Originally posted by: -Srushti-
Okie.So we see Kesar coming there and Talli all shy why (aarggghhh!! God Give me patience and help me concentrate on Kesuda...and not on various torture methods of killing Talli phulli😡😡)
Kesar, I know to some extent am not happy with him on dragging Talli in this mind game and ego clash with Gulaal...
But you know...I cant completely blame him, because if you see this conversation, he had fully trying to convince Talli in not getting married to him...
Infact, his opening lines were 'Tu ye kyun kar rahi hai?'
The same lines that Talli asked him the day before and had found that he had been sleeping...makes me wonder whether he was actually sleeping at that point of time...
And then Kesar dwells deeper into the 'love' declared by Talli and ofcourse finds 'Gulaal' mania...
and I really cry for that Kesar who had run behind Gulaal the day before, begging her, that she can make everything alright...she has that power...
Such transformation that one sentence did...When Gulaal gave her final take on their relation 'Mujh par mere Vasant ke alava kissi ka haq nahi'!! and a broken Kesar!!!! asking, crying , breaking into several pieces...and asking again and again...'Mera koi haqq nahi!!' unable to believe...
As I said..he trusted her like anything...he so completely put himself in her hands...like the child we throw in the air and it still laughs because it knows we will catch him...This time Gulaal failed to catch him..because she was just too frightened to show human emotions, too higher up to succumb to that helpless cry from Kesar...
And Kesar changed...and boy! how he changed...
There was a time, when a name made him so happy..he was so happy that people worshipped her, believed in her, loved her, adored her...he was not even worried about her power over her and the whole family..
but now Talli;s words about Gulaal and her influence on her decisions made him go mad...so mad that you could see anger in his eyes...and the menace in his voice that would send the chill down your spine...and the BG 'Whoa!!! ' ...Talli is not only dumb...she is deaf too...she was smiling as if he was saying sweet nothings to her 🤢...
Kesar warned her so many times...he gave her a leeway to get out too...but she wont listen...
It is ironical though ...you know what Kesar said when Talli asked him whether he wants to marry her because Gulaal said something ...he said that he is not like her as he would not let anyone (read : Gulaal ) influence his decision...But the truth is that the whole decision is influenced by Gulaal...to prove her wrong or whatever...It is Gulaal and Gulaal alone who has influenced this decision...and that is what Kes-Gul so ultimate...
you can hate, you can abhore...but you cannot ignore the other...
I am actually surprised at the mota cupid's token resistance...I thought she would raise hole helll...!! but I guess the way Kesuda takes over the discussion of 'Manao Jamna for wedding' ...It is obvious that later on the mota cupid has become hand in glove with Saffron...😆 God bless her mota soul😆and the way Kesar tells her and in turn talks to Gulaal asking her approval about what he said..Brilliant...Gulaal should have understood there and then na!!!
and the way he tells Sudha bhabhi to pick up the first date ...Gulaal did feel something wrong...but I guess she could not just come to terms with the truth...she is just too happpy now that what she had set out to do years back, is now finally being done...she can hardly show apprehension on that can she??
But I so wish that Kesar had seen Gulaal's scene with Motabha...She is tired and vulnerable and apprehensive...because Motabha was so damn right...what right will she have to live in the house...she is not Vasant's widow..she is not Kesar's wife...she is nobody for this house...
and it hits Gulaal finally...and she breaks down...I hated her begging...literally!!!!! but I loved Motabha today!! and even otherwise Manoj Joshi is a fantastic actor...and how he consoles her but still sticks to her decision and not approving the marriage...I loved loved him... and felt sorry for him too...he feels so neglected now!! nobody asks him for anything..they just decide it...that also reflected when he asked Gulaal when she came..is everything decided in K-T marriage???
meaning there by he is not a part of it anymore...
and aha!! *feeling hot hot hot* *fans herself*
as I see saffron clad in green😳...and then we see the bandariya smiling and me just close my eyes ...
And did someone see that look Gulaal and Kesar exchanged when Sudha did Aarti...*sigh*...I seem to have lost the Kesar who used to get happy shappy at one sight of Gulaal's smile directed to him...and right now!!! I see him staring at her and giving that sarcastic smile...and is it me or Gulaal had a sad smile on her face when she smiled at Kesar??? She so knows that something is being taken away from her...Hopefully
and we have Chunni badnaam pulling back Talli's hand as Kesar tries to put ring on her finger...Chunni why dont you pull that finger and break it🤢...
And ofcourse KEsar who is not interested in playing the games, says with a smile that he needs to find another bride (Chal Jhoothe!! you are looking at her right now..) because he does look at Gulaal...and Gulaal suddenly gets apprehensive that Kesar will actually walk out and she pushes Talli's hand towards KEsar!! and by God! the munda is quick!! he grabbed her hand like an eagle swooping down and getting hold of its prey in its beak!!!
And I ofcourse have nothing to say about blind as a bat Talli and her Chunni badnaam saheli😡...
And Gulaal is all embarassed..and all confused...and loved how Kesar turns back and asks Paan ba now what? since he has got the wrong hand??? ..
Did somebody feel that it was actually directed to Gulaal???
Naturally, Kesar never asks Paan ba...the day Gulaal came in the house, PB has ceased to exist for Kesar...he has always asked Gulaal about these things...but today!! today he made it clear that he is taking control!!! he is not going to take her opinion, he is not going to do what she says!! I love this love me hate me thing going on...but ofcouse My health is not liking this...the palpitations are way above normal level😆
and ofcouse JK our most beloved cupid says that who knows it is wrong or right hand😆
and then ofcourse the ring ceremony...the less said about it the better...
and we finally had a confrontation...and me literally shivering from that confrontation...
hehe..the moment we saw Gulaal alone in the kitchen, we knew it was coming na...
The way he comes, the way he tells Gulaal that he is hungry..and that he wants to eat right now...so reminded me of that Kesar still wanting that 'exclusiveness' from Gulaal...however hard he becomes, his existence revolves around that centre...whatever corner of room he is standing, his eyes never leave her...she is the center of his universe...she is his raison d'etre...the reason behind everything...his nemesis and his salvation all in one😳
that one look he gives her...should have solved all the queries...ever wonder why he decided to marry Talli instead of plain exercising his rights over Gulaal?? instead of choosing to bring out Dushyant in open, he chose to keep quiet...
There can be no way he could hurt her like that...he cannot go beyond her...so he is doing what she wanted all along...
and ofcourse in doing that he is hurting someone else...but then when had he ever thought beyond Gulaal???
Never!!!
I still think he only came there to have some moments with her...if he wanted to reveal, he would have done that later when everybody is gone...but he wants her to feel the pain he is going through while doing everything he has done today!!!
He told her...that ...in the end when he said that she had spoilt THREE lives...his, Talli's and HERS!!!
hers!!! that is what was so important!!
and that is what he always asks her everytime...he did today also!!!
when Gulaal said sorry about her behaviour and that now everybody is happy especially Talli...
and he asked 'Aur tu'?? that is such a patent 'Kesar question' for Gulaal!!! even MB asked her today!! but then Kesar always does this...everytime...where does HER happiness lies...and she goes on about her promise which makes him mad!!!
I loved how he makes her feed the sweet and watches her...a hint of small sad smile lingering on his face when she was crying and talking to him...but then her promise ranting and the way he catches her hand and crushes the sweet!!...*shocked and frightened to the core*
The frustration, the anger the ultimate lose of control ..the way he tells her tht ...the way he suddenly turns devil...and how he waited for the engagement to be over to make her repent how wrong she is to make everyone's life miserable with her decisions...how she has spoiled three lives...WhoA!! made me so afraid!!
But it gave me hope..for so many reasons...the thing that he announced his intention BEFORE marriage...he has put the ball in Gulaal's court...now it is her who has to make the decision...and As I already put in another thread...ab Gullu kya karegi!!!
She has to stop this one..and how would she look opposing the very thing that she had cheered for since years...and how would she go about it...and the way Kesar is going through this...it sure is frightening...
so let us wait and watch,...
am putting my prediction in the next thread...
whoo! long post!!😆
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