Heart Of Heart_Maaneet FF_UPDATES HELD TILL MARCH - Page 13

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Life, it's not just about those fulfilled dreams with the happiness and love around you, nor even the defeat and the shattered infatuations, but it is filled with ups and downs, the life we never wish is what we always have in hand. We always wish a bed of roses for us but why do we always forget these roses are bound to come with those thorny ways, not just in his stem to make it's soft core full of harsh roughness but also to protect it. Life, this is what it is... ''A Bed Of Rose Protected With Harsh Thorns'' ...

Maan and Geet, the two different souls yarning for each other, the love they always bestowed on each other unknowingly, the feelings they always possessed for each other, the longing they both hold was nowhere to fade it's pain anywhere soon...the shadow of each other they treasure in their hearts was something they couldn't give up even if they give their lives for that...

Time was still the same, the longing was still the same, the pain, the hurt, the yarning was still the same but what was overpowering their heart, with their senses was the hatred for self to fall in love with that unknown stranger, this self hate now started to engulfing their own being. The feeling to be alone, the feeling to be betrayed by an unknown even when they knew the other isn't at fault, but asking their own fate where was they ever wrong, what did they did wrong to deserve this...the feeling they never wanted to share it to anyone, but the one they knew, who had the power to sooth this painful heart was totally unaware of the effect they were having on the other, even when they felt the same, may be somewhere more than the other, may be...the feeling they wanted to kill in their hearts was something butchering their shattered souls each passing seconds but both could be done as the deadly deal was already done, sealed till their existence last long on this blue hell of this mighty god, cursing there rest of life with an emotion...known to heart yet to be discovered and treasured by hearts somewhere to sooth there bleeding soul

she started staying aloof, alone from not just her family and friends but also from her own self, staying away from him was nothing else but slauting her each cell one after the other in tiny pieces each passing second...since the day she promised herself to never look back she never came to school earlier, never stole his glance, never paced round him unknown to him, never had her lunch in school, never fought with maa to make her go back to her tai-chi and dance classes, never did anything where she knew he have to face him, just passed her way away from the direction he was heading, it was rare she even saw him, it was all on fate now, she gave up fighting for herself with her heart gave up living those torn dreams that were piercing her already vulnerable heart with those sharp edges of a hope still lingering somewhere in her each ounce of soul killing her slowly like that silent drug which captures your cell and then start eating them slowly and steadily leaving them addictive to the pleasurable danger of that drug !!

Love this word she lived, was living and she knew she will live the same till eternity embraces because this heart which was a beating soul of each and every person around her was ruled by him, she lived with his existence around her, still she lives with his essence filling the air...God demit still she couldn't give up on him, or shall I ask could she ever just for once even think to give up on him, but what she defiantly have given upon by now was nothing but her own self, her own strength, her courage to fulfill her most possessed desire not for anyone but the man she loves the most, her dad...no...she can't see her dad's bowed head just coz of her, her love, she won't be able to take it if anyone misjudge her love or her father's upbringing...the mere thought was enough to shudder her soul and make her more confident on her decision to let go her love for her man who gave away everything just for her!!

Lost in her own, in her own lost dreams, in her own lost thoughts she dint knew when she started walking lonely from the park tracker space to the busy road

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Maan on the other hand was lost, lost in the world he never wished to drown in, the world which he knew was never for him, the world his family always kept him safe from, the world in which he was now finding himself aloof not just from others but from his own self, where and what was he heading to, he dint knew but what he knew was he have to do this if he want to get rid of this unknown desire, this longing pain eating his heart to every possible ounce...he knew he is the one to make it happen but what he dint knew was how to get do this when this heart was no more with him, it was already shattered to an extent where nothing can be done, nothing can be repaired...

He dint knew where he wanna go, where is he going, he just knew the place he is, is not for him...he was in such a trance state of mind where everything was not sure but still somewhere this surety was there that may be still someday he'll find her, may be she'll b waiting for him somewhere but the next moment his brain over powers making him surrender to his needs of present grabbing the fact in his mind and ceasing his heart to make it believe she isn't there, he knew she won't be with him, so MOVE ON...that was his target but what he dint knew was how to move on!! How to betray this heart to move to a new world where his brain wants him to move...he clenched his fist tight tucking the file close in his fist lost in his thoughts

meeting was going with an ease what else can anyone expect when the young entrepreneur was himself to make the designs and help his dadi maa with the perfect flawless lay out of the colonized locality...but he was present physically but his mind was defiantly not present in the ongoing meeting, he looked at the white sheet projecting his own designs, his own ides but nothing was seeping inside his brain it was numb, deaf, dumb to everything around, clearly he was restless for an unknown reason, tomorrow was his farewell, his last day in school, the rest was a new life, new journey ahead but what was disturbing him today

going away from school, from friends, from his mentors, from his teachers or from his childhood, anyways all was lost by now then what was this feeling inside him, as if something important something precious of his life was going to stay behind when he moves to a new level of life, when he moves to his new life...his heart was trying to convey something but just like always it wasn't reaching his brain, his brain has long learnt to capture and run his heart and today it was ceasing it's voice, it's cries from reaching his soul...

The associate asked him question but his blank look was evident to everyone making then confuse to his mental presence here...they looked at dadi maa asking was he fine or not...

dadi was used to see the same gloominess on his face but today it was accompanying some torn away pieces of his heart and may be soul as well...she came close to her and squeezed his hands a little making him jerk back from his lost world he looks at dadi in confusion and then at the confused members...he smiled weakly and made his way out the conference hall to the exit, making his way towards the parking lot but he never reached the car, he walked pass the filibustered driver and made his way out the black gates of the huge building towards the road

driver screamed his name a million of times trying to make him come back from his lost state but his mind and heart were not in peace then how was he suppose to come back to his senses, how was he suppose to compose himself to answer the man asking for him since long...he walked past him cutting the crowd unknown to himself he walked on an extremely vulnerable road in his lost state, the zooming vehicles weren't able to distract his crazy feet, his unknown heart wasn't in pace with him, he was walking alone in a crowd of million not knowing his destiny not knowing what's heading towards it...

It happened so sudden none got a chance to match what exactly happened, it was when the screeching noise of a giant truck thundered in the numb surroundings and everyone came to know he was torn under the deadly black elastics with no mercy...lying on the floor with oozing blood and torn off state he was smiling thinking maybe this will reduce his pain, may be it will be the one which help him get rid of this piercing heart ache killing him every day and night...the darkness engulfed him and the soul started detach him when he finally closed his eyes in the complete submission towards his faith and leaving it all upon the mercy of the death he was awaiting for...

Maaannn...a sound echoed his ears he knew he reached his destination where he was dying to reach living in that hell he will get it after leaving his body in that beautiful heaven...her voice lingered in his ears giving peace to his erotic beats making them slow with the feeling of completion, he surrendered to the battle even before the actual fight was put up

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