab se usne Kaju ke liye Gannu Dada se prarthna ki thi, tabse hamara Devu bhagwan se baatein bhi zyada karne laga hai! Aur day by day, uska bhagwan ki taraf gussa bhi kam hote jaa raha hai - I mean, he still questions it, but doens't yell/fight with God anymore...I love it! :) Ok, sorry, I got side-tracked - coming back - first of all, a big 👏 to the creative team for the choice of song - I think it was perfect!!!! Its also so sad the way Devu keeps saying ke vo ab is duniya mein sirf kuch dino ka mehmaan hai...and then the way he lays down on the couch and hugs himself as it he's in the worst pain of his life...oh I just wanted to hug him tight! 😭
I could just hug Kaju for noticing Devu's haal when he saw her fall into Dhruv's arms! I love this girl! She's brilliant! She'll find out the truth soon - all on her own - I have faith in her!
And my new love - Karan Bhaiya (Actually, I really like him and his wife! they're so cute/sweet)! YAY!! First of all, a BIG hug to NT mom for showing him that letter!!! Ab vo jaayega Sidh baba ke paas - sach ka pata lagane ke liye! I can't wait! I'm sooo eager for the truth to hit the fan! Aw, and It was soo cute the way he consoled Devu! And the hug! It was just too cute for words! It gave me the warm fuzzies inside!
Aur phir Kabab mein Haddi aa gaya! Gosh this guy just makes me mad!!!! The ONLY time he EVERY comes to see Dev is when he wants something! Aur apne aapko vo Dev ka "dost" kehta hai! Idiot! Dosti kisse kehte hai, usse mere Devu se sikhna chahiye! And Devu, the way he was like "to koi yaha sirf kaajjal se milne aaye hai" and the idiot actually says "yea"....I just wanted to slap him! I HATE his character! He actually guilt tripped Devu into helping him - talking about "shayad tu meri help kar kar ke thak gaya hai...I think Kaajjal ka pyaar meri zindagi mein likha hi nahi nahi! ...sorry to bother you..." 😡 He blackmailed Devu, and made him feel guilty! MY DEVU!!! Mein usse chodungi nahi! Je karta hai usko do thapad maru!
I think they really need to fix his character sketch! He's really starting to bother me beyond belief! Its not that I don't like Chetan, but Dhruv's character is getting on my Last Nerves!!! I just want to slap him every time I see him! And then he has the nerve to make MY Devu feel guilty! I hope he never forgives himself for his selfishness when the truth finally comes out - I hope his guilt eats him up inside until he dies! (ok, now I'm starting to scare myself...I think I should stop here before I kill some other people....)
But ending on a cute note, I just realized yesterday, that our Apu has a til right under his mouth, on the right side...I never noticed this before...😳 so cute!
Dev Ki Deewani,
~Payal
Ye Hai Mohabbatein
