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Chapter 12
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Chapter 12

After the peaceful and relaxing night, Jodha woke up very early in the morning!!! It was still gloomy outside, she saw Jalal sleeping next to her calmly. She smiled seeing his innocent and gratified face. She realized that she was running late so she rushed and quickly changed her attire wore the white outfit like a soldier. She got ready to leave but before leaving she looked back at Jalal for a seconds with so much love and said in silent murmur... Shenshah, please forgive me for keeping this a secret from you, It's a matter of my brother's safety, I know he is one of your enemies and if you found out about him, you might end up killing him. I am scared of your anger, what if you send your soldiers to capture him. I am fully aware of the fact that I am crossing my lines by keeping secret from my husband. Hope you will not find this out and I will be back soon, before you know it.' Once again she smiled at his content innocent face and left the chamber.

As per the plan, Moti had already arranged everything for Jodha. The only major issue was to pass through the main gate where many guards were sitting with the door closed, passing through from there was the toughest task.

Jodha thought if someone questioned her at the front gate then without any argument will leave and take the back entrance where only four guards at the gate. She will fully cover-up hiding her identity and she will fight with them and run away from the palace. But she knew that was a bit too dangerous option. She decided to use the front gate and first use her card of being special begum.

Everything was working out as per plan. Her horse and sword were ready. She reached at the front gate, the main checkout point but strangely there was no soldier on duty at the check point and main gate was opened. Jodha quickly rode out of the palace. She felt a little odd and weird but as she was in haste, she ignored the fact and went on her way.

Maham was waiting for Jodha to leave the palace, she had diverted the check point guards purposely so Jodha could leave without any distraction. After Jodha left she smiled wickedly and talked to herself; I will make sure Jodha begum you don't come back to this palace and you are out the Shehenshah's life too. She masked her evil facial expressions and went to Jodha's chamber, where Jalal was sleeping peacefully. She woke Jalal up with an apology and said in extremely worried tone "Shehenshah, please forgive me for waking you up in the middle of the night but..." she paused purposely.

Jalal fearfully asked "But what Badi Ammi?? What happened?? You seem so anxious?"

Maham cautiously replied "Shehenshah, I don't know how to say this but yesterday I received a message for Jodha begum and as per my duty I gave the message to her without reading. But when I was leaving from her chamber, I heard loud cheers, she was so happy to read this message and hugged Moti and said with excitement he wants to meet me in the Jungle cottage, I ignored it and thought maybe I have not heard clearly but just few minute ago when I received message from checkpoint that Jodha begum went out of the palace without anyone's permission, I realized that message was indeed to meet some man in the Jungle. She was so happy and eager, I have doubt that...she might have an affa..." She paused.

Jalal got up from the bed in a second and angrily shouted "Badi Ammi... What are you saying? Are you out of your mind??? Do you know who you are talking about?"

Maham anxiously replied "Shehenshah, Please forgive me but It is my duty to guide you and I do understand if my doubt is wrong then you might kill me or punish me harshly but I love you as my son, I have given you my entire life... my milk... my blood... how can I see someone playing with my son's emotions? I heartily wish I am proven wrong, I know you have started to like begum Jodha, perhaps more than like but Just verify for me once... please believe me and don't waste your time! I have verified Jodha begum is not in the palace. You should check this out yourself immediately! If this is true; it's a very big betrayal from Rajvanshis, they might be planning to take revenge against Mughals and looks like Jodha begum is part of this conspiracy."

Jalal got ready with bizarre emotion... His heart was not able to believe that Jodha begum went out to meet some other man without letting him know. But he spend many years with Maham, and he knew that Maham never says anything without any proof and all circumstances were screaming out loud to believe on Badi Ammi's words. He was all confused and lost, his heart was not ready to accept that Jodha could betray him but his mind was walking over his heart. He rode on his horse towards the Jungle. His mind and heart were playing snakes and ladder. He recalled how Jodha said instantly that she can sacrifice herself for his king, his mind immediately asked... who is that king??? Is it someone else??? She really is planning to run away with some other prince? His heart scolded himself and said... Why am I thinking so negative? I have not seen anyone so pure hearted, selfless and divine, who would sacrifice her own life for her family!!! His mind immediately jumped and said Yes!!! She loves her family more than her life, that doesn't mean she loves me. Why she always stops me from coming close to her?? Why she has not given me my rights as her husband??? Ohhh She was playing all along with my emotions and heart??? How could I forget that she is one of the Rajvanshis??? Why did I trust her so blindly? His own thinking gave him fearful shivers. His anger was pulping by every second. All negative thoughts were little by little capturing his wits.

Jodha finally reached at her destination, where Sujamal was already waiting for her. She tied her horse a little far from the cottage and walked down from the hill towards cottage. Both brother and sister met each other.

Jalal also reached there five minutes later and saw Jodha's white horse which gave a deep shock in his heart. He quietly walked near but as it was still between dark and morning he couldn't see clearly so he walked further and hid behind the tree and saw Sujamal's face clearly from the hill, then his eyes caught Jodha in her solider outfit, the same outfit she wore at the time of their sword fight. Jodha was standing opposite to Sujamal... Jalaal could only see her back. Seeing Jodha with Sujamal his anger went out of the roof. He knuckled his palm to control his fury. He decided to wait for few minutes, so he can see what she is planning to do.

This was the first time Jodha and Sujamal met each other ever since Sujamal left Amer. They both got very emotional seeing each other, in between the time he left Amer and now many things happened, Mughals attacked on Amer, Suryabhan died, Jodha was forced to marry Jalal. Sujamal had no clue if Jodha was happy or sad. After long time and many events Sujamal and Jodha met, both of them were very emotional, they hugged each other and cried.

Seeing them hugging Jalal's heart burned with boiling fire. His doubt got confirmed, that this man is the reason why Jodha never accepted him. She is betraying him. He felt like someone has cut his heart with a knife.

Sujamal with regretting tone said "Jodha, I am really sorry; you had to marry Mughal Shenshah. I was so helpless, I couldn't do anything about it. I am sure you are in grave problem otherwise you would have never sent me a letter to meet in the jungle like this."

Jodha was shocked to hear Sujamal and with staggered expression she replied "I have not sent any message to you bhaisa! I am not in any trouble at all bhaisa, in the beginning it took me some time to adjust but Shenshah is very caring and understanding... He really gives me lot of admiration and also respects our culture and religion. He has not forced me for anything. I am very happy in Agra."

Jodha confusingly asked "Bhaisa, why did you sent me a message and asked me to come here?"

Sujamal with shock expression replied "Jodha, I have not called you here, I did send a message to you but that was to wish you happy married life and it was you who sent me message to come here in the Jungle cottage to meet you." They both immediately realized there is some conspiracy going on.

Jodha anxiously said "We should immediately leave, it is not safe to stay here."

On other side Jalal was only able to see them and was not able to hear their conversation. He saw them hugging each other, his heart got shattered into million pieces. His love was not ripe enough to trust Jodha yet and when he saw her hugging another man outside of the palace secretly in the very early morning he couldn't think anything other than another betrayal. His mind decided that she was playing with his emotions... his heart bled inside; he felt like killing the entire world, his body started to shiver in extreme rage... he couldn't control his anger any longer.

Sujamal with extreme concern said "Jodha, I cannot leave you here alone; I will drop you back in your palace and then leave."

Jodha agreed with Sujamal, but before they could leave Jalal roared from the top of the hill with fierce anger at them "STOP IT RIGHT THERE, whoever you are"

Jodha heard Jalal's angry scream and understood the entire situation in a second, she knew Jalal's fuming anger very well so she requested Sujmal to leave and said "Bhaisa that is Shenshah, Seems like He misunderstood us... I know his anger very well and also know how to manage his anger... Please bhaisa you need to leave now..."

Jalal was running towards them like a devil tiger, Jodha shouted at Sujamal again to leave from there and said "Jalal is running towards us...I know his anger and maybe he is with some soldiers, please leave from here now."

Jodha screamed again "Bhaisa Jaiye aap yaha se aapko hamari kasam. Hum sab sambhal leinge yahan." (Go Bhaisa, I promise... I swear, I will manage everything here.)

Sujamal realized that Jodha wants him to leave right away so he quickly jumped on his horse and rode off before Jalal came near.

While running Jalal was thinking about all the bitter things he did with Jodha and her family. He already decided in his mind that Jodha had betrayed him; it was her plan against him. Jodha took revenge against his deeds in the past, his eyes turned red with anger. He reached where Jodha was standing and looking at him. He grabbed her from her hairs and with trembling voice shouted "you have shown your real intensions...you filthy bitch. How could you get this low with some other man, disgusting... you pretended to enjoy with me? You kissed me? You hugged me? You were playing all along!!!!! You have no idea who you have played with... I will kill you for this treachery."

Jodha with throbbing tears and pleading tone said "Shenshah. Please trust me, I am innocent, I have not done anything wrong, please have faith on me."

Jalal with thundering loud scream shouted "Stop it!!! Not a single word... I saw you hugging that coward man. Your lover left you alone... you are a characterless women... He kissed you on your forehead...You bitch...Kulta Aurat... Tumse to raste pe bikne vali aurat behtar.(The women who sell themselves on the street are better than you.) You are worst that a wh**re, at least she is honest with her family." he looked at her with disgusted stare then dragged her towards the horse.

Jodha got frozen with his accusations and the word wh**e, she was too shocked to defend herself, she choked all of the words she wanted say, her heart cried in pain, her tears started to flow out in pain. Jalal's words were so intensely bitter and without listening Jalal with full speed rode on his horse back to the palace.

Finally they both reached the palace. Jalal took Jodha to a dark room, next to his chamber and with a strong push threw her on the ground and asked her with intense anger and deep wounded pain "Why Jodha? Why?" he looked at her pointlessly, his red angry eyes poked few tears from his eyes and to hide his angry tears he walked out of the chamber.

Maham saw Jalal and Jodha came back to place but she could tell her plan worked completely. She was waiting for Jalal to announce the punishment to Jodha. She wanted to celebrate her victory and success of her mission that Jodha will be out of the palace.

Jalal called Hamida banoo, Rukaiya, Salima begum, Agdha Sahib, Abdul and Maham to his chamber for urgent gathering. Other than Maham everyone was surprised why early in the morning Jalal has called them. Everyone got shocked seeing Jalal's extreme anger and vulnerable painful face.

Hamida with very polite tone asked "Jalal, you look very much tense, what has happened???"

Rukaiya asked the same question "Jalal, are you alright...?"

Without saying anything Jalal went to the dark room from his chamber and he dragged Jodha out by pulling her hair to his chamber.

Hamida shouted angrily "Jalal, what are you doing? She is your begum. Are you out of your mind??? Have you forgotten all royal courtesy and manners?"

Everyone got so shocked with Jalal's action. Jalal sarcastically but in painful tone replied "Ammi Jaan, do you know what your favorite begum has done??? She has relations with other man, she went out of the palace in the middle of the night to meet with her lover, I have caught her with him red handed, I have seen them hugging with my own eyes. She has broken all the boundaries of manners. She is a cheap, low class characterless women."

Hamida's eyes widen in shock but her trust on Jodha was more than Jalal, She confidently replied "No this can't be true!!! I have seen purity in her eyes, there must be some misunderstanding. I cannot believe thi, I can see in her eyes her truthfulness." She hastily walked towards Jodha and asked her to speak up and tell everyone that this is not true.

Jodha's heart was shattered completely; she had no courage and desire left to say even a word. Jalal's words and action had utterly broken her. His cruel words were still ringing in her ears. Jodha looked at Hamida with a look which was proving her innocence.

With her silence Jalal got even more annoyed and thought, she was given a chance to speak up and prove her innocence but her silence is giving confirmation of her sin. His heart had little hope, which now got vanished because of her silence. Jalal got so disappointed and bitter to extreme... his warrior blood was boiling to take revenge from her. He wanted to chock her till death at that moment. He loudly yelled at Jodha; "It was all a planned game, I am sure your family is also involved in this. I should have never trusted Rajvanshis. You have proven it today, you are not trustworthy." Then he told everyone that "Her parents are coming today for pag fere rasam. I will humiliate and punish them... they have not seen Jalal's power yet... now Amer and her family will pay for Jodha's deed."

Jodha got really terrified when she heard Jalal will take revenge from her family and Amer. When it came to her family's prestige, her rajvanshi blood boiled up, she decided to fight with all her courage, with tears she shouted "ENOUGH! Enough Shenshah, you will never understand me... there is no necessity to give you any explanation, you have already decided without even asking me that I am a culprit and I have betrayed you. You have used such ruthless words for me; I will never ever forgive you for the words you have used for me today. You have pointed at my character, you have forgotten that I am also from a Royal family. How could I do such low things? Anyway, I don't want to prove myself innocent, but if you still remember, you have given me two promises. I spent entire day and night with you as per your wish and you have already granted my first wish and promised me that you will give respect & treat my parents well when they visit Agra. And second wish you have granted me when I won the chess game. My second wish is that I would like to go back to Amer forever and you will not tell my parents anything and you will not take revenge on my innocent Amer people." Then she looked at Jalal with anger and hatred. Jalal got so annoyed with her wish but he had no choice, he granted her those two wishes.

He went near Jodha and harshly slapped her twice and loudly shouted "You devil witch, soulless women, both your wishes are granted." then he pushed her away in anger and went out of the chamber.

Maham was happy with her successful mission! Everyone walked out of the chamber with angry and disappointing look at Jodha. Hamida went near Jodha and politely said "Jodha, I have complete trust on you my dear! You cannot do such a disgusting thing."

Jodha hugged Hamida and cried out loud and said "Ammi Jaan I am innocent, I have not done anything wrong" but she didn't tell her the truth of Sujamal. Her heart was utterly devastated, she had no desire left to live any longer in Agra so she decided to keep quiet about Sujamal.

Rukaiya went to Jalal's chamber, she knew it was very much painful for Jalal, she knew He was in love with Jodha. Jalal's extreme anger turned into tears, His heart was sore and throbbing, he was alone in his chamber, and he could not take this immense hurtful embarrassment. Jodha was probably the first person who he has trusted from bottom of his heart. Jalal was standing near the window with deep unbearable aching sting, his tears were uncontrollable... constantly flooding out.

Rukaiya put her hand on his shoulder to comfort him. Jalal tried to hide his tears by turning away from Rukaiya.

Rukaiya sadly said "Jalal, you don't have to pretend with me, I am your best friend, I know how you felt about Jodha, even if you admit it or not, I can see in your eyes, you loved her and you can't bear this pain but you are a Shenshah, a king, you have seen many betrayals in your life so be strong and do the justice. You need to find out who was that man? You have not given opportunity to Jodha to defend herself, she is a queen, you have humiliated her in front of us, sometimes what you see and hear is not the real truth. Your anger has taken away your vision...right now you are seeing everything with hate."

Jalal with annoyed look replied "You are right Rukaiya...I need to find him and kill him... I will not spare him and you are wrong Rukaiya; I don't have a heart and I don't love anyone and I will never love anyone." Then he bitterly stared at her and walked out of his chamber leaving her alone.

Maham and Adham were laughing with their victory. "Finally that sick Rajvanshi is out of our and Jalal's life. Jalal will never see her again and no one will know the truth." Both of them laughed wickedly.

Bhamal and Mainavati finally arrived Agra. They were very much happy and couldn't wait to see Jodha and Jalal. Jalal got the information of their arrival. He told his maid to tell them that he is busy in political meeting, he will be with them very soon and told her to make sure they are being treated properly with all respect.

Hamida came to know about Bharmal & Mainavati's arrival, she went to meet them. She respectfully welcomed them to the palace and asked for their health and journey. They felt pleased with her welcome.

After a while Jalal sent his maid to inform Jodha about Bharmal and Mainavati's arrival and inform her to get ready to leave for Amer.

Finally Jalal went to see Bharmal and Mainavati, the entire time his behavior was very cold with them. Bharmal and Mainavati both felt something strange about his manners.

Jodha packed up and got ready, she came to Jalal's chamber with masking fake smile on her face to see her parents. She pretend like nothing has happened and she is very happy with Jalal. She said sarcastically "Masa, I can't wait to go to Amer and see everyone, I am missing everyone terribly" then she looked at Jalal for a second to see his expression. Jalal looked at her with disgust gaze.

Agdha Saheb came to discuss about some political issue with Jalal but Jalal didn't wanted to discuss in front of them so he told them respectfully "please relax and enjoy, this is your daughter's house" he said this with weird tone with deep meaning to it and left the chamber.

Hamida tried to cover up and asked them for lunch.

Mainavati replied politely "According to our custom we cannot eat at our daughter's house; we will be leaving in an hour."

Jodha went back to her chamber to take Krishan's statue, with pool of tears and heavy heart she took the statue and got ready to leave her chamber.

Jalal entered at the same time and said "Why fake tears now? You got what you wanted." He looked at her with fury then went near her and angrily whispered in her ears "I will not spare him. I will find him and kill him with my own hands."

Jodha looked at him bitterly with intense sorrow and with teary eyes she replied "You were right Shenshah, you have proven that you really don't have a heart and you can never trust anyone." she gazed one last time deeply in his eyes, Her eyes were filled with immense love for him and she looked at him as if this was the last time she was seeing him. She ran out of the chamber with sobs. Her words really pinched Jalal; He could see her pain and love for him in her vulnerable innocent eyes. Her last words and look made him think if he was wrong.

Jodha left for Amer, it was about more than a week now, Agra Palace was quite, birds stopped chirping, colors were looking pale, and food has no taste left. Jalal was feeling lonely, his routine had changed. He was behaving like a machine, his decisions became more heartless and cruel. He stopped visiting to the harem, he spent his nights alone. He was terribly missing her. He wanted to curse her but her parting words 'you don't have heart' gave him immense sting. Her deep intense innocent and vulnerable loving eyes were haunting him every second. The purity in her eyes didn't let him sleep peacefully. He was feeling suffocated, somewhere in his heart he trusted her but what he saw was also the truth. Jalal tried not to think about her, but the more he tried the more he became helpless, her innocent talks, her purity, and her betrayal... little by little his anger calmed down, his heart and mind both started to ask him questions... Can Jodha do this? He was completely trapped by her thoughts.

Finally to come out of this confusing maize, he decided to find out about that man Jodha met that night to know the truth.

He called the very famous and talented sketch painter, who could paint anyone's face just with proper description. Jalal had seen his face; He could never forget his face while hugging Jodha.

Finally the sketch got ready; Jalal looked at it and was satisfied with the painting. Jalal called his best trustworthy friend Abdul and instructed him to take the painting to Amer and find out every detail about this man in the painting and come back soon with the information.

On the other side Jodha was pretending to be happy in front of everyone but her condition was not different than Jalal. Mainavati asked Jodha many times but she hid every time and pretended that she was happy with Jalal. Mainavati knew something was not right between them but realizing Jodha won't tell her anything she stopped asking her. Day by day Jodha became very quiet and kept herself busy in Krishna's prayer...her smile completely vanished...her face became dull...Her life became lifeless. She had no desire left to live...she was deeply in love with him...Her anger also vanished little by little...but her eyes were showing immense pain. She stopped doing her Sringar and started spending time in her chamber. Only two things were giving her peace...painting and prayer...She drew many paintings of Jalal and her.

It was about 3 weeks now!!!! Jalal was waiting for Abdul to come back. Everyone in the palace was worried about Jalal's behavior. He spent most of his time in his chamber or in work. He forgot to smile and became extremely grouchy and short tempered.

Jalal was in the court taking decision on a major issue; there was an attack on one of his states. In between he received message about Abdul's arrival... he immediately got up and told Adhga sahib to take care of the problem and left the court.

He called Abdul to his chamber, as soon as Abdul entered he asked him "did you find any information about that man?"

Abdul replied in low tone "Yes Shenshah!"

Jalal impatiently asked "Abdul, tell me who is he???"

Abdul waited a little bit, looked at Jalal with deep painful look, he knew Jalal will be shattered after hearing the truth.

Jalal lost his patience in few seconds so he loudly shouted "Abdul, tell me the truth."

Abdul trembled and hitched a little then continued in very dim low tone "Shenshah, his name is Sujamal, he is Jodha begum's cousin brother."

Jalal couldn't believe what he heard; He shouted edgily "Speak loudly Abdul"

Abdul clearly said "Jalal, he is Jodha begum's cousin SUJAMAL."

Jalal knew everything about Sujamal but never got a chance to meet him. After hearing this his face turned in expression Ohhh Goddd Nooo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. He couldn't stand straight, his legs gave up, he sat on his knees with immense pain. He screamed out loud..."Nahiii (Nooo) YA KHUDA Ye Kay ho gaya hamse!!!!!(Ohhh God!!!! What have I done????????)

Precap: Jalal is going to Amer to get Jodha back to Agra!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What do you think... Will Jodha forgive him??? Will she agree to go back to Agra??? Do you think Jalal should be forgiven!!!!! Please do let me know...

OMG OMG OMG!!!...
Wow it's was awsm!!...
Jalal getting angry n then he is in total pain n then he gets to know he jodha is totally innocent!!!..
I'm sooo excited for the next update!!!...
I wonder how will he convince her n will she come back?!?!?!...
I loved ur update!!!... <3
Pls pls pls update soon n PM me wen u doo
Love ya <3

Originally posted by: Jodha_Akbar_Luv

OMG OMG OMG!!!...
Wow it's was awsm!!...
Jalal getting angry n then he is in total pain n then he gets to know he jodha is totally innocent!!!..
I'm sooo excited for the next update!!!...
I wonder how will he convince her n will she come back?!?!?!...
I loved ur update!!!... <3
Pls pls pls update soon n PM me wen u doo
Love ya <3

Thak you for such a sweet comment!!!!!!!!!!!! I will try to update this weekend!!!!!😊😊😊

Amazing...

omg ...superb👏...

Awesome update Bhavini...loved it!! Waiting for Jalal to get Jo back..update soon!!🤗