it breaks me to learn that i have hurted you...

I hate myself for doing that to you...
i want nothing but to be punished by you...

Whether its a day or night i just think of you...
your grief has shaken me..,but i can't console you...

there's a pain in my heart is that because of you ? ?
but i know more than pain i've given this place to you...

When i close my eyes i dream of you...

And when i wake up to find the bitter reality...
my fate mocks me that i can never have you...💔
