MG OS : Trust ..

Twisting turning ..she was still awake past mid night .. rolling on the bed of her side ..wide awake playing with a black thread ..a smile touched her lips when she glanced down at her mangalsutra ..n she closed her eyes ..again in an attempt to sleep but in vain .. poor girl was so much addicted to the warmth of her husband's embrace that a night on her friend's house without him was so unbearable …the feel of his touch …the warmth of his love …the intense eyes …his passionate hold ..n all those possessive claims from past an year flashed in front of her eyes making her go red with the amount of wetness she was feeling below just with the thought of thr moments together …

she opened her eyes yet again with a smile ..blushing ..saw the moon shinning up in the sky from the slits of the open door to the balcony ..she turned n saw her friend sleeping like she haven't slept since ages … gosh this lazy head didn't even cared to close the door of the open balcony ..she thoughts n stood up to close as it wasn't safe to keep it open at this late hours ..now standing at the end of the open balcony she gazed the shimmering stars n glowing moon ..with a pout ..remembering her 6 month anniversary n thr 1st night ..his claim n those words in the open beech wrapped in the warmth of his arms …!! well yes they didn't consummated on thr SR coz she gave her words that she won't give in to a strangers demands ..so that's her a bold rich spoilt girl ..now an uncrowned queen n a ever to lovable DIL … n best friend to her SIL …not to forget a very possessive n lovely wife ..she stood thr admiring the glowing moon ..remembering his words ..

His love filled deep ocean eyes n His words …oh god he is capable of making her legs turn jelly with just his one memory ..but the thing he said that night ..she use to feel the same admiration in his eyes every day ..every minute around him ..she looked up to moon pouting ..cursing her friends ..

Geet : I hate her …mene kitna try kiya iss ko samjhane ka I won't stay here over night but this devil na maan …aapko pata hai na yeh kaisi hai …even after my clear declaration that I want to be with u ..she house arrested me ..gosh I can't believe she actually locked up the main door so that I couldn't leave ..grr I hate it ..i hate it so much ..mujhe neend bhi nahi aarahi aapke bina …(making cry baby face)… I wish aap yahan ajao ..(looked at the moon pleading) ...

plzz maan ajao na this idiot have locked up my mobile don't know whr after making u a call .. (making a puppy face pointing at the moon) ..I know aap bhi jag rahe hu na ..!! ..i promise aaj ke baad na aapki koi baat nahi taloongi ..aapne kaha tha nahi jaane ko but me hi duffer hoon is stupid nisha ki birthday bash mien agayi …uhh ..abhi kya karoon yeh suraj devta bhi aaj kitni dair laga rahe hain prakat hone mien …

Well her prayers for now was in vain …maan wasn't going to come here at 3 am ..was he ..?? ..sighed she was going back to her room to try n sleep ..just before she could reach the balcony door ..someone jerked her backward n she fell on some-ones rock hard chest ..

She lost her balance n her heart beat as well ..n clutched the shoulder of the person tight to support herself ..while the person held her waist tightly …the minute she gained her conscious to what exactly happened she snapped her head up n pushed the intruder with great force ..n the person jerked up a bit ..she felt suffocated ..n was about to yell at top of her lungs thinking of the person to be some thief but her voice died in her throat the moment she saw who was standing in front of her ..n a low whisper came from her mouth out of shock ..

The person smiled ..n stood straight looking at her for a moments n then hugged her tight .. crushing her in his hard frame ..while she stiffened ..felt suffocated ..but was in shock her body was paralyzed but mind running in a marathon with so many question ..how is he here ..?? how he knew her whereabouts ..?? why is he here ..?? n what if somebody saw her with him ..?? what will maan think ..??

The last question just shook her whole existence as maan's love filled face came in front of her eyes ..n she pushed him with full force ..n he fell down with the effect ..while she see around if some body saw them hugging ..sweating furiously ..scared till death she stood thr petrified ..n started taking back steps ..while he stood up confused ..n said with a throaty groan ..

She was scared ..her eyes turned wet seeing him ..she was sweating with fear ..the black page of her life she never ever wanted to even remember after she married maan was standing right in front of her .. n the only thought came to her mind was simply that what maan will think if he got to know about her past ..she never told any thing to him …what will happen ..?? but vikraant continued to take steps towards her while she kept going backward with each of his step finally colliding with the edge of the balcony railing ..looking around if she could go a inch more away from him ..n his gaze ..it was making her feel disgusted …

Vikraant : What happened geetu ..y are u fearing ..?? its me ur Vicky ..itna darr kyun rahi ho tum ..?? (he tried cupping her face with his palm but she inched away with fear) geet itna paraya kar diya ..?? see I know 1 saal pehle jo huya that was un-fateful ..u never wanted to marry that MSK …but ur father pressurized u ..n so only u left me ..but not now geet .. u don't have to live with that person any more …look at me geet …dekho mujhe ..tumhare dad ne mujhe iss liye reject kiya tha na ke I was a normal middle class poor guy but ajj …aaj I have everything ..everything to bring that smile to ur face ..everything to give u every comforts …abb tumhain iss un-chahe rishtey mien rehne ki zarorat nahi hai ..

There was a strange madness in his eyes ..a hidden command was thr in his words that felt more like order than a plead or request … she was horrified seeing the person she loved ONCE in her college time in front of her ..this wasn't Vicky …this wasn't the person she loved once ..he was some body else ….she was sure but for now all she wanted was to get away from this filthy proximity of his ..his breath was fanning her face n she was feeling suffocated …every second was like she was being burnt in hell's fire with him so close to her ..tears cascaded down her eyes feeling so disgusted to even breath in the same air as his …n she pushed him away n went to the other end of the balcony …panting ..crying ..silently calling for maan .. praying that he some how come here n save her from this moment ..but alas she have to face him …wiping her tears she turned around only to see vikraant searching for something on the floor ..she was confused n he said casually ..

Wohh humari rings …remember tumhain ek ring pair pasand aaya tha last year but I couldn't afford it ..mene wohh buy kar liya ..but I guess kahin gar gayi ring ..pocket mien hi thi dono but …(he found it) … see wohh rahi mil gayi ..

he went towards her to make her wear it but she went away ..n stood looked away from him clutching her mangalsutra .. praying for once to give her the courage to say it all …

Geet : vikraant its too late now ..meri shaddi hu chuki hai ..i am someone else's wife .. (but be4 she could continue further he came ahead n held her from her shoulder) ..but u don't love him ..yeh shaddi zabardasti karayi gayi thi ..u are mine geet .. mien hoon tumhara pehla pyaar ..(she snapped his hand off her n went away frustrated)… y can't u get it .. yeh sab .. yeh sab pagal pan hai ..tum pagal hu gaye hu ..jao yahan se ..i don't ..i don't love u any more vikraant ..yeh sach hai kabhi mere dil ne tumhare liye kuch mehsoos kiya tha but aaj .. aaj iss pal I only belong to maan …mera mann ..meri aatma ..mera wajood sab unn se jora hai ..i love him from the depth of my heart ..(she cried fearing to loose maan with this one truth of her life which she never wanted ) …plss meri baat ko samjho aur chale jao yahan se ..

vikraant's eyes were turned red with fury ..he clutched the ring in his palm tight making it bleed ..looked at her with a volcano bursting up in his heart ..he loved this lady so much n here she is saying she got over him in just one year …was her love this shallow to fade away with just this worldly thread of marriage ..was thr nothing in between thr souls that connected them …he was living his whole 1 n year In a hope that his geet must be going through hell n he should make himself capable enough to take her out of that hell but here she is all so happy forgetting about him …forgetting about THEM …??

Geet looked down with guilt ..she knows she have hurt him …she know this man loved her truly ..but then she had no control over her heart which fell from maan .. thr wasn't at all ..in this moment as well she just can't say what it was that made her forget him in just a matter of few months but yes one thing she is sure of is now she is in love with her husband .,..her maan n she will never be able to take if he ever even thought of leaving her …her brain was only occupied with this only thought n she failed to notice with her blur teary eyes that vikraant was heading towards her n be4 she could react she was pinned to the railing of the balcony wall ..she bend back In the air to create gap in thr faces petrified with his demeanor ..

Vikraant : Tou what was b/w us an year back ..han geet bolo what was all that ..those promises ..kya tha who sab ..(he yelled on top of his voice) jawab do Mrs.Geet Maan Singh Khurana ..kya tha un kasmoon wadoon ka matlab …(he held her face desperately looking at her with a sheer madness) bolo geet ..plzz bolo kyun ……?? ..tum jhoot bol rahi hoon na .. u don't need to worry of that MSK geet …hum abhi yahan se bhag jayenge ..he will never get to know whr u went ..plzz ek baar bolo ..

Geet made a horrified face listening to his word n pushed his hands off her face n went away ..with a sudden confidence ..she looked at her mangalsutra once again ..n said without even wanting to look at him ..

Geet : Jawaab tum ne khud dee diya vikraant …wohh saare wade ..wohh har kasam tumhain ek larki ne diye thay ..kisi ki beti ne ..kisi ki behen ne …jo GEET HANDA thi ..but aaj jis ko tum un wadoon aur kasmoon ki duhai de rahe hu ..woh kisi ki patni hai ..kisi bahu hai ..kisi ki bhabi hai ..kisi aur ke ghar ki aabroo hai ..wohh MAAN SIGH KHURANA ki GEET hai …. vikraant mien nahi janti ke yeh kab aur kaise huya ..par aaj ..iss pal mien ..maan ke bina mien jeena bhi chahoon tou mera dil mujhe dhoka de dega .. meri saansien mera saath chor dengi ..kyun ke meri har dharkan maan ka naam lekar chal rahi hai ..har saans mien unki khushbo ki garmi basi hai ..tou kaise jee paongi unke bina mien … yeh sach hai ke ek waqt tha jab mien tumhare liye apni jaan bhi de sakti thi par aaj ..aaj vikraant maan se door jane ka khayaal hi meri jaan le raha hai …tou kiya kahoon mien iss ko …yeh pyaar hai ya kuch aur mien nahi janti …yeh bhi nahi janti ke jo tum se kiya wohh pyaar tha ya kuch aur ….par mien maan ke bina na reh sakti ..tum agar mujhe bewafa kaho tou keh lo vikrant ..par mien maan ki nazroon mien bewafa ban kar shayad ek pal bhi zinda na reh paon ..i beg of u vikraant chale jao yahan se …plzz chale jao ..pichle 1 saal mien har pal har lamha bas ek hi dua ki mene ke maan ko kabhi mere ateeth ke bare mien pata na chale … pehle apne dad ki kasam nibha rahi thi ..par kab wohh kasam mera darr bann gayi mujhe pata hi nahi chala ..vikraant agar maan ko pata chal gaya tou shayad wohh ek baar mujhe maaf bhi kardien par uss ek pal mien jitna dard maan ko huga uss ke liye mien kabhi apne aap ko maaf nahi kar pongi ..iss liye plzz ..plsss zindagi mien agar ek pal ke liye bhi mujhe tum ne sacha pyaar kiya hai na tou chale jao yahan se …plzz chale jao …

She was shaking with this sudden scenario in her life just a few hours be4 she was giggling smiling ..yearning to be with him n now …just in few minutes things turned so drastically …she never even wanted to face him again ..just wanting to run away from the bitter truth of her life that she once loved some one else other than maan …which she actually forgot ever since maan claimed her ..claimed her soul ..her heart ..!! her mind was so much occupied with him n thr relation ..she forgot her past completely n this sudden encounter made her so scared ..she wasn't a cheat ..she wasn't betraying maan behind his back she was a loyal wife n a responsible DIL but still the guilt of hiding something so important from the person she owed her life to, was eating her ..n she started taking big steps to exit the balcony but his words stopped her in her track ..

Vikraant : Geet itni asaani se mien tumhain maaf nahi karne wala ..what did u thought ..mien koi saint nahi hoon jo tum meri feelings ke saath kheloo aur mien kuch na karoon …agar mujhe mera pyaar nahi mila tou I promise u that Mrs.Geet Maan Khurana ..tum dono ko bhi tumhara pyaar nahi milege ..ill tell each n everything of our relation to that A*****e husband of urs ..

But be4 he could continue she placed a tight slap right on his cheeks making him bleed n fell on the ground ..n she said with a sheer anger n hatred ...

Geet : Dare u say a single word about my maan with ur filthy mouth …n now u have proven that my parents n my heart was right to select maan at every step ..get lost mr.vikraant ..u are no body to me from this moment just get lost …I hate u ..i hate u …

She turned away with disgust shown evidently n Vikrant smirked wiping the blood from the corner of his lips n stood up going away from thr not be4 saying …

Vikraant : I'll say to him everything geet from the first time I proposed u ..till the moment we shared our 1st kiss n to the night we spent alone lost in the college camp …he will never look back at u .. just the way u are not ..

Geet petrified first with his words then turned towards him n jerked his collar ..

Geet :Nothing happened that night ..nothing ..n maan will believe me more than u bloody B******d ..he ll kill u the moment u'll utter anything ..n trust me ..even if I confessed he will forgive me for my honesty ..i know him ..i know my maan too well ..the only thing stopping me ever since is the pain of that moment in his eyes ..i will never be able to bear it n that the reason I am bearing this pain of guilt .. but u ..now I don't even feel sorry for u ..just get lost be4 I kill u with my own hands ..

Vikrant held her hands firmly ..n looked into her eyes ..thr was this mad trust ..a kind of strong determination she was holding ..he never saw her like this ..he couldn't understand her reason to hide the truth .. was she really in love with that husband so deeply ..?? the only question in his mind ..

Vikraant : Itna vishwash mujhe par tou nahi kiya kabhi ..

Thr was so much of hurt pain n hatred she just didn't know how to explain her side to him right ..but ..

Geet : Abb tou samajh jao vikraant ..i love him ..only him ..plzzz go away ..plzzz chale jao .. maan ne itne se waqt mien mujhe zindagi bhar ki khushiyan de di ..mien kabhi nahi sehh paongi agar meri waja se maan ko thori bhi takleef huyi tou ..plzz chale jao ..

Both turned in opposite direction with tears …vikraant couldn't believe she was the same girl who loved him despite the fact that he wasn't any where near her standard ..then what actually happened in this one year that she lost every ounce of her love for him ..all he could see in her eyes was the undying trust n unshakable compassion for her husband .. he was in a fix what he said few min back should he do this ..should he tell maan n break her paradise ..should he avenge her ..?? since one month he was trying to meet her least did he know it is easy to meet maan but meeting his most treasured possession was next to impossible for a stranger like him …

While geet was crying ..sobbing with hiccups when she saw her best friend Nisha standing in front of her with a hurtful painful expression … geet stood thr in tears .. not knowing what will happen next ..it was the moment she never wanted to face in her life .. but what vikrant said scared the hell out of her ..no ways she can loose maan ..she is living to be with him ..n what if vikrant told maan everything …what will happen she was sure maan will understand her fear ..but will thr relation be the same ..will maan be the same ..?? she was numb tears didn't stop n she stood thr head dipped down ..when Nisha came forward n hugged her tight ..

Nisha : Shh ..nothing will go wrong ..jij loves u a lot .. he will understand ur fear to loose him kept u numb about this .. plzz relax karo .. he really loves u .. sab theek huga geet ..

Geet cried in the hug …n asked like a baby after loosing his fav toy ..

Geet : Who mujhe maaf kadenge na nish .. he hates lie ..n lairs .. mien bas darr gayi thi if he backed out after knowing the truth …jab shaddi huyi I never thought of him so important to share all this aur jab samajh aaya that he was the most important person to know about Vicky n me ..i was in love with him ..too deeply in love with him ..mein na reh paongi unke bina nish …plzz bolna wohh maaf kar denge na apni mishtii ko …

Nisha parted her ..n wiped her tears n said with a assuring smile ..

Nisha : Zaror karenge ..mere jiju hain ..zillions mien ek mr.Maan Singh Khurana .. aur wohh khud hi tou kehte hain tumhain tumhari rooh se ziada wohh jante hain ..tumhari saansoon se ziada wohh tumhare kareeb hain .. tumhare dharkanoon se ziada tumhare dil mien wohh baste hain ..tou phir kyun who meri cutie ki baat nahi samjhienge …tu bas kal uss vikraant se pehle khud hi unko sab bata dena ..problem solved ..jiju apni mishtii se pehle kisi ki nahi sunege ..

Geet smiled with tear remembering his words on thr 1st wedding anniversary party .. it was the first time he so openly confessed his love ..n showed that trust ..she just could fall for him every minute ..

Nisha saw her bit calmed n smiled thinking its only maan jiju who can make her smile ..if he is not here than his words n his memories .. she wished things won't go bad b/w them .. they truly love each other insanely ..

Though nisha tried to make geet sleep but the haunting images of vikrant kept coming in front of her eyes n finally stood up deciding to take a cold shower ..n stood under the shower head ..cold shower running down her body in 5 at the morning ..usually it would make people shiver with cold but geet's body was burning …n this chillness gave her a LITTLE bit of peace …n lessened the sense of disgust which came with vikrant's touch over her body 🤢..she so much wanted to go to maan n hug him ..be in his protective embrace but knew she can't not in such state ..she have to be strong ..strong enough to face maan ..with so much of guilt in her which she successfully hide from him from past 1 year ..but now its time …time to unfold the hidden pages of her life's book in front of him .. its been an hour since she was standing thr lost in her thoughts ..when nisha banged the door of the washroom ..n asked her if she is ok .she replied with her best calmed tone n came out dressed properly ..nisha saw her pale face .. geet was desperate to leave to KM ..it was 6 in the morning n nisha didn't knew what will happen once she ll reach her home so only she held geet for a bit more time n all geet did was to repent on every time she had the chance to tell it all to maan n she didn't …nisha was trying to get maan on call thinking It will be awkward to have such convo in KM but in vain ..sitting in the hall geet was again remembered of the last night's happening .. it was already 7:30 am ..

Thr was a volcano building up in her …the desperate need too meet maan was making her drive her car in full speed .. she was seeing every of thr moments together in front of her eye ..she was near KM when thr was a sudden block due to some accident ..she just couldn't hold on her heart .. beating as if in a marathon n dialed to KM inquiring about maan n got to know he left to KC early ..she sighed thinking even fate is playing with her ..here she is so much in need to meet him ..n this damn traffic ..some how she managed to reach KC by 9 ..after quite a lot of drive ..she was tired ..weak but still in a dire need to meet maan n tell him everything ..the thought if vikraant told him be4 her what will be consequences ..she was scared ..didn't wanted to make things go worse b/w them .. n reached the 8th floor n saw the office staff running from here n thr .. n she could guess maan wasn't in a good mood ..another bad news for her ..here she is wanting to talk with him on such a matter n maan's mood on fire ..God is playing His games with her … she collided with CEO KC Adi ..he smiled in his signature style greeting her Good morning which she reciprocated with a nervous fake smile ..

Adi : Mam acha huya aap agayi ..MK ka tou aaj para buhat high hai ..bhagwaan jane kab kis ka patta kat haye ..

a part of her mind got scared thinking if he got to know anything but then calmed herself thinking how will he ..n adi's words snapped her out of her thoughts .

Adi : waise aaj aap MK ke saath nahi aayi ..

Geet (replied lost) : han wohh friend ke ghar ..//

Adi (be4 she could complete) : tab hi tou 😉..last 1n 1/2 year mien MK ko kabhi ITNE kharaab mood mien nahi dekha 😳…mujhe laga hi tha ke aap se hi jori koi baat hai ..😳

Geet (with a slight shy nervous smile said assuring him) : aap kaam karlo mien dekhti hoon ..

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Geet stood at the door of his cabin ..sighed she cleared the last layer of tears from her eyes ..n knocked holding her breath opened it a bit to have a view of him ..n next heard a sharp yelling voice ..

Geet inched back a bit ..an instant smile touched her face listening to his frustrated voice ..well he forgot his room is sound proof so y anyways he has to shout at anyone standing outside ...she don't fear him but was worried seeing him in such a horrible mood ..she knows if his anger shoot up very instantly than his anger goes down the same time ..but for the first time it didn't seems to lessen ..n she opened the door a bit more ..n peeped in with just her half face visible n said ever so cutely in her baby tone ….

He glanced back at once ..looked at her briefly n turned his back to her again ..she was not sure what was that she saw in his eyes …was it something else than work pressure or her leaving for the night …the other option was equal to death for her to even think about .. holding her breath she went in ..carefully locking the door ..n stood beside him closing the blinds ..his face was hard ..jaw clenched …she was just an inch away from him .. she could feel his heart pacing high ..but wasn't sure if its hers she is thinking of as his …coz its been hours since she wanted to be with him n her heart was beating in no less speed than a bullet train .. him being so indifferent only made her scared ..but still she tried ..n inched towards him ..slowly slipping her hands on his waist encircling him ..putting her head on his shoulder ..pressing her self on his hard huge figure ..he felt her shudder .. even groan out of anguish ..but she wasn't at all in a state to let go off him ..

She could feel his heart throbbing violently ..n felt him stiffing not sure if it was usual of her touch or something else ..a tear rolled down her eyes which she was holding ever since she stepped in his cabin ..n her body loosened all her weight on his …like her life depended on him… the repulsion from self she was feeling ever since vikrant touched her was so unbearable ..that his warmth felt soothing it ..as if removing the dirty gaze off her n soon maan's hand enveloped her in his embrace ..snaking her petite figure with his large palm with so much of desperation in him ..restlessness was so evident in his caressing large palm over her back ..pushing her into him .. almost crushing her …but that soothed her restless soul ..her hands went up his back .. feeling him close to her ..letting those tears of guilt n pain soak in his shirt n his caressed her senselessly ..diminishing every inch of gap b/w them ..she held his shoulder from back hiding her face in his neck ..while he rubbed his rough stubble on his tender flesh ..she was loosing herself with the guilt ..his breath was shallow his hold evidently showing the pain longing n some kind of anguish restlessness .. she thought it was coz of thr one night separation only to increase her guilt 10 folds more ..she was about to say something in between her sob ..

But his lips kissed the side of her exposed neck slightly taking it in between his teeth n whispered hoarsely ..making her shiver in his embrace ..

His voice showed how much he missed her … thr was a strange kind of pain in his voice … y not it's the first time in last 1 year after they confessed thr love they were not together for more than few hours ..practically it was always 24/7 around each other from home to office then back home together .. she smiled in the hug ..n tightened her hold if it was ever possible ..her every thought went away in thin air with his one expression of love ..thr was nothing beyond this togetherness …being with him her only solace …he has this magic in him to make her forget her own self ..she snuggled close in his embrace placing a light kiss below his chin ..saying ..

They stayed still for like eternity...his warm breath against her lips...She could still feel the difference in his hold, like he was scared of something...like he wanted to consume her forever in his arms...Geet looked at him in guilt, she wanted to pour out her grief...but his tensed features scared her...Will he forgive her after knowing the truth, becoz she would die if he didn't...Her heart ached with this painful thought and she looked away, hiding her threatening tears...She was in her own reveries, when suddenly his soothing touch brought her back to reality...His hand went into her hair, while his lips gazed the soft skin on neck...slowly kissing his way to her earlobe...Geet moaned with the sensation, as his hands caressed and cupped her with oozing desires...She pressed herself more into him, and maan groaned hugging her like never before...Her softness pressed onto his hard frame, like a missing puzzel piece...His arousal was setting firm, while his hands knew the territory too well...He senselessly removed her duppatta and carnally kissed her all over her neck...His kisses hot n rough, driving her to another world...She closed her eyes and felt his lush lips devouring her with all his needs...He kissed and sucked her furiously, making her scream for more...while his hands squeezed its way, marking every nook and curve of her body...mumbling in between his kisses ……

His voice was never so weak ..like he was pleading to hear it ..her soul ached to feel him so wrecked ..her hand tightened over his back wanting to consume her existence in his arms .. n answered with all the love her heart held for him ..

He looked up coming out of the crock of her neck n cupped her face with so much love that for once she felt she should die before telling him the bitter truth of her past ..

the depth of his love was so evidently visible in his deep dark passion filled eyes that she couldn't muster the courage to look into them with this guilt in her heart ..his hand went up from her waist cupping her face in one palm ..her lashes were dipped down partially in guilt partially in fear ..fear to give away that truth through her eyes guilt to have put his trust on stake .. but his hold ever so gentle ..having his own tale of compassion .. his own language of possessiveness .. firmly bend her head gesturing her to look up into his eyes while his thumb pad sensuously caressing her cheeks teasing her by touching the corner of her trembling lips looking at her with so much passion .. she obliged ever so softly looking at him ..

But his grip tightened over her waist pressing her on self n both could feel the level of arousal .. geet moaned with the sudden feel of his hard rock member over her belly .. while maan burned in desire listening to her seducing moan ..n his hand over thr own accord went up to feel her .. to mark her .. she closed her eyes loosing her senses with the sensuous sensation he was setting her in ..his hand started unzipping her kurti he quivered with his advancement he placed his smiling lips over her cold now warm skin of collar bone 1n1/2 year of marriage n 1 year of intimacy still she shivers with every of my acts blushes with each of my intense stare ..her hands clutched him tight around his nape moaning his name but the moment his hands went down her arms baring her from her sleeves her eyes shot open with the sudden pain n then remembered vikrant held onto her exactly the same place her eyes turned teary with disgust she belonged to her husband her maan .. n that jerk touched her ..the feel was so painful she couldn't take it ..maan holds tightened over her like he was furious she could feel may be he saw the mark ..she hated it …hated herself to have hide it from him she wanted to tell this all to maan n get off this burden but the thought of him leaving didn't let her speak up n she ended up snuggling close in his arms ..he kissed the length of her arms like a man possessed as if determined to mark her … claim her like never be4 ..he was wild unlike his usual self but she wanted it ..wanted to get over vikraant's touch n his claim only soothed her .. he was lost in her when she actually held his shoulder tight gathering all her courage to speak ..n started in a mere whisper ..fumbling ..loosing her herself in his love n passion ...

But he never let her ..n she closed her eyes feeling shiver ran down her spin making her grasp in shock with his hands cupping her mounds above the dress ..while the other pressed her more on him setting the wetness down below her ..kissing her he took few steps in front while her hands went to his shirt unconsciously…. her hands wandered over his chiseled well toned chest ..making him groan ..inclining her on the table he bent on her kissing exposed portion above the curve … she arched with the feeling of his member pressing at her womanly place perfectly ..a single drop of tears fell from her eye with the thought he loved her trust her so much n what she did hide her past .. with every of his touch expressing his love n longing-ness was increasing her guilt .. n he pinned her hands above with one of his hands other busy caressing her curve n the sensitive skin while his lips went to the corner of her eyes sucking the dropping tear pearl a faint smile covered her lips ..n she wriggled in his hold ..to hug him tight ..but he smiled seeing her her n started grinning on her core making her gasp ..lost in him n only him ..she bend her head side ways giving him more access arching for more still trying to pry off her hands ..but he sealed her lips with his ..exchanging the saliva ..he lifted her a bit opening her zipper freeing her bra hook leaving her hands.. making her moan ..while her hands went towards his back something fell in between ..but she was least bothered ..his passionate wild claim was driving her immune to her surrounding n her hands went inside his shirt feeling his bare skin ..while he continued to shower her with wet kisses grinning in between her legs maker her eyes roll .. he bit her curve harshly above her dress ..n she shot open her eyes n scratched him even moaning when he started removing her kurti …

but her hold loosed over him when her eyes fell on the file she just pushed down the holder ..it was having Vikraant's pictures n some papers may be regarding his background ..the color of her face drained ..he was lost in her feel …her silken flesh marking her but stopped feeling her cold ..looked up n followed her gaze ..closed his eyes for a moment repenting to left the file here n then moved her face with his forefinger ..her tearful eyes didn't dared to look at him n he bend down to suck the tear pearls ..she still had her eyes closed in guilt ..the thought he knew it all made her so confused ..scared ..fearful ..the question what did he thought after knowing it all ..?? did he thought she cheated him ..?? her eyes snapped open with just a mere thought n she looked at him pleading sorry through her eyes while all she could see in his was pure love .. love n nothing else ..she was surprised he wasn't angry… not even asking her any question …what was running in his mind ..she tried saying something with her chocked fearful voice ..

maan placed his lips on her trembling lips n wiped the tears away ..kissing her lips lightly lingering thr for long ..shutting her hiccups ..smiling he cupped her face with one hands ..n kept wiping the new pouring tears while she held him tight ..kissing him back .. wanting to consume her in his embrace with this guilt eating her alive ..

He parted from her not much though still caressing her lips with his each word …

koi meri jaan ... meri mishti ko itna tang kare ..uski aankhoon mien aansoon laye aur mujhe pata tak na hu ..aisa hu sakta hai kya geet ..?? kya aisa hu sakta hai ke maan apni hi zindagi par bharosa na kare ..?? (she looked at him in utter surprise he didn't have any complains ..he wasn't hurt she hide such a big truth of her life ..she asked in a low child like tone) aap ghussa nahi hu ..? (maan smiled placing a gentle kiss on her forehead) meri itni himmat ke mien Geet Maan Khurana se ghussa hujaon ..? (she was still confused how he know that ..did vikraant told him anything ..thr was just so much in her mind she could comprehend) abb aisi chakal mat banao mishti …tumhain kya laga I was going to let u live in that stupid friend's house for the whole night …mien kal aaya tha tumhain lene ..(her eyes pooped out with the thought man saw all that ..he saw me hugging him ..he saw all that ..he heard all that ..how much hurt he must he at that moment ..her tears could stop in this moment while maan wiped her tears caressing her cheeks n she hugged him hiding her face from him only) I am sorry maan ..mene buhat hurt kiya na ..i am really sorry …(maan tried balancing himself with his weight over her n then stood up sitting in his chair taking her in his lap soothing her) shh mishtii .. u can never hurt me …(she said in thr hug) but kal raat tou …// (he silenced her pressing her in his arms ) kal raat ko kuch nahi …yes I was angry a bit with u hiding this but fir with that jerk touching u my anger turned for him more ..i was heading to punch him black n blue but ur words held me at my place …(he caressing her head ..tucking her hairs away from face removing her tears yet again).. I never knew u loved me so much ..u never said all that to me (he pouted like a baby n she tightened her hold on him) I love u more than I can express maan …(he smiled n held her even more close if that was possible) .. but ur punch was damn solid .. meri sherni mien itni taqat aaye kahan se ..(she smiled a bit with tears).. aapne hi tou di …(maan kissed her forehead) I never want u to cry ever ..(she snuggled closed to him fanning her breath on his exposed chest) I don't want to leave u ever ..( he smiled thought to change her mood can't see her in tears n then his eyes turned bit mischievous ) fine fir tum abb se kabhi nisha ke ghar nahi jaogi mujhe chor kar ..(she hugged him with a smile n placed a kiss below his chin) done ..(maan shocked its her BFF she is talking about ) geet its nisha ..u remember her na ..(she glanced up with so much love in her eyes ) aapke aage kuch dekhta hi nahi …aap saath hu ..tou mujhe kuch nahi chahiye ..koi nahi chahiye ..(maan smiled kissing her cheeks) u don't have to worry about anything n any one ..i am here to handle it okiee (she knew he was talking about vikraant ..the love in his eyes n the way he never questioned her even once assured her that yes no more she have to be afraid ..no matter what happens he will be thr with her …) I love u maan …

geet hid her face in his neck thanking her father to have chosen maan for her .. n then only it struck her ..his bad mood was coz of last night's incident .. his restless heart was coz he was disturbed ..his anguish was simply coz I didn't trusted him …this wildness was all coz he got to of the vikraant being the first man in my life …she looked up in his eyes wanting to see if thr was any remorse but he stared at her with so much of love held in thr .. still no matter how much he try she know she has hurt him ..n smiled mentally thinking how correct her trust on him was ..he will forgive her .. but that's not all ..her fear about thr love …he has proven it wrong as well ..he still loves her the same way .. he understood her fear ..he never questioned her ..

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