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Jodha:Today I going to tell u about the one bcoz of whom I am smiling today
Let me first introduce myself I am jodha khan who was a widow three months ago but today I am a happy married women bcoz of my dearest husband Mr jalal khan and my in laws.i am sure now u all want to know if I was a widow just three months ago how can I marry that soon
Now u all may be guessing the reason some must be thinking for sure my husband was a bad guy or may be in laws or may be I am myself didn't last long with him or may be I want to marry the one with whom I am today
So let me tell my ex husband got died in a car accident the second day of our marriage when we both was returning from my pag phera. my in laws was so good that when other says me a bad omen they said its their sons destiny
Now I will tell u why I wrote this article and how come I married just after three months of my husband whose parents were so good to me and who himself was a dear friend of mine I may not fallen in love with him yet but he was my dearest friend and now was my husband with my parents and his parents consent
After suryas death life was stopped for me but my in laws hold me very tight
Its so strange na they r the one who lost the one for whom they have so many dreams yet forgetting their own dreams they was weeping my tears.i started helping dadiji in business I was acting a little normal for the happiness of my MIL and FIL and ya the one who succeed in bringing a faint smile on my lips was my elder sister's daughter who often comes to play with me
Life was going like that and one month past like that and with beginning of second month a new hope began in our all life and that hope was jalal
Two months ago
Prachi(my sisters daughter) was very excited as me and my MIL was taking her to nearby city to explore a feast
Dadiji was busy so we three were going we planned to go on car but due to prachis wish cum order we have to go in train
In childhood I love train journeys but now all seems colourless prachi was enjoying in MILs lap
She and MIL was watching outside and commenting on things and on prachi insist MIL had to open the window. I was just watching them with sad and happy eyes and soon lost in my dead thoughts
I was so lost I didn't notice both MIL and prachi went to sleep and due to which my MILs grip loosened on prachi,I noticed it when I heard a cry that of my angel
Prachi:massi;cried
Jalal:watch it!;shouted
Its only then I realize prachi was about to fall from window
Jodha:prachi;I cried while extending my hand
For a second I thought I lost her like surya but no this time there was someone who saved her who saved my this lifeline
I was so numbed by that scene that I didn't realize when he saved prachi from falling I was so lost in my own fear
when my MIL and other people was monifying that little angel I was in my own trauma world I only came out of that unexpected trauma when my angel was in my lap hugging mr tightly and ya when his fingers touched my hand it was like a wake up call for me and it was like someone just shaked me from my darkness
Prachi:I am k maasi;said between her hiccups and hugging me tightly
Jodha:I am so sorry I am so careless I should be careless regarding u
I thought I lost u too;I said while hugging her tightly
All that time two person was watching us intently one was most important person of my life my MIL and other was the who was going to become the most important person of my life jalal
Jalal:everything is fine I was here only
His words were the words which I really need at that time
It was the time when I saw him after compsing myself he was a fair complexion copper hair black eyes young man I guess just about my age or may be older than me but what attracts me most about him was his eyes who was showing care for some unknown
Jodha:th..thanks for saving prachis life
Jalal:u r most welcome; said with a smile
After that all went to their respective seats and slowly prachi again engrossed in enjoying her view but this time with his new friend and that's jalal only
Naina(MIL):r u k beta;she asked me while taking me in her warm hug
I like always reply her:hmm
MIL after taking her meds went to sleep again but yaofcourse after my assurance that I am k
To divert my mind from incident prachi start playing with me and his new friend I don't know why but my eyes were unknowingly falls on him but what shocks me whenever I saw towards him he always looking at me with his soft eyes I never feel this way before after Surya death people always looks at me with sympathy but he was looking at me with some other emotion which I can't point out that time I was feeling good
I was again so engrossed in my thoughts that didn't notice prachi again went to sleep his next words makes me realize it
Jalal:u should try to move on jodha ji
I was shocked what I heard that time
Jodha :what come again Mr
Jalal:its jalal
Jodha:yes j. Jalal plz can u repeat urself
Jalal:i think u hear me clearly enough
Jodha:i am not getting what r u talking about;asked while stealing my eyes from him and looking at my angel who was sleeping in his lap
Jalal:about ur husband death and ur guilty over it
Jodha:how come u know about it; I asked him with almost cry filling eyes
Jalal:i guess u were so drown in ur grief that u didn't realize ur MIL and my talks about u
She really cares for u and worried for ur future
Hearing his words
I asked him who is he to say all this to me but his reply shocks me further more
Jalal:but she and ur FIL have but still they r mum for ur sake
U r not responsible for ur husband death
U r a great DIL ,a great aunt a good businesswoman ,a nice person, a caring sensitive person
The way he was defining me was really touching he didn't once talked about my beauty which almost all men did while consuelling me over Surya death which always shows their lust for me but his eyes wass showing only care
Jalal :u should think about remarriage
His this words again bring me back from my thinking world
Jodha:u all men r like this
ur every topic ends on marriage
No one can understand how one feels when he lost her dearest friend when she lost her husband when all accused her and calls her bad omen and u feel worse when the one who should accuse u showers love on u;saying this I started crying
Yes I was crying after Surya death I was crying first time in front of someone that too a stranger
After composing myself a little
I asked him for apology
Jodha:i am S.sorry
Jalal :dont be
I am glad u speak out
u were not responsible for anything but yes u r responsible for ur MIL and FIL sadness
Just think about it;said while handovering me prachi who was sleeping peacefully
Jalal:i don't have right to say this but still I will if u can drown urself in guilt of ur husband death hearing some people useless accusions the persons who have some relation with ur late husband then can't u once trust those once with who ur husband had most close relation who don't want anything just their daughter happiness
If they r supporting u it means u didn't do anything it's just in destiny;said all those words while looking straight into my eyes
While taking prachi from him our fingers touched again and our eye contact broke but some sensation pass through me
He took his briefcase and adjusted his collar By his gesture I feel like he was going and at That moment I was feeling like stopping him I don't why but yes I want his company but alas he went
Suddenly I started feeling like I felt after Surya death
But this time too my MIL hold me like before
Naina:u wanna say or share something
I said I am feeling alone again and want some peace
She didn't said a word just caressed my back
but then something happened he came back
Naina:u forgot something beta
Jalal :yes forgot to give u answer of jodhas question
Yes u r right every men's talk end on marriage and I am one of them
I was shocked surprised confused by his words
Jalal:i don't is this right time or not but the moment I saw u first I was fallen for u no bcoz of ur beauty but ur that small smile which u have on ur face when u was doing tickling to prachi but even at that moment ur eyes showing grief and sadness then when I was talking with aunty u was in ur own world aloof from us when aunty told me how u have become their son without demanding anything in fact accusing urself for everything and u need someone that time I want to say to her I want to become that someone when aunty and praachi was sleeping I was just admiring u but suddenly my eyes feel on prachi u know that little girl scare me but what scares me the most was ur after behavior u just acted like a stone aunty prachi all were calling you but it seems like u were elsewhere then I place prachi in ur lap to realize that everything is fine don't again drown in guilt
when u cry ur heart in front of me I want to hug u tight to consule u I am there I came back to ask u that question which I have in my heart the moment I saw u
Will u give me chance to become one u can cry ur heart out and show u that u too have right to live without guilt with pure happiness
U r a lucky charm like all girls
Will u marry me
The moment he said those words I want to hug him those soothing words were the ones I want to hear it's not like that I didn't heard those words but everytime it's my MIL FIL mom dad my closed ones who knew me its first stranger person who said that I am not a bad omen but then question was I can't leave my MIL and FIL for my happiness I can't become selfish I was about to say no to him but my MIL didn't let me do it
Naina:i know jodha u don't want to sound selfish my starting a new life but it's my and ur dadijis wish to see u happy which means this is our selfishness we want to see u live without guilt and if u want to guilt free then move on Me and ur dadiji are always with u
Jalal:then what about me
Hearing jalal this line me and MIL asked him what
And what he replies makes me cry again
Jalal:but I want another mom and dad I am have mom and dad but still I want big family jodha, my mil which means aunty u and fil which means uncle
Now tell me will u accept my proposal ;asked while holding my mils hand and looking into my eyes
Hearing all this I again started crying looking towards my MIL who through her eyes gestures permit me to say yes And I just blink my eyes with a smile
So here I am after two months a happily married women with my small sweet family me mom dad my new MIL and FIL and ya of course jalal I know u must be thinking if me and jalal said yes to married two months ago how come it took so much time then u must be feeling may be marriage date turn out to be this long but it's not the reason it's again the relatives who again started taunting dadiji and mamiji for agreeing on my second marriage but this with jalals support I speak out for them And myself to be honest I don't care they still could not understand us finally I am over my guilt
Thank you so much guys for reading my this article
Jodha khan
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Note-Hi guys yes me ur sho,Cherry,sherry is here to finally posting my os and giving u an important news
Many people are thinking that I have quit my stories so let me tell you all that I hadn't and I am not someone who can left something in between
I had neither left others stories
It's just that many things happened my phone broken then festivals then I don't know my mood of writing fainted for sometime only for sometime something like break u see and now my exams
Yep my exams r starting from 13th December so cant come here to post my stories neither chatting now reading others stories
Missed u all guys
I know U all have waited for long time so plz wait for some more time after exams finishing I will come here like before and will post my stories and will read others plus of course do chatting
Love u all
Miss u all
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Second important thing this os is birthday gift from my side to my two sisters one is mishu whose birthday was few days ago and second is manu whose birthday is today
Happy Birthday manu
Love u alot sis
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
Udne Ki Aasha
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