SS~ MARZ ~ LAST PART/NOTE pg/105/114 sept 26th :) - Page 42

Originally posted by: Vidhi24

Maan somewhere is right, not coming in between geet and her happiness was something a selfless lover would do, though he was not in first state.
Maan shown here like coming to geet when you are disturbed, having sex to relieve himselves from torment - geet feels that she was used, but somewhere she was the only one with whom with silence and love he showed his haq, though he being an idiot should have atleast showed some signs of commitment than this would had never taken place, but all done and said, hope maan don't do it now and atleast this time he shows his true love self, khushi, maan, baby and geet deserves a second chance and most probably their love that resides in their hearts.
Kabhi kabhi insaan khamosh rehkar apne dil ki baat, apne ehsaas, apne zasbat apne pyar tak pahuchana chahata hai, ki shayad vo bina uske bole hi use, uske pyar ko samaj jayega but idiot yeh nahi janta ki jisse use pyar hai who bhi to insaan hai, jo umeed aur pyar ke chote mote commitments chahata hai, jaise who khud ko samarpit karta hai bilkul waisa vo usse expect karta hai.
Maan shayad nahi chahta tha ki jis takleef aur pareshaaniyon se who guzaar raha hai use geet ke saath bate, kuch pal uske pyar ke bahoon mein guzaar who takleefon ko bhula to leta tha but uske badle apne hi rishte par sawal utha deta tha, hope use yeh samaj aa jaye ki haq dono ka hota hai, agar pyar karne ka hai to gum batne ka bhi hai.
Lamba tha na sorry... kuch jyada likh diya.
Waiting for you to write.

Originally posted by: vij10

cliff hanger Harika...hope Geet isnt heading for an abortion...uff...waiting to hear the past unfold . I am amazed at how beautifully you write such stories.

yipppeee di me dancing in my office right now my di is updating my fav SS di me waiting eagerly for the update aur di bada wala update dena plzzz mere liye😳

He never imagined in his wildest dream ever that while he was struggling with himself and his feelings back in London, geet was compromising with situations. He felt someone twisted the knife in his already bleeding heart learning about khushi. He had all the money, status with him and here geet was fighting to earn even a penny. He went speechless learning that khushi didn't even had a proper childhood. He wanted to establish himself as a successful businessman. It took him seven years ... Now had everything with respect to money, status but lagged in personal life. He regretted physical relationship with geet when he learned about the marriage of her, never thought that the regret was so right as it lead to the marriage, it lead a kid being deprived of father's love, deprived of her needs, desires.

He felt helpless for not being there for seven long years, the realization that geet made just then shook his existence questioning him, his love!! He was not there for his geet, he was not there for khushi. He understood how painful it was for geet to see khushi losing her childhood, maan couldn't bear the thought of the way khushi was adjusting herself to the situations.

He wondered as to how he would make up those seven years of his daughter, he wouldn't have left that way if he had known of khushi being his own blood right?? There was a difference being a parent to a baby who is biologically ours and the one who is just for namesake. He could only curse himself thinking about his ignorance. What shocked him was geet's words which hit him so hard, what did he think when he carried her to the bed that night?? He could have controlled himself?? But he did it intentionally, that was the only way he could get her, that was what he thought then

He was filled with guilt inside as he heard her say about abortion, he could atleast try to make things go fine for his kid he thought. But breaking him geet spoke,

You cant give her childhood maan neither can I do it!! khushi ne hamesha mujhe khushi diya, the regret got carved deep in my heart of giving birth to her. I never deserved to be a mother then, I shouldn't have taken such step knowing I wasn't good financially, I hate myself for killing my daughter ... Yeh kam tha that you again landed me into same situation??

This time he couldn't stop himself and said those words ... Geet not this time, please main shaadi karonga tumse, he pleaded holding her hands into his ... Nahi Mr. Khurana iss baar main wahi galti nahi karongi ... I wont let you play with my feelings, iss baar mere saath do zindagiyan judi hai, ek pal ke liye main khud ko samjha bhi longi lekin I cant see my children waiting for you the same way I was waiting for you since seven years, I cant trust you ... Saying she tried to leave the room thinking of ending the conversation but maan didn't want to budge not this time. He caught her wrist and pulled back with a force that geet fell on him, tripping ... Her eyes went red with anger, hand struggled to let go off but his grip tightened ... His hand clutched her waist freezing her movements ... dur jaana chahti ho mujhse?? Do you want to make this child another khushi?? Her eyes went teary hearing his harsh words which were indeed true, she stood rooted stopping that struggle of her!! maan's heart throat got chocked uttering such thing but it was needed. Geet lifelessly clung to him with burning sensation that rose in her abdomen, but she was quick enough to gather herself ... She stepped back with disgust on more on self deciding what she would do. Without a word she ran away mentally deciding to kill that life inside her.

A month back,

Chod mujhe pinky leave me, she rested her head on the bar counter, while everyone began to stare at geet for her demeanor for she was a respected employee in the office, more than that she was a widow at a tender age. Everything about her was something respectable, nobody knew as to why she seemed to be drawn away but they really liked her for her work. Shocking all of them she was drinking,

Tu hosh mein nahi hai geet please control yourself ... hum boss se baat karenge tu aise, she got up and snorted her nose giggling ... That bas***d was offering me bed and you say control myself??

Bed hi toh offer kiya tha leleti na?? Pinky replied irking geet further with her stupidity, she knew pinky was useless but this much she didn't even imagine ... geet got so much ignited watching rahul from far away who was looking at her still with lustfully eyes, his words played back in her mind ... she moved and slapped him hard on his face.

If you feel that I am a widow and ill land up on your bed toh sochna bhi mat, bohut dekh liya maine not anymore ... Pinky came from behind and closed geet's mouth, pulled her towards the exit. She struggled to let go off from the grip and screamed when they reached out, that bas***d needs it pinky why did you pull me?? Geet was about to walk in again but pinky held her wrist and hauled her ... hamare boss ka beta hai woh, do you know what you are doing?? You will lose your job, khushi ka kya karegi?? This is the only way you can bring her up!!

She fainted as the reality sink in her, she didn't even know as to when the liquor overtook her senses. Pinky didn't know what to do, she patted geet's cheek but it was of no use.

Ill take care of her you can leave, a voice came from behind ... Pinky knew who it was, it has been a week ever since they started working with khuranas and whenever maan used to look at geet or talk to geet she felt they were related previously. She didn't know how but they were related she understood that much. And now when maan asked pinky to leave geet with him, she moved away not wanting to come in between!!

He took geet to his house, dadima looked at maan with anger filled eyes for getting a woman home at that part of night, maan who is she?? Itne raat gaye aap kisko ghar leke aaye?? she asked, but when her gaze fell on geet's face she softened knowing she was the one whom maan loved.

Is she drunk?? Dadima checked geet's forehead ... He rested geet in his room and watched her intently, well now he knew the truth of geet's life!! After seven years he came to India for business purpose, he had to work with mehta's for few months and that's where he found geet as an employee. What shocked him was her appearance, her cotton sarees, simple plane ones, her hair tied to a bun, no bindi, no jewellary. He then found out the reason of geet's marriage, he was shocked, broken, how foolish he had been all the while?? He wanted geet to be back in his life ... he tried talking to her, he wanted khushi but she didn't agree, infact that only landed into an argument. And now in the party he discovered the torture geet was going through!! He failed once again to stand for her, tears made out from his eyes while dadima rested her hand on his shoulder,

Kyun nahi aaye aap wapas maan, ek baar jaanne ki koshish toh karte ki geet kaise thi ... Bas chale gaye London bina kuch soche??

Nahi soch saka dadima ... Not after what we shared ... love cant be selfish!! Mujhe laga ki agar main geet se milne ya baat karne ki koshish karonga toh shaayad uski shaadi mein problem hogi, I had already taken her sanity ... We crossed every limit, I didn't want all that to come back to geet, I couldn't let her marital life in trouble, that's the reason I stayed away!! Yeh soch nahi paaya ki khushi meri thi, kaise sochta I had seen geet with saket in the hospital together ... Main milne ki koshish karta toh I donno how her husband would have reacted, uss din mujhe un dono ki rishte ke baare mein kuch nahi pata tha, I wanted her to be happy with him!!

Precap: And they consummate!! 😳 shoba di sorry to keep you wait kaan pakading love you ❤️

As everyone wanted a long update I gave it!! will post next part depending on your comments the more I get them the faster I update!!

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