Transformation from I feel you to I live you - Stage 2

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Posted: 8 years ago
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"Yeh Aurat Aapna Hi Ghar Kha jayegee a.k.a Pinky

The Goddess Lakshmi: The Goddess of wealth, health, fortune and prosperity. She is the wife and shakti (energy) of Vishnu.

The Goddess of Wealth, Health, Fortune and Prosperity in the house is supposed to be the DIL of the house as per Indian Belief. She is the blinding light that banishes all the Darkness and the energy that fights the Dark Forces that come with it.

But what happens if that very Goddess becomes the harbinger and the cause of that Darkness?? The Dark Energy??

Rudy so aptly said (in DBO) that since Annika Bhabhi has left the house the happiness seems to have left with her.

Shivvay no longer lives at the OM, Shivvay lives with the memories of 'His Annika'.

The man you see walking around OM is just a hollow shell existing only because his Family still needs him. 'Her Shivvay' left and walked out with 'His Annika' and since then he has been like a man in 'Coma'. Breathing but not alive.

Shivvay WAS the creator of all the happy moments in the house. Shivvay was the cause of the happiness of this house because it was Shivvay who would create happy moments in the house to keep his Family happy and smiling. The ever constant Sun that gave light and warmth to every corner of his house.

Then Annika entered the OM and soon became the cause and creator of Shivvay's happiness. She was his North Star, shining and constant, and his happiness increased a 1000 fold.

Soon the House felt like it was covered with a million twinkling stars, each shining brighter and happier than the first. Her 'auspicious' steps brought in Gauri and for a brief while Bhavya for the other 2 Suns of the house and the house shone brighter with the birth of these new stars in the house, till it almost became a blinding light for all to see.

But it is not everyone who can be happy in the 'Blinding Light'. Some choose 'Darkness' because they find comfort in the thought that darkness hides all the forces needed to defeat this light that is the cause of the blinding happiness.

They want and crave for the darkness because it is what they are familiar with and can control. Light is effervescent and difficult to control but Darkness is what they can gain dominance by.

Light was good but 'Blinding Light' meant Dearness could not exist at all and have any identity as long as the 'Blinding Light' shone brighter everyday. And that threatened the very existence and identity of the Darkness. So Darkness decided that it was going to defeat this 'Blinding Light' by extinguishing the very source of the light. And it did that and it won.

But with the death of that one source the other light, that depended on the 'Blinding Light', was extinguished as well. With that light gone the other lights, that depended on him, in time dimmed and died too till the house was now covered in Darkness.

Darkness had gained dominance at last but soon realized that with the destruction of the 'Blinding Light' all that was left was now maybe Darkness for eternity.

I like this Shivvay. Tender even in his pride, sensitive and strong to all that is happening around him, mature beyond words as he is seeing life with a whole new perspective that the woman he loves has taught him. and most of all he is completely in control of his life and what he wants from it. He does not need 'Sahara' and 'a shoulder to cry on' because the memories of his Annika are enough to make him face his day.

He plucks the memories of 'His Annika' like glistening ornaments from his 'Tree of Life' and caresses them for comfort. He still lives every moment of his life with her even when he is not physically with her. How can Annika ever be separated from the man who is alive and breathes only because he lives with her memories like they are 'shots of oxygen'.

The man has gone from 'I feel you to I live you'



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Posted: 8 years ago
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first of all - pearl can i say i was right or i was right 😆 about the guy being shivaay - yes u can admit i am always right - chalo right when i am not hyper 😆😆

also didnt i say that no he is not giving any loving tender caring looks to ragini - not sure why all of u were worried yesterday so since that is sorted - love everything u wrote, shivaay is so far gone in his love for anika - only if he seeks her now.

things that i am questioning:

1) has he not even tried to find out where she is? like normally people keep tabs through a common bond/ friend
2) her not finding a job - i get it, it takes a while - i have been working for 6++ years and no the perils of it all and the process but her sitting and crying over that didnt sit well with me. biggest grouse - they have used that to bring this new dufus on screen for us. so in all probability he will employ her and our tayaag ki devi will raazi khushi sacrifice the world for him - wait i will just go through up and come back 🤢
3) i have maintained this - inspite of all the wrong doings and stupid impulsive decisions shivaay is more committed inspite of all ur write ups on anika's sacrifices from last week (which i understand), i see her as commitment phobic and someone who will keep punishing shivaay again and again - sorry but kind of annoyed with the way they have butchered anika in so many ways
4) loved the scenes where both were pining for each other but i still think anika has more of a potential to hurt him

things i am confused about
1) did they change bhallu's characterization after the backlash? he posted a pic in white on saturday or bhaisaab is going to dera jamao in frnt of this happy - not so happy 😆😆 chawl every day
2) anika doesnt have a job but has a nose pin, sleek hair like she works for w magazine - like serious legit W*F moment. they could have shown a transformation after she was financially independent - itna make up lagake madam baithi thi - a little bit of realism would have helped here.
3) was this bhallu planted to target anika? why do i feel like it might be naagmani's plan or he could start liking her and turn obssessive (as u explained one on one he doesnt seem to know how to deal with rejection or loss or pain and will be equally reckless as his sis if given the blow). their mom's character is pretty useless in my opinion

the precap was an old shivaay scene - like highlights kahan gayi 😆😆 - i wonder why they showed that? anyone heard of damage control - seems to be the fav pastime of this PH - only if they didnt ruin their own product initially to come to this point - in all seriousness - who the hell is their marketing and PR team who does no research whatsoever and dishes out bullshit that people dont want 😆! its so easy for them to get data from here and twitter - things are literally right there spelled out by people on a platter and they produce nonsense like what they have shown so far - i take it as an insult to my profession to some extent 😆
Edited by NYCForever - 8 years ago
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Posted: 8 years ago
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Pearly kudos to u... U still hv it in ur to watch n write... I finally detached... And I'm feeling very happy... Not watched today n won't watch for a while... Later might binge watch for fun... Detox detox detox it is for me... Lolz... Btw I hvnt read anyone's posts n I dont intend to read either... I came to forum to check if ruz mailed again... N saw ur post... So came here... Ruz baby stay at anisa or pearl's thread... I may not come to IF for 2/3 days... So will respond to ur PMs when I do come.
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Posted: 8 years ago
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Already posted similar thing in ur previous post!!!! Too tired to copy paste!!!!
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Posted: 8 years ago
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Wow asya so well put:)
I loved what rudra said that all the happiness is gone with bhabhi:) such a real line.DIL need to be light of the family and guiding light for her husband...
Loved the analysis!
Warm Regards
Thwisha
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Posted: 8 years ago
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Originally posted by: abhilashasharma

Already posted similar thing in ur previous post!!!! Too tired to copy paste!!!!


I read it darling and am replying 😃
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Posted: 8 years ago
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Originally posted by: vivacious_gurl

Pearly kudos to u... U still hv it in ur to watch n write... I finally detached... And I'm feeling very happy... Not watched today n won't watch for a while... Later might binge watch for fun... Detox detox detox it is for me... Lolz... Btw I hvnt read anyone's posts n I dont intend to read either... I came to forum to check if ruz mailed again... N saw ur post... So came here... Ruz baby stay at anisa or pearl's thread... I may not come to IF for 2/3 days... So will respond to ur PMs when I do come.


hahhaa thanks babe! i am going to do just that from now on! social media mein toh already duniya shivika ko bhool gayi hai for a bhallooo - chalo anika can get her happy ending with bhallu and walk away as shivaay toh rahega hi - its a show about oberois after all
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Posted: 8 years ago
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Beautiful analysis I had almost tears in my eyes
I think the cv saw that people are not happy how everything is developing and low trp so they change the track in the last minute and shown a mature and heart broken shivay
But I really hate pinky that women should be ashamed she destroyed not only her sons life but prinku too and her hues she invited not one devel but 2 devils now you would think she learned from tia fiasco
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Posted: 8 years ago
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Such an amazing writing..!!

I wish the writer could have the depth of yours..!!

I am totally disappointed... Separation I can bear, but watch Pinky is suffocating for me.. eagerly waiting for her to be exposed..!!!
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Posted: 8 years ago
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i just wanna say that i love reading your post and BIG thanks for sharing with us.



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