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I always wished that Indira should have a diary. Writing down everything paves the path out of problems. And as Indira doesn't have any friend to share any problem with this would be the best option foe her according to me. I have presented Indira'[s thoughts, what would be her diary writings would be in my way.. Do have a look 😃 The content is less than I had planned originally as I lost all I had written.I had to rewrite. Hoping its good 😃
Diary Writings Of Indira
Everyday time when I sit to write in this diary, I think atleast today there will be something good happening in my life, something happy which I could write down.. But yet again I'm here to write my problems. I don't have anyone who will understand my problems, understand me.. *sigh* From where do I bring more money? I need to pay the bills & manage other household things in my income. I've just become a 'money making machine' for the family. Now only one option left for me.. giving my barsaati on rent..
Everyone thinks I'm rude.. They call me hitler.. But has anyone ever tried to understand my problems? The reason for my stiffness? Ever since pa.. Inder Sharma has left us, I've forgotten to smile. I've accepted that this is the way I'll have to live. But one day I'll show everyone.. I'll show the world that Indira Sharma can also laugh.. I'll drown the world in my happiness.. And that is a promise.
I hire a new Kiraydaar.. Now I have the money to pay the bills.. Everyday a new challenge arises for me.. Even on my birthday there were such bitter happenings.. Munna bhaisaab was arrested.. When will the day arise when Munna bhaisaab will look for a good job rather than theiving? Only one good thing happened.. I got Vidith Bhaiya's note wishing me Happy Birthday. He is the only one who understands me. Im waiting for the day when he will come back to India..
I'm here yet again to write down new problems.. Inder Sharma & Jhumpa are trying to garner the house. But all my family members are foolish.. They do not see his hidden motive. First Time I had to do an illegal dealing. But I only didi that for saving the house. I had no wrong intentions behind doing that.
Today I admitted Inder Sharma in the hospital. Jhumpa had kicked him out on the road, and he was thrashing about in pain. He was in a critical condition. If I had not taken him he would have died. I didn't do anything wrong.. I did it just as a human being should do.. He was in need of help.. In the hospital too my family members went away leaving me alone to look after him. iraydaar ji helped me so much while taking him to tahe hospital.. Sometimes some people help you even without having any relation.
Today he family members were about to sell me. Yes literally they were about to SELL ME.. telling me to marry Sameer Diwan, just for the sake of money.. Sometimes I think If I wouldn't provide them with money they would have thrown me out like some nasty patch of dirt.
I think I'm in l.ov..e.. How can that be? I fall in love?Can it be possible? Happiness hasn't yet stayed with me for long.. Is happiness really knocking on my door? I'm not understanding what is happenng to me.. Is it really love? I've never trusted anyone after my father betrayed us. I always hated men due to it.
Yes.. Finally I've realized it. I'm in love with Kiraydaar ji n we are going to marry soon.. All the family members always used to taunt me that I will never marry.. No one would accept me. Now they will see, I'm also like a normal girl.. I too deserve this happiness. Now nothing will go wrong.
Today I came to know the reason why Kiraydaar ji was not telling me about his parents. His family is just like my family. I told him that from today I will be your family. We are marrying. Vidith bhaiya is also coming home & that too on my marriage day! Now nothing will go wrong! Life is finally giving me the long lost happiness!
I was wrong. I was thinking that finally happiness has knocked on my door.. Everytime Life does this to me. Vidith bhaiya came back home paralysed.. My last hope is gone down the drain. I cannot see his condition. My mind is numb. I have really no words left. And yet another flaw in my happiness was... the one who i was in love with, betrayed me. I was wrong to think that I can live lefe like a normal girl. I feel like giving up. I've had enough now really.. My biggest happiness is taken away from me.
The worst incident ever happened with my sister. She is raped. Life is again testing me..What she has done to desreve this. Infact such incident should never happen with anyone in life. But we will FIGHT! We won't sit quietly like the rest of the world. every one would think twice before doing anything like this with any girl. I won't sit quietly till my sister gets justice!
How much ever obstacles they try to bring in our path, I won't budge.. I will win the case come what may!
Finally we won the case! Money couldn't win against honesty.. We won!! And I was wrong in thinking that Rishi has betrayed me. He is not responsible for the condition of my brother.. Everything is again going good now.. :)
I can't believe what happened today!! Oh I feel as if I'm on top of the world!!!! Today I LAUGHED!!! I SMILED!!! I let go of all my emotions! Today unknowingly me n Rishi completed our 7th phera..! Before we had taken 6 phere.. n today 7th too was done unknowngly! Looks like God's doing! I've started beleving in God.. Yes.. He is there for us forever & ever.. Today I danced in the rain!! I feel like I'm like a normal girl! I feel free! I feel Different.. enthusiastic.. joyful.. I feel as if I got back every ounce of happiness back in my life! I feel so full of life! I feel as if happiness is bursting out of me! Ishaan was so happy to see me smile! Even Maa was happy.. Everything seems so bright & colorful!
Yet again I was proved wrong.. We went to the court to marry legally. All was well. All the family members too were there.. Just when we reached Rishi remembered that he had left the rings in the taxi. He went to bring the rings & never returned. I don't know why life is playing this game with me. All my happiness & source of living taken away from me. I feel as if the whole world is plotting against me. This one time I had started to beleive in God..Yet this happened with me. I pledge that I won't laugh again till I find him.. I will be back to how I used to be.. My life is back to square one. But I won't give up.I'll show everyone.. I will bring him back!! I won't rest till I find him.
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Diary Writings Of Indira
Everyday time when I sit to write in this diary, I think atleast today there will be something good happening in my life, something happy which I could write down.. But yet again I'm here to write my problems. I don't have anyone who will understand my problems, understand me.. *sigh* From where do I bring more money? I need to pay the bills & manage other household things in my income. I've just become a 'money making machine' for the family. Now only one option left for me.. giving my barsaati on rent..
Everyone thinks I'm rude.. They call me hitler.. But has anyone ever tried to understand my problems? The reason for my stiffness? Ever since pa.. Inder Sharma has left us, I've forgotten to smile. I've accepted that this is the way I'll have to live. But one day I'll show everyone.. I'll show the world that Indira Sharma can also laugh.. I'll drown the world in my happiness.. And that is a promise.
I hire a new Kiraydaar.. Now I have the money to pay the bills.. Everyday a new challenge arises for me.. Even on my birthday there were such bitter happenings.. Munna bhaisaab was arrested.. When will the day arise when Munna bhaisaab will look for a good job rather than theiving? Only one good thing happened.. I got Vidith Bhaiya's note wishing me Happy Birthday. He is the only one who understands me. Im waiting for the day when he will come back to India..
I'm here yet again to write down new problems.. Inder Sharma & Jhumpa are trying to garner the house. But all my family members are foolish.. They do not see his hidden motive. First Time I had to do an illegal dealing. But I only didi that for saving the house. I had no wrong intentions behind doing that.
Today I admitted Inder Sharma in the hospital. Jhumpa had kicked him out on the road, and he was thrashing about in pain. He was in a critical condition. If I had not taken him he would have died. I didn't do anything wrong.. I did it just as a human being should do.. He was in need of help.. In the hospital too my family members went away leaving me alone to look after him. iraydaar ji helped me so much while taking him to tahe hospital.. Sometimes some people help you even without having any relation.
Today he family members were about to sell me. Yes literally they were about to SELL ME.. telling me to marry Sameer Diwan, just for the sake of money.. Sometimes I think If I wouldn't provide them with money they would have thrown me out like some nasty patch of dirt.
I think I'm in l.ov..e.. How can that be? I fall in love?Can it be possible? Happiness hasn't yet stayed with me for long.. Is happiness really knocking on my door? I'm not understanding what is happenng to me.. Is it really love? I've never trusted anyone after my father betrayed us. I always hated men due to it.
Yes.. Finally I've realized it. I'm in love with Kiraydaar ji n we are going to marry soon.. All the family members always used to taunt me that I will never marry.. No one would accept me. Now they will see, I'm also like a normal girl.. I too deserve this happiness. Now nothing will go wrong.
Today I came to know the reason why Kiraydaar ji was not telling me about his parents. His family is just like my family. I told him that from today I will be your family. We are marrying. Vidith bhaiya is also coming home & that too on my marriage day! Now nothing will go wrong! Life is finally giving me the long lost happiness!
I was wrong. I was thinking that finally happiness has knocked on my door.. Everytime Life does this to me. Vidith bhaiya came back home paralysed.. My last hope is gone down the drain. I cannot see his condition. My mind is numb. I have really no words left. And yet another flaw in my happiness was... the one who i was in love with, betrayed me. I was wrong to think that I can live lefe like a normal girl. I feel like giving up. I've had enough now really.. My biggest happiness is taken away from me.
The worst incident ever happened with my sister. She is raped. Life is again testing me..What she has done to desreve this. Infact such incident should never happen with anyone in life. But we will FIGHT! We won't sit quietly like the rest of the world. every one would think twice before doing anything like this with any girl. I won't sit quietly till my sister gets justice!
How much ever obstacles they try to bring in our path, I won't budge.. I will win the case come what may!
Finally we won the case! Money couldn't win against honesty.. We won!! And I was wrong in thinking that Rishi has betrayed me. He is not responsible for the condition of my brother.. Everything is again going good now.. :)
I can't believe what happened today!! Oh I feel as if I'm on top of the world!!!! Today I LAUGHED!!! I SMILED!!! I let go of all my emotions! Today unknowingly me n Rishi completed our 7th phera..! Before we had taken 6 phere.. n today 7th too was done unknowngly! Looks like God's doing! I've started beleving in God.. Yes.. He is there for us forever & ever.. Today I danced in the rain!! I feel like I'm like a normal girl! I feel free! I feel Different.. enthusiastic.. joyful.. I feel as if I got back every ounce of happiness back in my life! I feel so full of life! I feel as if happiness is bursting out of me! Ishaan was so happy to see me smile! Even Maa was happy.. Everything seems so bright & colorful!
Yet again I was proved wrong.. We went to the court to marry legally. All was well. All the family members too were there.. Just when we reached Rishi remembered that he had left the rings in the taxi. He went to bring the rings & never returned. I don't know why life is playing this game with me. All my happiness & source of living taken away from me. I feel as if the whole world is plotting against me. This one time I had started to beleive in God..Yet this happened with me. I pledge that I won't laugh again till I find him.. I will be back to how I used to be.. My life is back to square one. But I won't give up.I'll show everyone.. I will bring him back!! I won't rest till I find him.
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