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Chap-9
'Kiss me, close your eyes miss me,close your eyes kiss me...
I can wet your lips, and your fingertips, And happiness in your eyes...
kiss me close your eyes...
miss me close your eyes...
I was cherishing the taste of my Cadbury's. It felt wonderful. So wonderful after the hectic , tension filled state I was in. Leaving him in his bed, but not before covering him properly, as I had already checked his fever had gone down completely. So I got freshened and came downstairs, where Aditya had helped me in putting my maa's picture on the wall and along with it I lit a diya and had put garland on her picture. Ohh I had wished to make her fine , I had never given my hope on getting her better, but I guess once again destiny had other plans. And the rest was concluded by one and only his highness ruthless khurana. He even took my last wish rudely. The hurt was so deep that I just can't fathom what to do ot feel anything anymore. It had gone beyond. That now all I was feeling was numbness. But I desperately wanted to feel something more, I wanted to get over with this suffocating feeling. And what better than chocolate. So here I was sitting in the garden area inhaling the fresh and sweet fragrance of the flowers and relishing my chocolate. And moreover I needed extra energy to confront Mr. Bipolar ruthless beastly khurana in his den.'
'Oh my my , here I am on the verge of having an heart attack and my princess is relishing the chocolate, licking her fingers ohhh so seductively. '
'I was beyond enraged and turned on seeing my exotic veauty having a moment of a lifetime, that too without me and thus I had to break it to bring her back to reality.'
'It felt so good to see him enraged and restless, I kept quite not replying him at all. Now I won't let him toy with me according to his moods. He has to make his mind for once and all. And trusting him with my heart will take a lifetime. Now can I take the risk of being his guilty pleasure once again, no and never that's not gonna happen now.'
'I am talking to you geet damn it, would you mind replying back.'
'I was so furious, she was neglecting me.'
'Still she just kept quiet and was busy in having her chocolate. '
'Suddenly I find her scrunching her nose in disgust like a small child.'
'And it made me frown, though I too felt some kind of bad smell too. But where was it coming from and as I lifted my arms I realised it was me.'
'I was disgusted, I smelled like a dirty hag. '
'I will be back soon, you stay here.'
'And I turned back to get freshened up, now I can't let a stinky confession ruin my life, can I?'
'Glad he was gone, now I could calm my nerves and feel the nature calmly, before the final thundering storm.'
'The warm water cascading down my body was not letting me sooth my burning nerves at all, because the only sight that I could see was that exotic chocolatious beauty in the garden. Ohh how I wanted to plant my lips on those chocolaty ones and have my way, how I wanted to suck those dainty fingers in my mouth till its last drop. How much I wanted to make her mine at that moment was simply painful to my groin. Anyways I just wanted to have a decent conversation with her at first clearing all her doubts and worries, including my apology and my heartfelt confession to her about my feelings for her, my undying love for her. I know it would not be an easy task at all, but I won't give up now at all, till I succeed. After loosing my mother I had lost myself again in the dark, unfortunate, cruel world. Once again the cruel destiny played its game. And I was on the verge of loosing my mind in that dark abyss. But her closeness , her care, her love for me made me realised that I was once again letting the destiny play with me and now I wouldn't let her to do so, I will fight with him tooth and nail this time no matter what. I will fight for my love, for my geet, my life and my lady love. I was a coward back then, hiding behind my insecurities, my so called guilt and in my blindness I was punishing us both cruelly unknown to the pain I had caused us both in the process. Oh what had I done, the past cannot be changed, but I plan to make our future blissful. With this firm determination I made my way downstairs once again, to witness my mother's pic on the wall, taking her blessings, I was on my way towards the garden area, where my destiny which will be written by me now was waiting for me.'
'I could feel his fragrance in the atmosphere, his warm breath on my shoulders, he was close, really close to me.'
'Closing my eyes, I took a deep breath and asked just a simple word while holding the letter infront of him as he turned me around.'
'WHY MAAN WHY?'
'Sigh and a deep breath was what I got in reply as he took by my hand towards the green luscious lawn. And we settled down leaning against each other just like before, as he took me in his embrace. And I waited with a soft breath, finally ready to hear the whole truth from his mouth.'
Precap-The conversation.
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