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I have started watching ishqbaaz on hotstar on last week, and almost I have reached episode where anika lost memory and tia-shivay engagement drama going on... But out of curiosity I have read the written update of one of the recent episode where shivaay tells anima never lost memory.

After reading that I am not able to continue watching thinking all these love scenes are fake...

What really happened did she lose the memory or not??