MG FF:A torn relation pt link to thraed 2 pg 1 - Page 32

Sometimes the feeling the intellect and brains left our selves leaving us in a remorse for a life time… that was what happened with maan… the night that he probably doesn't even remember .. or he doesn't want to encounter those flashes of his weak surrender to her…HER he just knew that she was someone he will never knew in his life but he forget that nothing rules according to us ..it the destiny which is running all the things according to its own accord….

A sudden turning of knob brought her back to the senses that she had actually lost since the time she entered here in his life in his home… she was getting an impression what could this night turns out to be may be again she will be doomed to the dark alley.. but the slightest notion that she missed were his eyes which were pure having no impression even to touch her or near her without her permission…

His gaze fall on the bride sitting on the bed.. his wife now… well yes she is but will he able to fulfill all the duties and demands of her… maan didn't want himself in all the things that were pricely are related to woman… they are just the door to destruction…..

geet curled her toes… her anklets made a sweet jingling sound.. everything was appearing to be normal but the tension that was surrounding both of them was not something that anyone could guess…. Her knucles were white geet was firmly holding the dupatta to her … she knew today no one can stop him..and before dying again she wold prefer to kill herself by her own surrender atleast it will cause lesser pain… though the wounds which are still green will be wounded again with his mere touch but atleast she wont deny any of her duties of being hiswife….

Maan could hear each and every sound of hers even her hearbeat which was raising with his each step… he could help but to smile a little at his wife's actions… may be this was the pain that was coming in the form of a smile… the deep ache of loosing himslef to someone which was initially her right…. But least he knew that they were already in relation that was supposed to be with a man and a wife…

Maan coughed a little to get her attention but for geet she was scaring more with his each forwarding step…

Maan: geet make your self comfortable… I will change in my study…

Saying so he went.. she didn't realised his departure till she heard the closing of door… she was confused with his behaviour… she wasn't expecting this kind of behaviour from him he was kind and gentle to her.. and by his gestures she couldn't deny he was caring towards her…

It was true that one impression that was printed in mind is enough to get a glimpse of the personality and that was the reason he was appearing a total unknown starnger to her … maan's reactionhis behaviour was contradicting the maan she knew by her experience.. but she didn't knew yet what was the actual reason of his wild behaviour that night which had left her battered to fight with her own soul….

Geet: wo chale gaye… mujhe ..kuch theek nahi lag raha… unka iss tarah chale jaana… why is he behaving like he dosnt know me… why… she was all confused .. this angered her more… for the fisrt time was angry that her life is completely destroyed…. Painful sob erupted through hre mouth..she chocked her emotions..she didn't knew whether she should be happy that he didn't repeated what she was dreading off or she should cry on her fate….

With her heavy heart… she went to get changed… everything seems to be an illusion… geet was taking off each and every jewelpiece ..even she wanted to take off each and every marital symbol… but her heart betryaed her… she pulled off the dori of the choli..and her neck and shoulders were still with his bite marks which were though visible but noone could guess how were they caused….

She turned on a cold shower.. though it was slightly cold ..but the cold water that was soothing her burning skin..geet could still him touching her..

She crossed her self and sunked on the floor..crying…. she was not like this…. Everything was changed now…nothing was like what she wanted…she never dreamt of anything except a supportive and caring husband and here she was not getting what her destiny has gifted her….

Geet sobbed ..she was crying out but subdue her pain ..and didn't let her voice to come out….

Geet; I hate him… I have you… babaji kyun kiya mere saath aisa… usi insaan ke saath mera saath jodh diya jise me sabse jyada nafrat karti hun…. Mujhe nahi chahiye aisi zindagi..why did you do this babaji… I hate you…. I hate him.. aapne kyun nahi roka mujhe uss din..sab meri galti thi…. Sab meri galti thi that I trusted you….

Pain was so much that tears failed to express..

Zindagi me dard ya Zindagi se dard …

Ek lamha zindagi ka ..ya ek zindagi ek lamhe ke liye…..

Cold water touched her burning soul she was sitting under the shower for more than half an hour and maan decided not to disturb her since he could hear the shower running… he was in his own thoughts he had made up his mind not to think about any past anymore he will have to move on now..may be it will take some time to heal what he himself had made to get instilled on him but now he couldn't let her suffer in all this.. with geet though his life will be a little complicated .. a little new with experience but it wont be worst he knew.. with little adjustments it will work out..

But now he needs time and may be she also…

After what seemed to be eternity … geet came to her room.. her skin was pale like she was having no blood… seeing maan sleeping peacefully… she glanced at the room… everything seems to mock her .. she closed her eyes for a second letting a tear drop fall from her face …..

Geet glanced at the empty space that was left for her..she didn't even gather courage to look at the empty space .. she was feeling miserable.. geet couldn't let herself adjust at the place near him when she feels disgusted …. His presence made her to eradicate her life…

She silently made her self comfortable on the nearby couch making herself to look away from him… closing her eyes still having fear lingering inside her that may be the night will change something more….

~~~~!!!!~~~~!!!!~~~~!!!!~~~~!!!!~~~~!!!!~~~~!!!!~~~~!!!!~~~~!!!!~~~~

Next: a small leap…

Do leave your reviews'.

Silent readers please do press like atleast'