Hola Ladies & Gents (if we have any) I am not a regular on this forum or in watching the show as I got bored when the whole negativity crap began and when Simran went loony, I elected to quit altogether. However, recently I have started watching albeit it has been on a fast-forward mode. Nonetheless, I present you with my first essay on this forum. I hope I do not bore you too much. "Trust starts with truth and ends with truth" The above quotation has never rang true with SidNi as the whole basis of their relationship began with a lie and that has today blighted their dreams of becoming one. I was very angry when I read Roshni was going to call Sid a rapist, however the last two episodes have helped me understand her stance. Yes, it is a horrible crime to accuse the man you love to have committed but then place yourself in her shoes and think. Her trust was completely shattered by this man. He lied to her about his identity. According to her, he did not feel she deserved to know the truth about him. He knew how she felt about Siddhart Khurana but he elected to keep that on a mute tone and even married her under the pretense of a different name. Would you accept such a man, when the truth comes out? Because let us be honest here, when such a big lie is uncovered, it does bring into perspective the entire relationship. She no longer knows who to trust. He became her life, without him she became nothing. And the matter in which she found out the truth would have shattered anyone. She was never given a chance to mourn his first lie, when another betrayal was slapped across the face by another person, a woman she so ardently trusted. "I have been fulfilled (all my desires abolished by the plenitude of their satisfaction" However, slowly she overcame his first deception and began trusting him again. One the other hand,he was so lost in her that he started trusting the wrong person who ended up stabbing him in the back. And this is going to result in another big blow for his relationship. She happily gave herself to him tonight. It was not done under the influence of alcohol. She openly consented to him and her becoming one tonight. She had been yearning for him just as much as he has been for her. The distance b/w the two of them has made both of their hearts go fonder. The last 6 months were nothing but a life sentence for them both. She finally found the strength to trust him again and this time, she gave him her soul.This indicated to him just how much stronger their love had become. Yes she lost trust in him but he knew this was inevitable and that was the reason he never gave up. He knew he was at fault and hence why he kept fighting for her. She freed him of all his burdens tonight and he was happy and at peace.BUT, the foundation of their relationship was still weak. Her trust in him was still weak. But can you blame her? Any girl who has been betrayed the first time is bound to feel insecure and believe she has been betrayed again. The video that is going to be send to her and her reaction towards it is justifiable. He spoke to trapping her, she believed he was referring to him bedding him. Hence why she asked him did you only want to sleep with me? His reaction is going to assure her, that this was not the case. But it will be a little too late for her. But again, she is not to blame her. Sid is justified in his reaction too. Anyone would react in the same manner. And now he has realised, that you cannot force someone to be with you. He is going to fight a different battle now. His mother and sister have been the evil force in his fight and unless and until he does something about this, no good can come out of it. He has Roshni with him for 3 months but now he doesnt even want to see her face. They will take 7 pheras again but this time undoing all the vaachans etc. This according to me is perfect for the two. Because now they will start afresh with no lies forming any foundation in their relationships and with them both realising who their good wishers are etc. To end, I would like to finish with this quote for every good reason there is to lie, there is a better reason to tell the truth.' Had Sid obeyed this rule of thought, the situation he is in now, would not have presented itself. Thank you for reading😆
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