So after much trouble finally caught the epi on some shady website.
So Sai and Virat both asked each other some good questions.
Sai was bang on when she told virat that he only told everyone selectively what he wanted them to hear and not the full truth. Half truth is as bad as full lies. Sadly Virat has manipulated yhis situation in a manner where Sai/Samrat are still going to be hurt. Samrat will see that pp faked the reconciliation and Sai toh already is broken....
She asked him if he is forcing pp to move on because he is worried to apnao pp- his brothers wife because of family izzat etc. This is a 100 % logical question. And nothing Sai said is unreasonable. But virat has decided that he "owes" her no explanation.
I don't understand how he expects Sai to understand everything if he wont explain things.
The only good thing Virat did was apologize for putting Sai in an embarrassing situation in front of her friends. Small mercies.
Virat asked Sai what shivani asked her- why does it affect you.
Sai has acknowledged it as a reasonable question but doesn't have an answer for it yet so she denies caring. But its obvious she does. At least she stopped to acknowledge out loud that - haan , farak toh nahi padna chahiye....
This argument went from one topic to another like a typical spouse one.
I loved that even in the argument n hurt, Sai cares about his meds.
She also nicely/indirectly points out the difference in her n pp's "pyaar". Pp is also fake, artifice filled, with zero sense of righteousness- simply "begs" for love but if she truly cared she'd not have made virat go out when he was ill. Whereas Sai may yell/be stubborn/claim that she doesn't get affected- but ultimately she shows just how much she cares in the way she takes care of virat..made him take meds. And she said that she is not the kind of person thats going to beg for attention, love, ehmiyat. She doesn't want to "force" someone to love her. Pyaar hai toh hai, varna nahi. She does not want to be a compromise, a bojh.
Virat ends episode once again talking about his death- asking- will it affect you n Sai is immediately shaken up and shutting him up- so when will virat see that Sai's care, concern is all out of her love for him. She needs time to label it as love She will only realize n acknowledge her feelings when she gets clarification that this whole kaand with pp is not a compromise on virats part just to save izzat. And that he really does love Sai not pp. That he is not forcing himself to be with her just to fulfil an obligation, a zimmedari.
And when will Sai have a monologue asking herself n admitting at least to herself why Virat affects her....khud seh toh first she needs to realize that jer feelings run deeper than just affection/care....
Its not regular/normal care but that of someone who is family to her, who is the most important to her....
I skipped Samrat-pp scenes. Dont care. We know Samrat will sadly fall for pp's fake tears n fake stories and self victimization. God help him. Aur kya kahein...🤷😟 So didn't bother watching it to avoid pp's toxicity, stone face and the garbage she utters.
