Chapter 52. 😭
I hate Khalil for his cruel act which he did only to satisfy himself.
I hate Farooq sahib for doing everything dirty in the name of religion.
I hate Mahendra for his betrayal to his community and most important for putting someone in danger only to satisfy himself that he is right.
I hate shehzaade for giving everyone opportunity to manipulate himself and rule his mind and only to prove himself that he is not weak he harm someone in barbaric way.
I hate everyone who took pleasure in hurting someone.
What crime Heera and Khan sahib did that they have to suffer like that...Heera just like any other sister or baisa asking justice for her sister only and Khan sahib just trying to save one partially blind girl by harming none.
Big mistake of Khan sahib is that he never done anything wrong to shehzaade...his career is like white sheet...but he did one tiny mistake which created small dot in his white sheets which is visible to everyone infront of huge mistakes of Khalil and Farooq sahib in their almost black sheets.
In this selfish world you have to play grey...not totally white or black.
Starting of the chapter shows shehzaade inner battle... he understand everything and everyone ...why Khan sahib did everything but his big ego couldn't let him do right thing.
He is also suffering in his own way...he never be in peace...Ofcourse how can he when he knows he is wrong.
Power and money bring so much but it also turn someone helpless infront of power...hunger of power...shehzaade know what is wrong and what is right but because he wanted to show everyone his power and most important he wanted to show himself that he is not weak that's why when his subconscious telling him what he is doing is wrong...he is stubborn enough to ignore it.
Even he knows Farooq sahib is wrong...his motive is not good but because of religion power he couldn't punished him.
Wow Farooq sahib just wow...you are brilliant in your job...very cleverly you manipulated shehzaade...your God never will forget your sin... one day you realise how far you went to prove your point is right.
God...how much I hate this old man.
Heera...how truly she thought her situation is far more better than Khan sahib ...but nothing less than also...pain is similar.
God...never thought day was come when Heera treated like that...mere darogah mocking on her...taking pleasure in her helplessness...just to see her helpless he destroyed years of Hard work...her herbs...medicines which would save so many life...knowledgeable book which written by year's of research...so many feelings related on it but all thrown in dust.
But thank God she managed to save Khan sahib's precious gift...binocular and magnifying lens .
Thank God she managed to remind shehzaade his promise to treat her like a noblewoman...i like the way she carefully selected her words infront of shehzaade ...she used diplomacy...best she is in.
But unfortunately this little incident added more fire in shehzaade anger...yet again he felt helpless or weak infront of her.
Inbetween all this I am glad atleast Gauri is there for her...silently supporting her...unlike Khan sahib.
God...his suffering is unimaginable...that stupid guards forgot to unshackle him or they did deliberately ...poor Khan sahib couldn't even walk properly.
Phew but he managed to get few guards in his favour because of his talent...in exchange of favour he promised to teach him his famous aim...but what an irony...he didn't know after flogging he couldn't able to breath properly also.
Finally some good news...
Tejraj met Ustaad after taking huge risk.
Khan sahib tried his best to convince him...but as usual Tejraj is not sure.
I can't blame him for that...why he take huge risk to support him...whom he doesn't know properly...unless he wanted to do something for his Rajput community...if only he has patriotic feeling .
Let's hope Heera's words do magic to change his mind and make him brave enough to go against his own brother.
Shehzaade struggling with his own self...ready to prove everyone he is powerful ...only to satisfy his ego he punished two mere guards.
Khan Sahib case managed to take his peace and sleep ...this case not only effect Khan sahib and heera but him too.
It's take years of hard work to create someone like Ustaad ...he is irreplaceable shehzaade knows that but refused to accept...that make him more angry.
He is unhappy because he is lost someone like Ustaad...he is helpless infront of power.
After so much happened with Ustaad but still he is stands strong unlike anyone which shehzaade doesn't like...Ustaad testing his patience...which made shehzaade turned into devil.
I feel terrible after reading Khan sahib fear...fear for his love,fear for his men and fear for so many people who depend on him.
God...when he tried to explain himself...that was so hurtful enough to break stone also but it didn't affect shehzaade who is blind by his ego.
Khan sahib is example of great human being ...in that terrible condition also he found out something positive to console himself...he is happy his men are not there in his place ...Heera is not there to witness that horrible act.
But when his men and his heera see him... they all are going to understand how much shehzaade tortured him...enough to send Heera guilty for life time.
I know by God grace he is going to heal but marks of barbaric act never going to erase.
After all this I know shehzaade never able in peace...after hurting someone who once dear to him ...he will also going to suffer in emotional way.
What a beautiful relationship shehzaade and Khan sahib once shared na...more than mentor...much more than Ustaad...and most important much more than brother.
Year's taken to gain trust that had Ustaad on shehzaade but everything destroyed by dirty politics.
I always feel proud of Khan sahib because he never double crossed shehzaade for his love Heera...so beautifully he handled both relationship but now everything shattered.
I feel pity for shehzaade who lost gem of human being.
We all are human there is nothing shameful to admit that we feel weak infront of our emotions but ironically shehzaade couldn't effort to be like human once.
Lines in that end...brilliantly written.
It brings tear in my eyes...we could feel Khan sahib and heera pain through it.
How much both are suffering.
I know in the end Khan sahib will win but this incident ...No one is going to forget .
Lashy di...please after epilogue write one chapter... Heera and Khan sahib surrounded by full of love, Khan sahib' s men and Heera maids enjoying and teasing them.
I wanted to feel their happiness .
All in all...superb chapter...well thought and presented brilliantly.
It's your magic of pen which silenced everyone.
After reading that barbaric act I feel horrible So I understand how much difficult for you to write that part .
Now waiting eagerly for next chapter . ..which brings hope for Akheera and for us.
Edited by binduprasad41 - 6 years ago
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