Rikara OS : Fitoor

Hello guys! This is my first RiKara OS that I am posting in IF. Please do read it and give your reviews.
This is my take on RiKara after Gauri leaves OM(dandi's confrontation with Omkara)

Fitoor

Omkara sat on the high stool thinking of the words he threw at Gauri and how she silently left him ' walked away from his life', his mind said. He brushed away those thoughts and mixed some colours on the palette and started to paint. His hands went on their own accord and finally ended up painting Gauri(the moment when Gauri climbed down the Bulldozer after crashing his car).Surprised , he planned to draw later but those paintings that he painted later also resulted in Gauri only.He realized how much he missed her.

Soon those feelings turned into restlessness when he found out that she didn't go back to Barielly. In barielly Gauri's truth unfolded in front of him. All those accusations were false;there was a huge misunderstanding on his side. His past experiences tainted his views and he misjudged an innocent soul. After returning to O.M he drowned himself in the pool of of guilt. He refused to open up to even his brothers. He decided to paint.

Zindagi ne ki hai kaisi saazishein
what kind of conspiracies life has done

Poori hui dil ki woh farmaishein
that the demands of the heart are met

Maangi dua ek tujh tak jaa pohunchi parvardigara
A wish I made reached you God

Kaisi suni tune meri khaamoshi O parvardigara
How did you listen to my silence O god

He was thinking of her. He wanted her to leave him earlier but now when she left him he is feeling empty. He wished her to come back. Then , realization dawned upon him. He has fallen in love with her.

Ye fitoor mera laya mujhko hai tere kareeb
This madness(love of mine) has brought me closer to you

Ye fitoor mera rehmat teri
This madness of mine is your mercy

Ye fitoor mera maine badla re mera naseeb
This madness of mine has changed my luck

Ye fitoor mera chaahat teri
This madness of mine is my love for you

As if God listened to his wish , Gauri slowly opened the door and stood there.(Actually Shivay informed Gauri about Om's condition and asked her to return back and Rudy brought her back home😉)

Dheeme dheeme jal rahi thi khwaishein
Slowly the wishes were burning

Dil mein dabbi ghut rahi farmaishein
And my desires were getting choked in my heart

Banke dhuaan wo tujh tak jaa pahunchi parvardigara
they became smoke and reached you God

Deewangi ki hadd meine nochi O parvardigara
I pinched the peak of madness God

He didn't notice Gauri standing near the door. He completed the painting(the scene when he filled gauri's maang) and sat on the ground. Tears were gushing down. He cried holding his face. Gauri slowly walked upto him.Hearing the tinkle sound of her bangles Om lifted his face only to see a broken Gauri. The fire was lost in her eyes.Thogh he didnot want to hurt her' he had hurt her. She sat down.Omkara immediately hugged her and started to cry. She tried to pacify him.He was continuously apologising to her.

When he released her from the hug she stood up and scanned the room and saw all his paintings that consisted of her.When she finally saw the painting Om had been working on , a small smile crept up in her face.Omkara rose and stood behind her. She could feel his tears streaming down her neck.His closeness had strted affecting her.She stood still.

O: tumne mujhe mere zindagi mein teri jagah pooch rahi thi na? suno:

"Teri aahat ke bina yeh dil thadakta nahi
(My heart doesn't beat without (hearing) the sound of your footsteps)
Tere bina yeh sanson ka karwan ruk jaayega
(I will stop breathing without you)
Khuda ke saamne yun sar uthaaye ghoomta hun
(I hold my head high even before God)
Tere naam ghoonja(/pucha) ,Mera sar jhuk jaayega
(but if it is you , I will bow down) "

Mere liye ishq aur Ibaadat mein koi farak na raha gauri. Mein tumse pyaar karta hoon.

Tears streamed across both their cheeks. Then , Gauri turned and hugged him happily and said , "Hum bhi aapse bohot pyaar karte hain Omkaraji"

And finally Gauri became Omkara's Fitoor :)

Panirna.