And Frankly these days PB Attracts so much of my attention that Kesuda ki taraf nazar hi nahi jaati toh kya likhu mein😳 *ducks from flying mojris
Am beginning with the last epi first:
10th August:
Ramblings:
Well, what to say about this epi. Horrendous show down that was with PB leading the vamp gang🤢 Ironically they have combined to kick one woman out of the house but the moment she steps out, The whole house will fall apart as Gulaal had feared! I guess they had to show such phenomenal bitchiness to MAKE Kesar Gulaal drag out of the house because Gulaal's love, attachment and dedication towards the house, can sometimes be bordering obesesssion! She so fears that ! you can see everytime in the convos of her leaving the house, whether it would have been with Kesar or MB...you could see her fears reflecting in her eyes. She is clinging to this house as a drowning man clings to an anchor... just like she clung to MB's feet at the end of the episode...of all the people and I would say even more than Kesar...MB knows Gulaal's attachment towards this house...
But enough of Gulaal this is saffron thread *ahem* *ahem*😆 I know one particular CC is going to give me jhapat If I dont start the saffron boy analysis😆
So here it goes:
KRML 10/8
We all know he is gonna take over the moment PB hits the bottom rock of any semblance of manners ...and you can see Gulaal's disbelief at this behaviour! and I just loved how Kesar gave PB's own medicine back and did not wait for those women to leave but announced it, right in front of them!
I am taking MY WIFE out of this hole hell!!
He puts a wonderful logic..how can they distrust this woman and alienate her in just one day? After being with her, staying with her and almost worshipping her for like 10 years??
And Paanba is like the worst character volte face ever! She is ready to let her son go without a sign of regret or unhappiness?
Well that brings me to this thought that Kesar never did hold much attachment with any of the members...Somehow if the situation would have been reversed, and Gulaal would have left the house (I Know, damn impossible that is ) because of Kesar, ..can we imagine the family members letting Gulaal leave like this??? The whole family as if acknowledges that Kesar can never be without Gulaal...I did not really see any family member except Sarufai's some random words telling Kesar not to leave becase of Gulaal and leave Gulaal to her fate alone!
As Kesar had said that day in the kitchen, when Gulaal was trying to pataofying him...That there was a bond established between them, that haqq, the moment Gulaal had stepped in that house...
Now that bond will be redefined as they step outside the house which had been their safe haven, their bonding place...basically for both of them the house had been 'Vasant'...and now they are stepping away from this...that shadow!
I think Kesar has detached 'Vasant' and this house since the show down but for Gulaal ...it is still in process...the moment she is dragged away from the house and finds that the house is where Kesar is...I think she would understand where her priorities and heart are!
But that would again take sometime! Right now the 'going away' has almost made her dead! and so KEsar does take control! you could see the pati haq he puts! LOL since monday he has started this 'PAti rap' as my dear CC puts it...and Gulaal! Gulaal doesnot even put a token of resistance on that! She is as if accepting anything that comes her way head down, thinking of it as a penalty, with just Kesar as the only guiding light in the dark dark hell that her life has become!!
Though I saw the whole episode this way that the full circle has come.
Years back she STAYED in the house FOR him and today he LEAVES the house FOR her...
You know when she says that 'I cannot leave the house like this!' and he says 'Ofcourse WE will leave!'
I just love, love the subtle points, the not so overly done dialogues that CVs put and leave us to mule over!
He doesnot let her think even in her subconcious mind that she is alone! it is not HER leaving the house! it is THEM leaving the house!
And when SF tells him that he should not be leaving the house and family for her in this time...he could see the disgust on his face! He does not go on pointing the 'family' and its deeds...for him it has NEVER been the family but HER and only her!
He stayed away from the family because he wanted to stay away from HER ...and he decided to leave the family because he cannot LEAVE her...
I think the whole 'family' knows it so nobody said this except for SF who probably doesnot know Kesar's attachment towards Gulaal in depth!
JK happy because now MB's family is leaving him just like her family is alienated from her...the house will see what it is without Gulaal!
But the way Kesar asks her whether she trusts her or not!!
The question again goes unanswered as Talli barges in !!
you know this is the second question that the CVs have kept open! there was one that came up in the 9th wala episode too!
When Revji bhai had asked Gulaal 'What is in this house that would make her stay anymore?'
And did you see the Camera zoomed in on Kesar's face ...all expectant look spread on his face as if willing Gulaal to say 'Kesar!' ...*sigh* I so waited with baited breath but that never fructified
And today also...I so wanted her to say that 'YES...I trust you implicitly, just like the way she had said during that convo on KEsar's anger and Kesar's 'on the seventh heaven' expression after that😳😳😳
But anyways...he asked That does she trust her! these are so vital answers for Kesar!
It was so important for him because her trust would make him conquer the world and make a 6 floored building on the moon defying the 6times less gravitional force in there😳
And By God Bless him the way he stops Talli from coming after them! trying every reason to evade her looming presence between them😆 and finally the master stroke! Think of Gulaal! she would be blamed if you leave with us!! and Talli relents ! whew! Thank God for that!
And it is so good to see him taking decisions! when Talli suggests her home, he quickly agrees ...because Gulaal is in no position to take decisions! and anyways! for her, if she is not in this house, she might be in a jail or dungeon, it wont make a difference to her!
The ashirwad ceremony! SF does a volte face so what was new! the only scene that appealed to me was the MB scene! he so loves Gulaal and Gulaal, him! I think she was most hurt by his taking away his feet! And KEsar knows this...just look how he looks at MB and then to Gulaal!
He doesnot even bother if MB is giving ashirwad to him or not! he is damn angry at what he did to Gulaal and concerned on how she takes it!
He has seen MB's and Gulaal's talk about Gulaal's future. MB knows how much Gulaal cares for this house and is probably the only one who is not upset because of some stupid reasons other than being grossly hurt at this thing being kept a secret! To some extent his anger is the same as Kesar ...how could Gulaal not trust him enough to share this with him! and perhaps that is why Kesar is angry that if he can understand, why can't MB? Why cant he stand up and protect Gulaal against this wholesome attack! why cant he see that it is happening the same way as Gulaal had predicted...there is no one in the house now! everybody has left and is going separate ways! Vasant's dream is shattered!
I wonder both son and mother are so detached...I would have had a heartattack had my mother said what PB said in answer to MB's suggestion of leaving in the morning! I guess he was a bit hurt! you cold see on his face! and See Gulaal is looking at him at that point of time, knowing that he would be so hurt by his mother's callous nature!
But as PB goes on and on about it is better they both leave ASAP, you can see the utter helplessness on both their faces
They both are so in sync with each other...
As I said, it is again the world against them all over again and they are together!
I wish Kesar would quote what Gulaal had said a long time back'
'Hum dono ek dusre ke kavach hai😳'
Talli Gulaal scene...just made me wonder about the open Vocal support of Talli...she was as if announcing to one and sundry of her love towards Gulaal ...Just like Kesar😆...
And the last scene! Gulaal at MB's feet! I just wish that at least he understands! I really dont want him to relent at this point of time! 😆 Because I want them out and alone😳...but really MB's ashirwad is so important for Gulaal! I just wish that he wishes her good luck ! That is it!
And one another thing I was wondering, I was actually hoping that Kesar would announce today that he too knew this thing since 10 years...Dont know, but he did not😕 am wondering when that would come out!
9th and 8th wala coming up😳