MG SS(END OF HER SUFFERING)#2 EPI pg 34 /dec 8 - Page 16

Can life be better than this…..this is the only thought that now comes in geet's mind almost everyday…. A life with which is filled with every single happiness the moments that are now worth it that she could now treasure …..a life which she always wanted but unfortunately she couldn't get it…..

She was looking at the memories of her life….THEIR LIFE….. MAANEET that is what written on the cover of the album….

She flipped the pages getting lost in those days again……

Geet was looking at the wedding pictures ….. maan and geet…he was just out of the world that day….even more to see her again in colors which once have left her….. suddenly a baby picture came in between…..

Geet was just gazing it lovingly….. caressing it…it was her baby…..HER DAUGHTER DIYA….

Maan and geet's diya…… still sometimes she feels suffocated to have felt that unwanted feeling for her precious life…..still she regrets the day when she asked maan to abort their child if it is a girl….. that time she was just filled with terror …the same sufferings she was seeing for her unborn which she went through ……. Tears were pricking her eyes encountering those moments that she went through at that time……

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It was a bright beautiful a little cloudy sunny day….. geet was sitting in the garden looking at the garden ……. Different color roses were flowing with the wind…..cool wind was enthralling …making her lost in that pure bliss…… her one hand was resting her stomach caressing it slowly …… a small enchanting smile was playing on her lips….. nowadays she doesn't need any reason to be happy…her days start with waking up in maan's arms….his constant check on her …. He is actually very particular about her…knowing geet being a certified careless he couldn't leave things for her …..

Maan was looking at her from far…he didn't want to disturb her own sweet time with their baby …..

Even he is desperately waiting for their angel to come in their arms but geet's love and concern he usually sense within her eyes is something he could understand…..

Unknowingly he was the reason of her LOSS…..

She lost her baby because of him…..he knew that the pain and regret for loosing her precious thing will always remain in her heart but atleast now he was having a satisfaction ..no actually his dream came true of seeing a smile on her face like he always wanted to…..

Maan was so lost in her …. That failed to notice that his wify was standing just right infront of him and staring at him…..

Geet could not thank her god enough for sending an angel ….her maan to her life…. How dumb she was to have doubted his gestures his pious love as a payback….

But no he was truly actually madly in love with her ….

The way he accepted her …..his family showered their love on her is something she always craved her ….. being a girl she always had to pay in her life….but after he accepted her ….their was no looking around……

Geet was so lost in gaping at her husband…..that she came into her senses when she noticed herself being carried in his arms….

Geet was at peace ……she very comfortably get in his embrace …like he cooconed her in his warmth of love……

But good moments are always accompanied with some fear …..

It's been a week that geet seems to be lost…..she was doing things mechanically….

She was doing the clothes in her room when accidently she tripped…… it was like a nightmare for her ….. again ….she can't loose her child…..but she didn't knew that she was steadied by maan….clutching his shirt tight…. She was so dead scared that eyes automatically were flowing…..

It was actually the grief of seeing her baby with those torture again..from the last one week she was in a constant fear that what if her child turns out to be a girl…..she will have to go through the same life that she once had…..

Maan was alarmed seeing her state……

He wiped her tears….and calmed her….

Maan: geet …its okk…you are fine ….look baby is also fine…..

Geet was looking at him with expectant eyes …..

Geet: maan can we go for a scan…..

Maan thought for a moment that she was scared ……so he agreed without knowing her purpose of saying those words…..

So he assured her that they will go…..

Maan: fine geet ….next week is your appointment …… we can have the scan…..

But geet she was eager….like some evil power captured her…but actually it was her motherly instincts that wanted a safe life for their baby….

Geet: no…I want to go today….. I want to know that if our baby….

Her words were now making sense to him…..before she could complete he completed her sentence….

Maan: is a BOY OR A GIRL……….why do you want a gender determination test geet…he was enraged at her thinking…how could she even think of having a boy or a girl….

Geet: please can we the doctor today…..

Maan: no we are not going today….and next week took we will just have a normal scan geet not any determination test…..

He left the room leaving her ……

One whole day geet was like ..her life was not In her hands…and when she was like this protesting…according to her how can she get the same life for her daughter which she once went through…even the time and scenario are changing but the thinking and mindset will always remain same…..

Maan was not getting why she is behaving like this…all he knows that he couldn't bare to see her hurt…those eyes which were expecting his one YES was like giving himself and her a death…

A constant fear was there in him also that if geet will be adamant on loosing their baby after knowing it's a girl than it will be difficult for him to have gone with her terms…. He was dreading as still she could ask him to sign those abortion papers….

It was almost nine…maan has expected geet to be in their room…he knew nowadays she wouldn't even care to eat on time…. But was surprised to find her in the next room which they were decorating for their coming love….he found her arranging some toys …… her face was devoid of any expression…she was just doing it…like she didn't even know what she wants……

Maan had brought her dinner..he was having tray in his hands…. He never till now had shouted on her ….. she turned and looked at him…smiled a little but was about to go…when he made her sit on the small bed …..

Maan: geet why you are starving yourself and baby….

Again she didn't open her mouth …her ignorance this silent way of protesting was making him worried and annoyed……

He took a morsel of food and took it near her lips…she opened her mouth…silently eating as he was feeding…though he always fed her ..but nowadays it was not their usual playful act but a loneness and pain was there ……

Tears were flowing out of her eyes…she was still…beseeching……tears..gain these enemy …cruel monsters found their way in her life…and gain this time he is the reason of her grief……

She herself came in his arms…sobbing……

Maan wiped her tears….. she looked into his eyes…..begging silently to please grant her wish……

Geet: please….

Maan didn't said any single word…… for a second he turned his face to other side…..

Geet: please maan…..

Maan couldn't take her crying….he cupped her face….. and gently cupped her face….and asked her ….

Maan: why you want to kill our love geet……

Geet was not expecting this coming…. She tried to reason him…..

Maan: tell me… why…. Fine geet I am ready to go…but on a condition…..no gender determination….if you don't want this child then we could go for an abortion…..but I can't differentiate my child……

Geet for a second hold her tummy protectively scaring that she may loose her precious being……

A smile crept on maan's face…..

Maan: you won't loose her na….tell me shona…

Maan with a purpose mentioned her….he wants her to face the reality …..

Geet was just still and numb not knowing how to answer him……

Maan: geet don't let that useless fear capture you…..tell me if it's a girl will you love her less….. tell me will you differentiate her with our other kids….

Geet nodded for a no…..tears were still falling…as she could feel what maan was going through…these days….

Geet: what if she has to face all those days which I went through….. I won't be able to see her pain….

Maan: what if our son will turn out to be like what you fear geet….. tell me what you will do then…then what about his wife…what about that girl who will be at that place……

Geet: I know he will not….. she said with sheer confidence in her eyes…..

Maan: how can you be so sure…..who knows he will be responsible for someone's devastation one day..can you guarantee me geet …….

Geet hugged him tight…knowing that her insecurities are just baseless…..

Geet: please don't let her like me…..

Maan: that is impossible…you know she will be a replica of my shona…..

Geet looked at him in shock…here she wants their child to be strong and independent like her dada and here he is saying he wants her to be like her…..

Maan: don't see me like this….she will be just like you….having the delicacy and innocence and confidence like her mum……the will power like you….. may be she will be cranky like you….

Geet frowned a little…..

Geet: I am cranky…

She lightly wacked his arm….. still hiding herself in him…she was cocooning …her tired soul was at peace with her soulmate….

Geet: sorry….she said looking directly into his eyes…… I am a very bad mother….

Maan: shh..dare you say that again…. Those were your insecurities…..don't let them come again geet……

She nodded with self contentment……..

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Geet was broken out f her reverie when came and hugged her from back…. He too caressed the photo of baby diya…….

Maan: what are you looking at geet….

Geet was having some unshed tears ….

Maan: don't let them shed geet…you know your daughter hates these tears in your eyes…now come on…. We will get late …..

They were seated on the seats reserved for them….

When the Award for YOUNGEST ENTREPRENEUR was announced ….. it was none other than twenty two old DIYA MAAN SINGH KHURANA……

The hall was echoed with the applause this young girl got….. she was the youngest among all nominated….the confidence and needed attitude that was oozing out …a warm smile that was lingering on her lips…. A beautiful slim fair beauty..….. she walked through the crowd dressed so beautifully in a pure white anarkali….. her sheer beauty … she took the award…… her eyes were scanning the audience….she catched a glimpse …. Her cheeks were now having dimples..seeing her mother sitting…..

She was asked to give her speech…..

And what she did made geet teary…she just acknowledge her mumma and dadda…… her every word were just containing either the word maan or geet……

She came to them…she was jumping like a teenager…… and hugged geet really tight…..

Diya: mumma see this…

Maan: diya you are such a mumma's pet……

Diya: aww dadda please don't get jealous…. You know I love mumma more….this was her dialogue she always when maan teases her……

Maan narrowed his eyebrows….and diya instantly hugged him…..

Maan: congrats sweetheart…..

Diya: thanks dad…..

Later at the party that which maan and geet were dancing….. when maan noticed that geet was looking at a particular direction …

Maan: geet what more fascinating than being in my arms that you are looking here and there……

Geet: maan grow up…. You a father of a daughter who is going to get married within few days…… and you still behaves as if you are a teenager…..

Maan: geet tell me what's bothering you….. don't you like dhruv…. Look how he is bowing his head infront of your daughter…… poor dhruv….. she even beat him in gaining the award……

Geet: so what she is your daughter…and she deserves only best when she is perfect……

Maan: hmm…right…..

Geet: maan will she hate me after knowing that I didn't wanted her in my life…..

Maan: she won't geet…coz she knows the truth……..

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Diya screemed…."MUMMA"… geet and maan both panicked ….their baby screemed…… and what they saw made them to laugh out loud….poor dhruv was just kneeling on the floor covering his ears…….. and diya she was frowing…..

She was quite angry ……..

Diya: mumma see what he did……

Maan who got angry ….how can dhruv annoy his princess..but knowing their daughter geet pulled him back……maan shot her a glare…..

Geet: dhruv get up….see their no thunder storm……

Dhruv carefully got up….and hugged geet at once…..

Dhruv: thanksss mom for saving me…..

Diya instantly hugged maan…..

Diya: see dad no one loves me….. and he whom I am getting married within days is here to take my mom…..

Diya was way too possessive for her mother…..

Dhruv: sweetheart I am going to steal you not mom….

Diya: you …… she throw a pillow on him…. You don't love him…… like dad loves mom….you idiot didn't even propose me till now….

Maan and geet were caught in embarrassement…..

Dhruv: yup you are right let me ask dad how he asked mom….

Diya: ya dad tell him…atleast this unromantic man should know something…

Dhruv: mom you tell…..

Geet: dhruv you know having someone by your side when you are all alone is a blessing of almightly… and maan was just a blessing for me…he was with me with the toughest phase of my life….. I won't lie I didn't wanted to be with him…. Until I realized that sometimes a second chance is always for a betterment…… it can be a gift from god……

Diya instantly hugged her mom…

Diya: mumma I am so proud of you…I know what that ******* did to you ….. i would have just killed him if he would have came in front of me…… I know you suffered a lot… but dad was there for you…….

Dhruv: mom even I know what you have gone throw…… and always wondered why diya is so much innocent with so much suspicision….. but now I know why I love her its because of your upbringing mom….. thanks for giving me diya…..

Diya: mom don't cry now …..warns what you will do on my bidaai…all will say that dulhan's mother is happy that's why not crying…..

Life is not easy ….but it does gives up the moments of joy and happiness……

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I know many of you were expecting maaneet's confession but sachhi bolun I don't know how maan will confess…… coz geet will not easily accept him in her eyes she is not good for him,…..so you can fantasise yourself how maan must have made her accept him……

So this was the epilogue……..

I hope I am lived up to the expectations…….

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