Whatever happened just in weeks was not possible for Omkara to get adjusted to. His every thought, every analysis, every decision was just not right. Suddenly he saw his paradise sinking down. The beautiful world he thought he was living in actually was made on her tears that still have not dried. He never knew when did he turned in to a monster. When did his problems hovered over him so much so that he refused to see anything. How was he not able to see everything that was happening in front of my eyes.
Her every word was now coming in front of him "humara vishwaas kijiye "bina kisi ko samjhe, Bina kisi ko jaane kisi ke baare mein itni giri hui rai rakhni nahi chahiye "bina pyaar ke jeena itna mushkil nahi, jitna nafrat ke saath jeena hota hai. And he being what he was did all the things he shouldn't have done. He even brought her back once just because he needed her and pushed her away whenever he wanted to.
Never did he realised that when did his words became so harsh that he couldn't even ask forgiveness for. What didn't he called her "characterless, cheap, home breaker, money minded and what not but she was still there with him with all she had, even when it cost her life.
"Omkara, what are you thinking? Shivaay patted his shoulder. "No... Nothing was only what he could utter. "I know what situation are you in, I understand your state of mind but Om always remember that she loves you with what all she has Shivaay gave an assuring smile. "Gauri mujhse kitna pyaar karti hai Shivaay, voh toh shayad main bhi naa bata paun. Jab koi aapko bhagwaan maan le toh pyaar aur vishwaas dono badh jaate hain he paused. "Par main bhagwaan nahi hun Shivaay, I am not what she wanted he completed.
They were still standing out of Gauri's house when a voice interrupted them. "Namaste Omkaraji, hum Richa, Gauri kahan hai? her eyes were shining as she tilted her head to find Gauri. "Voh nahi aayi hai Omkara gave a small smile. "Oh... Hume uska shukriya ada karna tha aur maafi bhi mangni thi Omkara's face had confused expression. "Maafi? Kaise maafi he asked. "Voh... Usne humare liye ... Voh she was not able to speak .
"Gauriji ki wajah she hi humari shaadi hui hai Mukesh joined. "Means what he was still confused. "Richa was pregnant at the time I came with my mother to ask her hand. And because Ajay liked her he blackmailed her that he would not let us get married if she didn't accepted his marriage proposal the next set of truth was ready to be faced by him. "I tried to get him away from Gauriji but at that time it was him who ruled the house. I am sorry that I couldn't do anything Mukesh ended. "Maaf kardijiega hume. Aur humari chirraiya she boliyega ki uska chotu uska intezaar kar raha hai she looked at her little baby boy resting in her arms. "Chalte hain she smiled and moved back with her husband.
And here he thought that she was moving on with her life. Again the same thing; again the same mistake; again the same misunderstanding. Only if he didn't had his family giving her some senses he would have lost her forever.
"Omkara... Omkara... Shivaay's words brought him out of his thoughts "What happened? "That means I misunderstood her again and that too when everything was in front of my eyes. Everything was crystal clear that time Shivaay. It was clear that she was not at all happy and I thought she was. I am an idiot Shivaay, I am a bloody idiot he punched the bonnet of the car. "Yes, you are an idiot. But that can't change the fact that even than that girl dint gave up. She was ready to escape Shivaay sounded genuine.
Shivaay's phone rang with the caller ID showing "Pannika. "Pick up, bhabhi must be thinking that where did you suddenly disappear Omkara suggested. "Hello Annika Shivaay said with a smile.
"Don't hello Annika me. Where the hell did you two Obros disappear suddenly? her voice sounded angry.
"Baby we are at work he said slowly avoiding the situation where his brother would laugh at him being scolded by his wife.
"What work? Shivaay don't try to make a fool out of me. If it was work you must have told me. Besides what would Omkara do at your work? she shouted.
"What happened you sound worried? The Great SSO was a mind reader when it came to his wife.
"Yes I am, Gauri is crying since Omkara left. You and both of your brothers are just the same. Rude and uncaring. Why did he leave such a idiotic message her voice was still serious.
"What message? What message did you leave for Gauri? he turned to Omkara because his wife was too mad at him to answer and hung up.
"I just told her that I am leaving he shrugged. "Do you even realise what have you said. You know you are ignoring her since a week now and you told her that you are leaving. You need to make your point clear when it comes to her. You know what is the state of her mind right now. She must be thinking that you left and you will never come back because she didn't tell you the whole truth Shivaay was furious.
"Ab kya soch raha hai? Shivaay asked trying not to shout on his brother. "Mujhe tere lawyer Ka number chahiye he said. "Lawyer... Lawyer kyun? Shivaay had a confused face. "I need the number Shivaay Omkara's voice was firm. "Why do you want the lawyer? Shivaay semi shouted. "Just want to arrange the lives at the places they should be he snatched Shivaay's phone and started finding the number.
"Don't worry Gauri they will return. It's okay, every thing is fine Annika hugged Gauri. "But what about this letter. I just found it inside his desk Bhaujayee she showed her the letter. Annika opened it...
Gauri,
I don't think we are made for each other. You and I were never a match. We cannot even fit into each other's lives. I know you are not perfect and not am I. I cannot fulfill everything and every expectation of yours. I am not any God and not at all near to what you think about me. I even cannot see you struggling with me trying to get into my space as I know you will never be comfortable with.
After the art exhibition, I wanted to tell you this but was afraid that you might get hurt because you already were. I can never forget what all happened in the past even when I try my best to. What ever happened was not in my hands back then. But it is now. Wait for me till I return and get to you. I will clear everything.
Omkara.
"What the hell does this boy thinks of himself? All of these Obros are crazy or what? Just before some months he was a lover boy and now look at him. Lost each cell of common sense? Annika gritted her teeth. "I agree bhabhi. Omkara bhaiya needs to apologise. What the hell is this? Bhavya spoke.
"I... I... do...don't know what to do bhaujayee. He said he will leave me as soon as he comes back. What am I supposed to do.. What will I... I... her knees became weak as she landed on the ground. "Gauri bhabhi samhaliye khudko Bhavya and Annika ran to her. "Where did you find this? Annika asked. "His files... Named important she answered.
"O, you better return soon. She is crying like anything Rudra said in a warning tone. "Why did you write that damn letter... You are planning to lea... Omkara cuts him "Rudra, I know what I am doing. Zindgiyon ko sahi jagah lana bohot zaroori hai. Bahut kuch sahi karna hai. Aur sabse pehle apni galati sudharna baaki hai. I will be returning in a week Rudra. Take care he hung up.
"Bas kuch din aur yeh ansoo honge, kuch din aur takleef hogi... Lekin uske baad tumhari zindagi tumhari hogi, saari khushiyon ke saath he sighed.
So what do you guys think is he upto... Is the letter really that important????
Wait for the next update, which will be up before the next week...
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