Blast from the Past Thread #9, pg 105, ep 108 - Page 58

Originally posted by: sohara

LOVE THIS EPI AND BOTH OF THEM

Episode-99

DM again helped the devil.
But did she really or is she just setting him up for his destruction?😡😡😡
Babuji became paralyzed, he won't be able to talk.The devil Shyam sighs a relief. Khushi, payal are dying to make their Babuji talk,"why babuji is not talking. Babuji tried to say Shyam. what a great father he is! He is trying to save his daughter's life even in his disabled condition. 😭 He was trying his best

Khushi also can't leave her babuji alone in a hospital bed. when they all left, she again comes back again to see him. her heart is breaking into pieces for her father. A silent drop of tears escapes from sashiji's eyes. He knows the truth and can't reveal it. A true father to an adopted daughter...he tries to tell her but his physical limitations don't allow it but he will continue to protect his child no matter what.

Akash is terribly upset for babuji. Thank God, he didn't inherit anything from his mean mother, but got all the good qualities of raizada Love this!!!He shares his anguish with anjali. anjali is also very hurt. She tells their new servant(I didn't notice, it's JP, OP, or what😆) to get the lunch box ready. she wants to go to see sasshiji. She tells in satiation, 'how much Khushiji did for our family!." Mami didn't like it at all. she intervenes and reminds Anjali that she gets money in return. She taunts Akash, "kaal to tum khoon bhari tang ko godi mei uthakar yaha waha girad rahi. yesterday you were falling here and there taking khhoon bhari tang in your lap and today you are running to the hospital for her dad!" She mentions Khushi as their servant. How cum a person can be so mean and shallow! Where mami shows her meanness, nani appears there to harass her even more, Mami calls nani the servant union leader. mami tries to emulate nani,"I'm just telling that there should be a distance between a servant and a master." Nani infuriates even more,"don't forget how you started in this house?" mami gets annoyed to hear the brutal truth and leaves the place. so mami was a servant in Raizada house!

LOVE Naniji here as she really shows her proper place.Akash and Anjali's concerns were really touchy as they do care for this family.😊

Hearing the hue Arnav comes to know why mami is upset? Anjali asks her when he came back. she mutters, so Khushiji has back too. she informs him that Khushi's dad had an heart attack and his condition is critical. She asks him, what time he dropped Khushi at home.? Arnav remembers how he got her out from the car and told her scathingly to go by herself, "we've reached Delhi. take the money and go. Take bus, take auto, I don't care how you reach home!" he gets terribly perturbed of his action.

pause: Arnav really was relentless to khushi. A girl who is just got over from high fever, who doesn't have money or a phone, how cum she can reach home by herself!. I appreciate khushi that she didn't take his money. A while ago who was in deep compunction, took a good care of Khushi, even beaten the goons for touching khushi, now has become so inexorable! Arnav sure had bipolar disorder.
Arnav has to rectify his acts now ,love the description 😊👏👏

Shyam pretends that he is deeply hurt for sashiji. when he sees khushi is coming, he starts his drama. He puts his hand on dia and vows to the God that he will not take off his hand until sashiji gets well. What a hypocrite! Khushi comes and takes off his hand from the dia. She wraps his wound with her hanky. Thank God she didn't tear her dupatta to do the bandage. normally we see in hindi movies heroine tears her saree or dupatta to wrap hero's wound.🤣 you are way funny sohara😊

Khushi is determined in her belief,"I have full trust on DM. She will do everything better."

The poor family is mourning for their grief. buaji is yowling,"don't know whose evil eye is kept on our family!" yes buaji your favorite Shyam is the ominous evil eyed person here. i wish if you could see this.! 😡Khushi tries to console everybody, "we should be courageous and keep our trust on DM " Shyam thinks as the family is busy with themselves, it's a better chance to do some nasty drama with sashji. the nefarious shyam comes to sashji's room and starts his assault. what a weak man you are shyam, teasing an ill man who doesn't have the potent to even talk.😡😡😡 The shabby guy pretends how he said his name, shows him his bandage,and tells him that Khushi did the bandage, she cares him a lot. babuji can't bear his nasty talk any more. He tries to curl his fist in anger, but poor guy doesn't have that much of strength. Shyam tells him not to get worry for Khushi, " a while ago i was worried, now it's the time for you to be worried. don't think about khushi. i'm here for her. you just lie down here and everybody will get me married with Khushi. i'll antagonize, but nobody will listen." tears again wells up in babuji's eyes. The devil teases him even more, "isse rone ki kya bat hai, aap to humare honewale sasurji hai na." (why are you crying in this, after all you are my to be father in law.) Is he a human being! how cynical !

FATE has written something else just wait and watch he will be in the group of divine power.😊

Anjali and Akash come to the hospital and shyam sees them. he is annoyed,'it seems like the whole raizada are in the hospital. I'll come when nobody will be here." Anjali and Akash pass shyam, but neither of them sees him.

Anjali tries to console garimaji. But she is completely startled. akash gives Payal the food. anjali sees forlorn khushi and goes to her,'you are a very brave girl. have courage, coz you have to take care of your family now." Buaji start to yowl again,"we had a happy family, don't know who gave us evil eye!" her words makes the rest of the family emotional. Khushi can't take it it anymore. she runs out from the room, She succumbs in Anjali's words, aap bohot himmatwali hai, apko to apki pariwarko sambhalna hai" Khushi is pensive, she sits down on a chair and beseechs to DM,"Give me strength Devi maiya."

Khushi was very vulnerable and was seeking someone who can hold her here as she cares about everyone but no one knows how is she coping with all of this

DM instantly grants her strength. the winds starts to blow, Khushi senses him from a distant. Her strength, her Arnavji is here."Khushi" he says her name tenderly. Khushi sees him, she stands up, takes some small shaky step, gains her courage and runs straight to him. she collapses on his wide chest, embraces him strongly, starts crying her heart out"nahi hai hume himmat. nahi hoti hai e sab humse. ekbar pehele bhi hum apni babuji ko kho chuki hai, dobara nahi hoga.nahi hoga hhume, hum puri tarah se toot chuki hai."(TRANSLATION: I don't have the courage.I can't do it. I already lost my father, don't want lose him again.I'm completely brken down.) Billow of emotion in her voice. she is crying, sobbing. Arnav closes his eyes in her pain. Her pain is too unbearable for him. he can't see her crying. he lifts his hands, but can't hug her back. he clutches his fist, but can't give him the condolence what she is seeking for.
Love your description as this is the main scene.No matter how many times their hugs will be shown this is always a special one👏👏👏

Rabba vey in piano intensifies the moment. A melancholy engulfs the atmosphere. My eyes are getting blurry

again, my heart is aching, don't know why. why I love this two people so much, who don't even exist in real life.

same here.

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_uMQ28_5u1Y&list=LLGG3aM4O5G1_gyBAE7CNrhw&feature=player_detailpage[/YOUTUBE]

Originally posted by: BarunDiwani

touche Anita, touche1

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

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EPISODE 97& Part 98

Nainital Trip Part-4

Emotions ,feelings, and reactions are the driving forces which are binding humans in the circle of closeness where they find solace in each other.The pearls of emotions which Arnav and Khushi share since the day one are bringing them closer to this vortex ,the magnetic pull of which is not only getting stronger but also becoming inadmissible for them , especially for Arnav.

As in EPISODE 55 He threw those pearls of emotions and desires of khushi's dress which he kept secretly because these resting in the palm of his hand made him feel her , touch her , hold her , and above all dignify her purity, her beauty, her innocence, her honesty of her heart & smile but yet throwing em away why because the Walls of the great ASR's castle were weakening by the existence of one pure soul known as Khushi...

As ."In jazbaat aur ehsasat ki meri zidagi mein koi jagha nahin hai"[I have no room for these feelings and emotions]."Arnav Singh Raizada itna kamzore nahin keh woh eik larki keh khiyal ko aapne dimagh se na nikal sake"[ASR is not that weak who can't get rid of one girl out of his mind]

Those pearls which represented Khushi's existence for him in his life as a part of hers which came to him that day by destiny are ready to become his destiny now.That destiny which does not run by him or her and is screaming its existence not only around em but around their families too to become a part of this vortex in these epi more than ever.

Scene1-Shyam and Babuji[SS -Rook and Pawn]

[SS-Slouchy Scorpion]

Scorpion's true nature has been revealed but again destiny is holding something different here.Shyam always finds out his caging days through a reflection on a glass[two sides image] and exactly this is happening here.His reflection and Babuji's reflection is facing in the same direction as Babuji knows his direction and intention.

Love the way Scorched Truth Vs Slouched Lie faced each other but here is the destiny which is playing a big game here and Babuji's Scorched Truthful hand gets into the strong clutch of Slouched Lie as he sends House ladies out of the house and the man of the house in the hospital for his life .Fate and destiny is using Scorpion's slouchy moves to pave the path for this family towards its destiny as Stingy wants to prepare its venom to kill the essence of their life but destiny is preparing a "Masiha" a protector[Arnav] , a shield for this family to live, flourish ,and brandish safely in the form of Arnav.

[Sorry guys couldn't bear the pain of a father so that's all I can write can't watch more]

Symbolism and connection:Buaji is forcefully giving 10 rupees to the driver.

Ten implies the completeness of the order of the cycle by nature meaning represents the creator and its creation.Connection is simple as Destiny and Fate is completing its order regardless sometimes it seems painful to humans."Har kam keh peeche uski raza shamil hoti hai" as Shyam is the reason two families will be closer than ever which is important to bring these soul mates together.First creator has sent Babuji's protectors on time to save him from Scorpion's wrath.3-ladies as 3 is # of success.

Scene2-Anjali , Akash &Payal ,and Mamiji[ Rook,Knights,Pawn]

Anjali and Akash's concerns and affection towards Guptas is reflecting Destiny's moves regardless Mamiji's insecure attitude .Akash is making sure to be in the hospital for two reasons.One to crush the dream of Jijaji along with Arnav Bhai"lagta hai humare dono saley humari itni mehnat keh bawajood humain chain se dobara ghori charne nahin dainge"[My both BIL will not let me marry again]

Second to be a protector of Payal as his looks were showing a determination of a promise which he made today with himself before leaving Payal.

Scene 3- Arnav and Khushi[King and Queen]

Arnav's solance his hand on Khushi's forhead is just like destiny is showering her with endowment which is here to alleviate every single pain of hers by replenishing her paths with protection and joy.His distress has no limit as this pearl which he tried to throw so many times is resting in the palm of his hand today not only feeling his warmth but also giving him warmth of love and intimacy of hers which he wants to hold with both hands and that is a pure call of destiny.

Raba Ve rubs in where Her touch and brushing breath on his hand not only is evoking his desires for her as he touched her sweetness [jalaibi]through her hands with his lips and but also her lips are touching his sweet protectiveness which is always there unintentionally. Her warm touch is making him regret how badly he threw this pearl around last night . He ejaculates at the sight of her tears ,the pearls of love and care she showered at him unintentionally and today He is holding those pearls [tears] unintentionally again in the palm of his hands which have penetrated deep inside the Shell of ASR completely.Hats off to the creators and the original writers and directors especially Ved Raj and Nissar.[Why do I feel he was removing those tears from her face while thinking about it as this is his deep desire to evaporate those for forever]

Today King is bowing down to her queen upon her touch , her request and her unintentional desire which is melting him "lamha ba Lamha" [every sec] and then the pain ,the agony brings him to the edge of closing his eyes as he indeed hurt her again."I'm sorry Khushi...I'm sooo sorry!" as he is saying it for every reason which brims her eye or gives her pain .His indulgence over this innocent beauty was melting him this moment.

PONDERING Connecting Dots: He puts his hand from now on on Khushi to the hospital and to the very end either in love or hate but she is in the Shell of ASR's [Arnav] protection now and forever"Hamesha" , especially in 101 where he wants to rectify his action for not saying "sab theek ho gyega" and then again in Mandir during forced marriage,by putting that Sindoor in hate but he was putting his hand regardless in hate, for his Di but also for his fear of losing her which in return was the protection for her from Shyam and his evilness.

-Today she is getting this warmth of his love and protection unintentionally but will crave and demand it after kidnapping where he will take her out of the pain of the insecurities forever "Hamesha"

-Today he is bowing down without bowing his head in front of this filmy girl for her innocence and her values unintentionally and later he will bow down intentionally in filmy style for all the good she has.

Arnav,"Khushi...Tum ...Theek tou ho na"[Khushi are you ok] She just affirms as her moment is frozen in the mist of last night's events .His regretful voice tells her that car will be here but she is adamant I will go Delhi by myself which irritates him and makes him unfreeze her from the last night but a jeep of 5 goons stops .Love to see Khushi naturally walks beside and little back of ASR for protection and that speaks of her trust, her comfort and belief level with him.

They both look at each other to understand what's going on as one of them with his wavy hair style sends the non-style threatening signals to Arnav.😆 Khushi connects the dots of her Lehnga Choli...Wavy style 😆pushes and punches Arnav and drags Khushi by grabbing her wrist and when she protests , finally slams her head to the jeep.That is the moment which freezes for him as she is touched and physically hurt by someone else and he roars by slaming down all the others in the way to reach his target.He shoves him, punches him, kicks him, slams his head and has no control to stop as she sees it.."Arnavji bas kijye...bas kijye ...mar daleinge kya...."[Arnavji are you going to kill him]

Arnav in his rage ,"hann Mar daloonga ...iski himmat kaise huee tumhain ...and then her pearly controlled touch not only force him stop right in the air immediately but also make him realize what was he doing...Amazingly she does not remove her hand till he comes to his senses completely ..is there any other proof they need that they are divinely touched soul mates ...

Khushi in her deep dazed state,"what happened to you...he just pushed me and you'..." and my my my what a look he gives her by coinciding with Raba Ve.His possessiveness, fondness, devotion and fidelity is written all over this slow turn of his head along with tenderness, attachment, love , affection and pain in his one look.Seriously Barun is "Chalta phirta ASR" how can he say that anyone can be ASR...impossible

Its impossible for her to inhale blazing glares of him filled with intensity which forces her to bring her gazes down but she can feel his daggers right into her skin as he is no mood to look away...The moment he looks away she gauges him to find answers of her million questions .But as I said he is his protector no matter what as this urge to protect her started from the very 1^st epi when she fell in his arms and its never ever going to diminish as "Hamesha sanmbhalata rahoonga"

PONDERING Connecting Dots: -His half eye as" eye of Horus " as he is a his protector no matter what in love or hate.

Today he is beating up the goons for her safety and later he will beat but get beaten too for her safety.[Kidnapping ]

While driving back Delhi,the reverbration of events and her words bring him to the reality "Why did I react like that"...

Just like her chup ,her silence bothers him the same is with her as the level of trust and belief has been changed.His three hrs constant "placidity"is unbearable for her.Her blabbering.com 👏 👏 🤣 is filled with apologies and plea to instigate him to speak whether its filled with scolding and taunting.Wow! ...What a journey "jab se aap humain mile hain tub se humari aukad aur haisiat ki yaad dila rahe hain..."[since you meet me always remind me of my status and class] and today it does not bother her at all and all she wants to just hear his voice no matter what to make sure he is alright.But he is having a war of his heart and brain over here as he tries every time to throw her out of his life but she is always there challenging him stronger than ever before...

Khushi's concerns for his wounds and his health are written on her open book face as "Dekhiyeh aap humain daant lo...."Arnav politely, "just shut up"....and that brings a delightful smile on her face which assured her his safety as he is ok and not that angry that much.Delhi brought her joy as she is here near with her Amma and Babuji [stars] but fate still wants her away from the agony and pain for some more time with her protector away from the filth and slush which can smudge the purity of this pearl...[hey bina Dil keh Dili is Dil wali now][# 3 is the symbol of victory as well as masculine #]

Khushi,"shut up that's good at least you said something after three hrs...you were angry when you were beating those goons , you did good as now they will not see any girl in bridal avatar from now on...

"waise eik baat poochain...unhon ne humain itna sa Dhaka diya aur apne itna mara'agar wo hum par haath uthate tou...[may I ask they just pushed me and you hit them so much if they actually hit me then..]

Arnav clutching his steering while gritting his teeth slams the breaks "get out"

Khushi,"Kya.kyuon...ab hum ne kya kia"[Why what did I do now]

Arnav,"by closing his eyes and calmly "get out"

Khushi,"par hum ghar kaise jayengey".....[how will I go home?]

Arnav by giving her money,"take this and cab and go home"

Khushi in fluster can't open her seat belt when he hastily opens it and throws it on her side.She gets down dissipatedly and he sees her in the viewing mirror by his side eyes but droves away by ignoring her dependence on him...

PONDERING Connected Dots:He threw her out from his car after Janmashtami in the night with hate and today he is doing the same but with the fear of over whelming and uncontrolled emotions & desires for her which are driving him crazy and insane.Today he threw the belt and during Rakshabandhan he stopped the car to put the belt on her by hovering on her to give her Dhak Dhak..

She walks home and as her protection is off and she is very much vulnerable to get hurt as the news of her Babuji which removes ground under her feet as Her Star Babuji got a heart attack .Khushi's pain has no limit...The pearls[tears] which Arnav kept in the palm of his hand and trying to remove by caressing her face are back as these pearls her tears are not going anywhere..

Symbolism and Connection: Khushi's reflection as she is looking at it ,she is misunderstanding him and had no clue of his inner turmoil, while her constant gaze on his car's mirror looking at him shows her dependence and belief in him.[as Egyptian views it shows your inner desire and belief]

Arnav comes home in hasty and clumsy way and Om prakash couldn't convince him otherwise to listen to him .Straight to room ,bag is thrown away in his anger filled with beclouded thoughts ,again reverberated moments of beating up goons and her concerned words bringing Lava out of him as he slams the closet door and moves away along with blazing ASR tone

Then "aagar wo hum pe haath uthate tou"......While on his recliner with closed eyes as not only her touch but her concerned words are sedatives for him,"kal tak mein us se pareshan tha. Tou phir aaj kya ho gaya hai mujhe"[I was annoyed by her until yesterday then what happened today]

PONDERING CONNECTING DOTS:

You were Upset [Pareshan ]with her ---hmmm

You were upset with her ------

-when you were saving her in guest house ,couldn't resist admiring her and losing your heart while marking with her blood

-During Berserahi didn't mind following her to talk and then admiring her during puja and yes being upset why didn't she talk to the Mighty ASR

-During Teej feeling upset by having urge to save her as this is your right

-In office you were upset when she left you to Lukhnow for "Hamesha" and due to that you couldn't sleep or do anything except staring at her door and threw those pearls and then again back to square one you are upset with her ,you must be joking Mighty Yummilicious ! ASR

Lamha-e-Fikeriya[Thinkable moment]:As in EPISODE 55

"Eik saye ki tarah cha gaye hai dimagh peh...Baar baar usi ka khial usi ka chehra...jaise challenge kar rahi ho...nahin mein har man ne walon mein se nahin hoon'

Acceptance of raving emotions in the wilderment of this ocean is blustering with ASR BG tone but each word shows the honesty and depth of the ocean of his raging emotions ,those pearls, which he has thrown out but was he successful with that then or even now by throwing her out of his car ..hmmm...just beautiful yet painful thought

MOMENT OF THE DAY

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8DpfQYleu2Y

[YOUTUBE]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8DpfQYleu2Y[/YOUTUBE]

ARSHI"S INDEX

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

@Katlyn

Hi I never thank you enough as you are the one who is behind camera making all the possible directions and precisely without you this thread is not possible.No epi----no Thread.I was going through with all the VMs and epis you are the best .Just want to say THANK YOU!

Originally posted by: indi52

riddle answer attempt number 4

asr likes to drink coffee because it turns on his dimaag ki batti and he comes up with great ideas then. like the idea to go pay for khushi's dad's treatment. (answer highly inspired by cynthia's dreams post.)

riddle answer attempt number 5

asr likes to drink coffee because he really wants to be invited to koffee with karan, and talk about his incredible hotwa ness.

Originally posted by: cinthiann1758

Episode 101

Paid in Full

No, Buaji can't stop the seeds that have been planted from growing, instead she is watering them. Kushi and Shyam's marriage is to be fixed.

At the hospital Kushi is trying to explain to the cashier that she will take care of the bill when the girl says to her the bill has been paid in full. What, who paid the bill? He did, she says and points to the gentleman walking down the corridor. Wait! Kushi exclaims. He slowly turns around. Boyishly, almost embarrassed for what he has done, he looks at her. She looks away, gathers her courage and walks towards him. You paid this? Hah, yes, he replies. Q? (My English translation, lol) Why did you pay? I can take care of this bill. He says, he knows she can, but she was finding it difficult and he knew that the accountant deducted for the taxes so he decided to help by paying the bill in full. She tells him she doesn't need his help, she would figure it out. He agrees with her, he knows she could sort it out. She interrupts him saying why you are doing this I am just your employee, I am not your family member. Then why? She tells him she didn't know what came over her yesterday, she shouldn't have done that. She says don't try to be generous she won't be able to bear it. She tells him she doesn't need his money, she had a weak moment but don't think I want something from you or that I am begging you. Just let it be. She holds her head and asks God why she is behaving this way, she has gone crazy. You are trying to help and' She is beside herself and he sees this; she runs away.

This whole scene delivers their internal feelings but true acknowledgement is not there yet because of fear of acceptance or in other words what these feelings are? they both are searching for the answers.He was hesitant in his reaction and she is too but the exchange of gazes is telling different story.

Back home they are fixing a marriage and Payal and Akash talk on the phone.

Don't get the philosophy of my culture sometimes but it is shown true to the nature.

Kushi has found a chair and has sat down and all she has been feeling flows out through her tears. She is releasing all these pent up emotions. It is hard to be a pillar of strength when your world is falling apart. He has followed her, sits down beside her,she senses he is near and looks up. She again is made to feel comfortable by him. He is her strength, her sounding board. She tells him ever since this happened she hasn't been able to think straight. She has already lost her parents and she can't bear it again. Placing her face in her hands, she sobs. He can't bear her pain and this time reaches out and places his hand on her head to comfort her. She is shocked, he looks away so does she. It is an awkward moment, hard to interpret by them. They look towards each other again sharing that moment again.

He can't see her in pain no matter what hate or love he will alleviate all the pains and the burdens .

It is hard to share feelings, to want to be there and give support when some situations don't allow it to happen. Akash wants to be there for Payal but due to circumstances with his mother he can't be there and Payal won't allow him to come into her life due to those feelings of his mom. ASR and Kushi walk away from each other because they do not really understand the feelings they have for each other just yet. He can't comprehend why he would care for this kind of girl, let alone have any kind of feelings or emotions in his life and she just doesn't get why she should trust her rakshas/demon. How could this man behave so good and so bad at the same time? As they walk away they look back, first one and then the other, not seeing each otherlooking, until they turn the corner.

Both sides love is blooming ,lets see how they both acknowledge it.

Kushi goes home and is approached by her Bua. She wants to talk with her. Kushi is worried that something has happened to her father but he is okay and sleeping. Both Bua and Garima want to talk serious about marriage. Kushi does not understand that it is for her and not Payal. A grave mistake is being made here. The seeds that have been planted by Shyam are continued to be watered by the elder women. Kushi's marriage is to be fixed with Shyam. Kushi is shocked. What? But Buaji'

Don't like it but again girls are still considered as burden so their marriage is important as soon as possible

Buaji just goes on praising Shyam and how he is perfect for her and cares for her a lot. Garima sees Kushi apprehension but Buaji nips it. Thank God for the burning lentils on the stove because that stops the conversation for now.

Kushi goes and talks with Shyam and he tells her to speak frankly but he turns around and snidely remarks they will be together soon anyway. She tells him she doesn't feel that way towards him and he is a good friend. He fakes his agreed answer telling her he doesn't want to get married either. Reassuring her, that he has only agreed because of her father's illness and he seems to want it but he will take care of the elders and explain. Kushi seems reassured and walks inside although she is feeling like she may be disappointing her father's wishes.

The way he calls Khushiji ,it shows clearly he is psycho,its either his way or no way

He gets a phone call and is asked if he wants the ring and he says ofcourse he does. He is getting married to Kushi! He will pay this bill in full and all things are going to go his way no matter what.

All bills have been paid in full now they will all prepare for Diwali. Will this festival bring light to the families or will there be a persistent darkness hanging about? We shall see, we shall see.

yes we will see as Fate has written something else in it.