PART - 53MAAN cuddled her so firmly that she can hear the thumping of his weltreing heart very easily. She kissed on his chest and rubbed her hand softly to clam his anger and restlessness.
"i am only yours sweetheart,please calmdown.",Geet spoke softly.
She strokes his chest till his beats get back to normal. Geet glance on his stern face and saw lines on his forehead. Gradually his breathing get back normal and beats to. His tighten jaws start getting loosen. Maan glance in her eyes and leaned over her lips. He nibbled them provokatively. She wrapped her arms around his neck. She allowed him to deepened the kiss,pulling his nape more. He parted for a while. His eyes ever seems as hysterical as it was that moment. She knows very well that he can only be calmed by her love. His lashes were smoky dark by desires.
"love me Maan.",She whispered what he wants to hear from her. Without wasting a sec he lifts her and moved towards their car.
Maan placed her on back seat and hovered over her. Though space was not much but enough for them. His aggression,frustration can only be settled down when he clamied her. Mark his posession on her. He kissed and licked the portion again and again where he touched her. She was his posession,and no one can have a right to touch her.
Maan is becoming possesive and wild by every passing day. Both crossed every limit of claming each other. Their day night passion will start effecting her health but she ignored. Less sleep and no time table of eating sufffering her health. Somya get worried seeing her condition and cautioned her indirectly but no one able to make them understand. 'Geet just look at yourself. I wont say that love making is wrong but not at the cost of your health.' when she dont hear, Somya talk strongly.
Her every caution is unhear by Geet deliberately because she cant say no to Maan. His desires and happiness will only matters her. Geet love him immensly and can do anything for him and in his insane love he wont see what he is doing.
From last couple of days Geet faints three times,but she doesnt told him. He only get alerts when she also start vomiting. Maan then get panicked and supports her. He bring her to room and try to make her breath even. "jaan are you ok?" stroking her head softly he asked worridely.
Geet quickly overpowered her condition and smiles to vanish his worries. "dont worry Maan i am fine." she lied for his sake.
"no i dont think so. We will go for your check up tomorrow." He said strongly.
Geet slipped in his arms and rested her head on his chest. "koi zarurat nahi hai. I know mujhe kya hua hai." She said in an excited voice.
Maan leaned over her. "tum doc ho?" he annoyed her.
"ha hu. Maan i wanna tell you but only after confirmation." she sat back and glance in his eyes.
"what kind of confirmation?" He supected.
She slipped more to him. "Maan i think..." she glance at him and he staring her knotted his brows. "i think i am pregnant." she said in a go and hugged him,hiding her face in his chest.
Maan was in a trance for a moment. He parted her to glance her gestures. "are you sure? I mean your are on pills na?" he was excited but have doubts too.
"yes i am, but i missed my periods from past two months." she had a valid reason for her claim.
Maan kissed her and both hugged in anticipation. "Geet i cant tell you how much happy i am. Geet jab humara baby aayega na to main usko bahut pyar karung or wo jo banna chahega main usko support karunga." Maan kissed her more and more. She can sensed the excitement in his voice. His dark eyes gleaming in happiness.
Geet feels the pain hiding behind his happiness. He wants to live his childhood again with his baby. He is eager to shower his love for which he yearning from ages. Which he never got from his father. "matlab tum usko bigadne wale ho?" she teased him lovingly.
"tum to nahi bigdi abi tak." he too teased her. Geet pouts and he cuddled her.
Next day he took to a doc for her check up. She do her test and they left. In evening Maan went to hospital for collecting her reports.
"achha hua aap aa gaye Mr. Khurana i'll waiting for you. Isse pehle ki main kuchh b btau i wanna ask you something. Kya Geet ko kabi heavy blood loss ya internal injuries hui hai? I need her complete medical history." the way she enquired made him suspected about her condition.
"kya baat hai doc? Aap ye sab kyu puchh rahi hai? I mean is everythink ok with Geet and baby?" Maan got worried.
"sorry to dissappoint you Mr. Khurana but she is not pregnant. Or na mrs. Khurana is condition me hai ki wo concieve kar sake." her wrinkled face gain more lines while talking about her,which clearly shows the sign of some problem.
"but how it can be possible? Geet k sare symptoms to yahi show karte hai.. Fir kaise?",Maan was astonished and not able to believe what she just told him.
"Mr. Khurana now can you pls tell me?",doc herself is worried for her.
Maan hesitated but he told her. "Doc actually..." his voice is died inside him. He was searching for words to tell her about his sin he committ to her. "Actually she had some internal injuries when she was raped..." his throat dried and eyes clenched for a moment. His shoulder stiffned and burden of that sin burning him again. "But is baat ko to der saal se zada ho gaya hai. Uske baad uska major accident hua tha almost died thi wo. Ek saal pehle or uske baad kuchh mahine pehle she was again hospitalized due her wrist injury. Kafi blood loss hua tha use us time bhi."he continued telling her about all the accidents she faced till now.
"Hmm... ok mr. Khurana one more question,do tell me how many times you get intimate with her?", her eyes narrowed and voice is hard.
Maan who was already went to guilt now is going to embrass too. He is looking blankly and doc repeats her question. Seeing no choice he tell her. "When we get a chance.", his eyes turn lower.
"What? Mr. Khurana i need clear explaination", she wont get his meaning.
Maan inhaled sharp. "5 to 7 times a day." He said in a go.
Her eyes popped out with a shock. "Daily?" She asked to confirm and he simply nodded yes. "Mr. Khurana dont mind but are you mad? Cant you see her condition? Apko pta hai apki wife k sath itne hadse ho chuke hai firr bhi. She is internally weak and have infection also. She missed her periods because of her accidents and heavy blood loss. Her bones going weaker and skin all lose her charm. Unka weight continously kam ho ra hai. Upar se intamacy ka itna stress unki body nahi seh pa rahi. Mr. Khurana have you any idea from what she is going through. Unki jaan b ja skti hai. She had a internal infection inside her overy which is increasing. Plus she is anemic. Agr aap apni wife ko zinda dekhna chahte hai to please take care of her and decrease the duration of your intimacy.", doc's words torn him aprt. Unknowingly Maan become the reason of her sufferings. His passion and desire become poision for his Geet,which she is inhaling happily without any complaint.
Maan hear doc's every instruction and agreed to her all terms. She strictly warned him not to consumate with her before 15days. Which means they only allowed to made love twice in a month only. And forget about the baby this time,as her body wont have a strength to carry a child inside her. Maan's soul is crying and he cursing himself. With heavy hearted he reached to KM. "Kya kahunga usse?kaise btaunga sab?" He asked to himself while moving towards their room.
Geet is sleeping as she get tired easily theses days. Maan went to their bed and glance her carefully. Now he notice who pale she was. Losting all her charm. Her arms turn limp and body is fragile. Still she never complaints about her pain coz she doesnt want to send him to his guilty trip. She loves him passionatly to keep him away from the dark memories. "I am sorry Geet. Apne pagalpan me kabhi dekh hi nahi paya k tumhare sath kar kya raha hu.", he mummered in his mouth. His eyes drop tear on her hand. Geet felt the wetness and start stirring. Seeing her moments Maan slipped back and moved inside the washroom. His anger is rosing on himself. He was cried silently under the shower. Hearing the noise Geet to came inside. She saw him and in a sec understands something is bothering to him.
"Maan are you alright?" Tum kab aaye or reports kaha hai?", she is reading his face.
Maan composed himself for his sake and bring her out dont wanna her drenched in night."Geet tum b na chhoti chhoti bato pe pareshan hone lgti ho.abi aaya bas." Maan pretend to show everything is fine in front of her.
"Maan dont lied to me. Kya hua hai?or tum ro kyu rae the?" She palmed his face and asked softly.
Maan is astonished. "Geet main MSK hu rota nahi rulata hu." He faked to be strong and hard.
"Maan shower me khade ho k tum tum mujhe dhoka nagi de skte. Ye pani ki boonde nahi mere Maan k aansu hai. Maan pls tell me,mujhe darr lag ra hai." Geet wiped off his tears and asking for the reason.
Maan is thinking and then told her."Geet doc ne kaha hai you are not pregnant." He only tell him a portion of whole truth.
Geet turned gloomed as she eagerly waiting for the momnt sply when she know what their baby means to him. "I am sorry Maan,main tumhe ek chhoti si khushi b nahi de pai." She felt guilty.
Maan embraced her softly. "Nai Geet mujhe baby nahi chahiye. I cried for you." Unknowingly he spoke out.
"Mere liye par kyu Maan?", Geet get confused.
"Wo doc ne kaha ki tum khati peeti nahi ho or weak b ho. Isliye aaj se sari laparwahi band. Abse tum time pe khogi or time pe hi sogi understood", Maan overpowered and satisfied her queries in his way. "Chalo ab jaldi se dinner karo firr sona hai."
"Or uske baad?" She asked mischiefly.
"Uske baad kuchh nahi. You need rest and me too. Bahut tired hu Geet." He convienced her.
Both eat and came back to their room. Maan made an excuse of office work and forced her to sleep. He promised to himself that from now hecwill take care of her...
PRECAP:- SORRY GUYS PRECAP SAME HAI. YE UPDATE ZARURAI THA. IN NEXT GEET WILL CONCIEVE HOW AND WHEN? WAIT FOR THAT.
Edited by richa_kapoor - 11 years ago
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