I Hate Him! Yet... I Love Him!? (SHIVIKA FF)

Hello guys, second part. And its on Anikas P.O.V who is 14.
Link to last part: http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=4909184

For some reason, I started liking Shivaay. NO NOT THE LIKEY LIKEY WAY! As a friend...
And in our form, there is this irritating popular girl, Anita aka Anne. She is just an impossible person, I hate her so fricking much, like seriously let us learn, stop disrupting! Aghh! Anyways, the 2ND DAY OF MY NEW SCHOOL WAS A NIGHTMARE ALL THANKS TO SHIVAAY SADU AKHDU SILLY OBEROI! So what happened was, I really wanted to share my thoughts on Anne to someone, I AM NOT SHARING WITH MY SO CALLED SISTER AVIKA (Yes thats what everybody says! We are not RELATED!) My first lesson was Science so why not tell Shivaay!? So I steadily started off the conversation "You know Anne?"
"Yeah, what about her Avika?"
"Firstly I am Anika, not Avika"
"Ok, sorry Anika, so what about Anne?"
"Isn't she so irritating, like she is so annoying, she always disrupts our learning like what the heck! She flirts with you etc. She has a fight with Ro (Rohan) daily. She doesn't deserve to be here for goodness sake"
"Anika, calm down! Yeah she can be annoying..." Shivaay tried to continue but the teacher Miss Shetty had to interrupt. She set us work, and Shivaay didn't get a chance to talk but he kept smiling. I was unable to understand it but NOW I KNOW ITS HIS EVIL PLOTTING HE IS TRYING TO USE AGAINST ME!
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The lesson ended and I was happily walking to my next lesson with Avika when Anne furiously stopped me
"How dare you, Avika, how dare you!" She fumed as a bull.
"Anne, I am Avika, she is Anika" Avika corrected Anne.
"Oh yes, how dare you Avika you evil b*tch! You said I am irritating, I disrupt your lessons and yes I have daily fights with Ro THAT ANNOYS YOU SO BLOODY MUCH! You idiot! Say sorry" She continued.
I tried to ignore her but she kept following me, so I had to give up otherwise the popular squad won't spare me.

"I am sorry Anne" I said while lowering my head. This hurt my self prestige. I HATE THIS SCHOOL. I realised "I told this to Shivaay, so it means he told that to Anneda (Anne + Anda)!
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Thanks Shivaay! I mumbled. I was broken, no one ever told me off. "I HATE SHIVAAY" I repeated myself.
In Maths, I found the nicest guy in the WORLD! Not really but he was sooo kind! His name was Ayaan, a gentle and helpful guy.
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I was on cloud nine but I didn't realise that I was crushing on him until my annoying friends made me realise it!!!
"Ayaan, can you help me please?" I asked every lesson, although I knew how to do it, I just wanted to get his attention.
He always replied with a heavenly smile.
"Yeah sure, why not Anika"
I realised that he was the first person to get my NAME RIGHT!
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Every break time I had to listen to Avika's pointless moans "Why do people think me and Anika are sisters, we don't look alike!?"
"Yeah, yeah, Avika, I know you think you are prettier and I know you are secretly crushing on Shivaay!" I said, in my head...

FEW MONTHS LATER...
Months passed like that, me being a nerd (no I don't wear glasses) I hate Shivaay like more that anything else. Finally, big revelation of Avika's crush... Avika's bestie and my so called bestie Ahaana informed us that Avika has a CRUSH. For me nothing interesting was about it but I pretended to be curious "Who is it, Ahaana, tell me" I questioned.
"Sorry babes, Avs (Avika) doesn't want anyone to know" Ahaana replied.
Then I turned to Avika "Who is it Avika? Tell me please"
"Anika, I will tell you when you come to my house, ok?"
"But Avika, give us a clue"
"Yeah Avs, give Anika a clue" Ahaana insisted.
"Ohhkaay, he is in my cookery class and he sits next to me"
"Is it... Shivaay?"
"No" Avika replied but her eyes reflected the lie.
"I know, I know its Shivaay, he is so charming that every girl will like him, don't think that I like him cause he is a spoilt brat who has no life whatsoever!!!" I explained.
"Calm down" Avika dictated.
"I am not getting angry!" I replied.
Yeah, Avika is sooo bossy, and I hate her so fricking much but pretend to like her so people don't think I am a loner. I hate my form so fricking much!
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So this guy called Anil annoys me so much, tells me off for such small things! On the way to home, I accompanied Ahaana to her house.
"Hey Ahaana, please tell me who is Avika's crush?" I asked.
"Ok fine, but don't tell Avs, pretend you don't know anything, ok?" Ahaana insisted.
"Ok fine, just tell me..."
"Its Shivaay..." Ahaana said.
"I knew it! I knew it, Avika used to stare at him for ages so it wasn't hard to guess:
"Staring lol" Ahaana laughed.
On class I wrote Ayaan's name on my hands which Ahaana noticed.
"Let me see what does your hand says" She said while trying to look.
"Ahaana, no nothing" I uttered while taking away my hand.
Ahaana forcibly took my hand and glared at the writing.
"A...Y...A...A...N, Ayaan" She read out loud.
"Anika, you are crushing on Ayaan??? Why didn't you tell me you pathetic idiot!" She said while smacking me hard.
"Ouch!" I yelled in pain.
"Hah, you deserve it! Now tell me do you like him?" She questioned curiously.
"No, not exactly but I started having a soft corner for him, I don't know if its crush or not"
"Oooh, you probably like him! Ayaan is your CRUSH!" Ahaana beamed.
"CRUSH!?"
"Yes babes, crush! I am so happy for you!!!"
"I guess, if you are happy then I am happy" I smiled.

Truly Ahaana made me realise my FIRST CRUSH! AYAAN I LIKE YOU SO MUCH!