the awwest episode ever ..:))
its so tough to live a love life Arnav size...now i realize, oh yes dat rhymes...:P
il come to it later,lets just first give a long due credit to amma n her truely emotional questions and statements, if anjali n arnav's bro n sis scenes stand apart, besides being irritating at tyms...den at d gupta house, we'l give dis stature of holding d best scenes to amma n khushi.
remember during her engagement to shyam,garima said d world's most philosophical yet honest things to her daugheters, abt a right man, a right husband n how one falls for dat man after marriage if d marriage is arranged ,how beautiful were her words, and now today, "dil mein ek ankahi andekhi khalish si hai,ke kuch theek nahi hai tum dono ke beech" finally someone saw it, always wondered why cant anyone see through this facade and question d cuple abt dere not so genuin behavior towards each other. she saw it, and spoke extreamily well too, "ooper jakar tumhari ma ko kya jawab dete" one was left wid a lump in d throat thinking , she must be watching all dis already , n before u cud even think abt d future, she must be waiting for u to notice d present state of her daughter for u are her replacement in khushi's life, and yes she did,nevermind she was handled well by khushi n convinced everything is just about fine !!!!
n now my baby, my asr...less dialogues to him, thank u ,why so>?? THE EYES... Man DEY SPEAK !!! n dere dialogue delivery is way better dan dat voice n those luscious lips...oops ,whr is dis going now...:p
if i kwn my Arnav well, den i shall have no double thoughts in saying wat im gona say now- "humein toh lagta hai,agar hum chaand sitare bhi maang le na, toh woh bhi arnav ji le ayengey"
kabhi maang kar toh dekho, kya pata le aye...:)))
each n every word dat she spoke pierced into his heart ,making him smaller in his own eyes n shameful in his acts, he cud remember d opposites of all dose incidents she is faking,n his eyes give up to d occasion,cant stand her lying,because wat she expects from her husband , is wat he is waiting to give her, but doesn't realize dis wait is self imposed !!!
he is one of dose who wish to cover her wid a blanket while she sleeps at night, he is d one who wud try to cook if she burns her hand, he is of dose sorts who wud read her heart n get her everything even before she can ask for it, he is d one who wud not openly show his solicitude towards his lady but if d lady is not caring abt herself, he wud make it public, and not caring abt d world.
dis is my Arnav,he cares for her more dan she can ever imagin, but just dat he is refraining himslef so much dat even he is breaking deep down..caring for anjali is his motive , den caring for khushi is his habit, he nevr thought he wud share dis concern for any other lady in his life until khushi stepped in n now he can live widout breathing,but not widout caring , for his khushi,agar woh nahi bhi kehti, tabh bhi ussey pata tha he is not a husband to anyone but just fooling himself.
he projected dis meretricious married life to d world, but he knows wat marriage means to khushi n wat she is missisng , n he feels no pride in doing it, but he has to, if circumstances could change now, he wud go to her n tell her "how can u say i never cared, while u sleep , i think, loath n re think , n den loath again , for wat i have done, for wat u have done , n wat our life has become."
but let me state dis 1 thing, dat wasn't a caricature of Arnav sing raizada , wat khushi was telling garima, she also knows dat he is capable of doing all this for her, but he is not doing it, he is not being d husband dat he must, d lover dat he was, n wat he is being to her ,she cant tell anyone, but all those exaggerated qualities were a true definition of a perfect husband and an even better man, dat he is , but kinda hiding for his job, d task he has put himself into...on a funny note, its like he is a soldier who is on duty n his target is blurring out for this beautiful lady ...haha..:P...jai jawan jai kisan...:P
precap- conspicuously in guilt and madly in love, while she sleeps after taking away his peace, he is left wid reminiscing d past, wat when where n how, guilt guilt guilt, of all dat he did, n all dat he cant give, he wish to bring all her demands to life, like i said, maang kar toh dekho chaand sitare, he is capable of contacting nasa n making dem available for ur pleasure...:P ahhh..not d nasa men, d stars n moons..ahem...:P
deep dilemma- u knw wat all u said is wat i always wished to be, ur perfect man, and i never thought dat one day u wud have to fake dis story to ur mum, becoz i wanted to be ur hero, but u didn't let me be one !!!!
n he wakes up to dis cute innocent wife sleeping next to him, wat next, he takes her hand n tells her- its not dat u wished for something n it got unnoticed, i know it all, i also wish to give u wat u deserve, but how khushi, just if u cud wake up n tell me how can i make it up to u widout screwing my sister's life , il do it right now , n he clutches her hand and wid some more guilt of not getting any answers goes to sleep thinking,kam se kam abhi toh hath nahi chhuda payegi while sleeping..:))
finally in LOVE d most worth it things happen widout speaking, IF she wish to have something ,den HE wud wish , "i wish u cud have it right now",,, dis is wat arnav is going through, if khushi feels i wish i had all dose memories to cherish, and dat man as a perfect husband wid me, den arnav is thinking, i wish u cud have me d way u wanted, i wish u cud get wat u deserve of me, bcoz i knw u want it, n i can be it, but i cant n wont ,becoz d little sanity left in me differs my thoughts for u ..!!!!!
finally to khushi- if he is truly urs, ul get him, d way u want him, if those memories belong to u , ul get dem,,,,, like i say -if its urs, ul get it !!!!
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