Creative Thrd2:U can only be Mine,Just mine 145/6 - Page 30

Originally posted by: Samanalyse

Sorry for the delay, it got away from me and got looong. 😃

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Part 47

He remained silent for a while and again spoke "I m groomed as an arrogant man the statement I said before is what made me stand at his position I m now '.this is what my father taught me and that my life around on I never answered anyone I wont ever again in m life" by saying this he stand up from his place and went inside the mansion. Geet kept quiet but had a relief feeling that he opened himself to her.

Yet, something nagged at her heart. His words repeated themselves in her head, "You have power over me". It had confirmed what she had suspected, that Maan did feel something for her after all but she realised that the statement answered none of the questions she had asked him. Now she knew the reason why. And yet nowhere in Maan's father's teaching did it suggest the reason that Maan wanted to hurt himself, why he loathed his own life and why his eyes had been pleading with her uncontrollably as he abused her on the landing earlier that day. She slowly rose from the bench, still lost in thought when she saw something fall out of her lap...

It was the very same sheet she had listed her questions on! When had Maan slipped into her lap? She had been so absorbed in his words and then lost in her own reflection, that she had failed to see the sheet until it fell to the ground. She bent down and gently picked it up, expecting only to find her questions, five lines of black alone occupying the page. But she was startled to see the blue ink that now covered each line, the margins and all the spaces in between. There were smudges and the handwriting fluctuated with each line as though corresponding to the emotions with which they were written.

She sat down to read, wondering what could possibly be contained in this single, precious sheet of paper. She sat down to read knowing it would change her life.

In the top margin above her first question she saw his greeting.

Dear Geet,
I was taught never to answer to anything or anyone, that that was the only way to conceal my weaknesses. But you are different. You didn't care for my money, you didn't care for my power and now you don't fear my anger. You have left me no more weapons with which to fight you. And the truth is that I no longer want to fight. I want to surrender, to you, to the way I feel for you and to our child growing steadily inside you and this ultimate surrender is to tell you the truth because you deserve for your questions to be answered.

Geet's breath caught in her throat. She wondered what this man could possibly be hiding that made him so afraid to feel, so afraid to of himself that he felt he had to abduct her to make her his own. She took a deep breath, and read on and vowed not to stop until she reached the end.

1. Why did you make love to me that night on the island?
Because you let me. I know I acted confident, but once I knew you, knew who you were, knew your essence as a strong woman with great integrity, I felt sure that you would never accept me, when my money and power meant nothing to you. But then you came to me that night and I saw you, knew we were returning home in the morning and that I might never see you again. I tried to convince myself that I felt nothing more than a physical attraction for you, I even said it to you to try and convince myself but when you cut yourself, seeing you in pain I just couldn't control my feelings. I wanted to be close to you, to protect you, to love you. I thought you would push me away but you never cease to surprise me Geet and the welcome I felt in your arms, on your lips and throughout your body that night was something so sweet it was painful. I even tried to pull myself away because I thought you would regret your actions and I couldn't cause you unhappiness at any cost, but you clung to me, asked me to be yours...how could I refuse when I already was?

2. Why did you leave me without saying a word?
I didn't want to see the regret in your eyes, hear the shame in your voice. And I was afraid you would know too much about the real me, the one that isn't powerful or strong or smart, the one that hates himself because he is still tortured by his weakness. What weakness you ask? This is what I have tried so hard not to tell you, tried so hard not to tell anyone for so many years. Those who know about it are silenced through fear and those who do not know never will for nobody comes close to me. But you did, you came closer than anyone ever has and more than anything, it scared me that I wanted to tell you, I wanted you to know the truth. I still want you to know.

Geet, for the first fifteen years of my life...

Geet's eyes filled with tears as she read Maan's tragic story. Her heart went out to this man who had lived a life of loneliness and self-loathing. Tears streaming down her face, she read of his fear, his vulnerability and his utter disbelief in the possibility that somebody could love him for who he was. He thought himself a weak loser and a horrid beast by turns, but never something that could be loved, that deserved to be loved.

...and so I said nothing, because I saw the shy, expectant glances you threw my way on the journey home and felt wracked with guilt knowing that I had, through my actions, promised you a lifetime of love and care that I could never give you. How could a man who was weak by nature and cruel by training give you, a strong, pure, idealistic woman, the kind of life you needed. You were attracted to the person I was on the surface, and I wanted to keep it that way. I was afraid that if I said even one word, it would shatter the image of me that you loved that one night and I was afraid to utter even a syllable.

3. Why didn't you come after me when I was waiting for you, still unhurt and still full of hope?
I thought you were better off without me. If I had come for you, what could I have to offer you? A heart that knew nothing of what love meant, a man who had never had a friend, the responsibility of a five year old child? No, I convinced myself that you were better off without me, that if I selfishly brought you back into my life, that it would be a matter of minutes before you realised I wasn't the man you had loved, but a monster whom you would have regretted meeting for the rest of your life. At least our one encounter had given you some happiness and I didn't want to mar that with my own selfish need for you. But I thought about you Geet and I thought about that night, every time I closed my eyes I saw your face, begging me not to leave you, giving me permission to be one with you and loving me.

4. Would you have brought me here, to your house, and now "married" me, if I wasn't pregnant?
No. I would have wanted to but it would have been too selfish of me. But when I saw you struggling to make a new life all alone, torn from your family because of me, because of my child I couldn't rest until I had you under my care. If I thought there was any other way I could care for you and the baby I would never have forced you to come with me to my pathetic prison of a house but there was no other way Geet, I am sorry.

5. Do you love me?
Yes.

But I am not so selfish to demand you stay with me after you have known my truth. I am nothing but a weak and bitter man who has nothing but this o offer you and to our child. I leave it entirely up to you Geet, if you feel there is a better way, a better place for you and our child then you are free to go. I won't stop you. But I ask you one favour. Don't expect me to say goodbye to you. I will do anything for you, but that is one thing I cannot do.

By the time you read this, I will be on my way to the Chopra's party after which I will be heading to the airport. I am going to London on business for a few days. Don't worry about Suhana. Adi will come to take her back to school tomorrow morning. This gives you ample time to make arrangements to leave, as I know you will want to. I no longer have the strength to lock you up, Geet. You deserve to be free and freedom is something I can never give you.

Geet sat still on the bench, almost afraid to move. Maan's truth had caught her off guard in so many ways that instead of feeling peace on finding the answers to the questions that had long been plaguing her, she felt restless. She needed to talk to Maan, needed to feel him near and hold him, needed him to know that she didn't hate him.

She ran up to her room and emptied her wardrobe. At the very back she found a package which her mother had given her at the hospital on her last visit, after all her efforts to convince Geet to come home had failed. She had handed Geet this package and told her, "This is the saree I bought for you when you were a newborn as part of your wedding collection. I can't bear to have it with me when you are gone and I can't bear to give it to anyone else so I want you to have it."

Geet tore open the brown paper wrapping and a red silk saree, so soft and smooth that it almost felt like liquid, slipped out. She draped it over a gold sleeveless blouse and put on large glittering earrings and tinkling bangles. She washed her face clean of tears and made her eyes bright with kajal.

She came down the stairs, told the nanny to keep and eye on Suhana and made for one of the many cars parked in the lot of Khurana Mansion. A driver immediately came and opened the door for her. She got into the car and answered the driver's questioning look with,

"Chopra Party, the Taj".

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I hope it was worth the wait. Now someone else can write their reunion 😉

Originally posted by: mchopra

She came down the stairs, told the nanny to keep and eye on Suhana and made for one of the many cars parked in the lot of Khurana Mansion. A driver immediately came and opened the door for her. She got into the car and answered the driver's questioning look with,

"Chopra Party, the Taj"

Part 48

She reached the Taj half an hour later. She looked about and the grandeur of the place scared her a bit but she knew she had to be strong for she has come thereto find her love.

She asked at the reception for the direction to the party and the receptionist led her in. she had brought a mangalsutra along..she wanted to know if he will accept her.

She walked in and the lights flashed on her. She stood there stunned for a second at the door and her eyes searched for him. She found him standing in a corner talking to a group of people. His face betrayed no emotion but she knew the turmoil he was in.

Every male in the party was staring at her but he didn't even look up at her. She knew why. He would not look at any other girl when his heart was with her. She blushed at the thought and started to walk in.

She had hardly taken a few steps in when someone stopped her.

Mam..may I know whom do u want to to meet.

Mr. Khurana..

And u are..

She fumbled for a second I am his secretary. She didn't know if she had the right to call his wife yet or not. She wanted him to announce it.

He looked at her with a raised eyebrow. She produced a card for invitation.

He nodded and let her walk. She reached him and put a hand on his shoulder.

He turned around.

His expression changed from shock, to fear to love in a moment.

Before they could speak the lights were dimmed and all were invited on the stage for a dance.

She smiled at him and he took her hand in his and led her to the dance floor.

The song played made her want to tell him that this is how she was feeling at the moment.

dil kho gaya ho gaya kisi ka, abb raasta mil gaya khushi ka

aankhon mein hai khaab sa kisi ka, abb raasta mil gaya khushi ka

rishta naya rabba, dil chhu raha hai

kheenche mujhe koyi dor teri ore

(teri ore, teri ore, teri ore haay rabba

teri ore, teri ore, teri ore) - (2)

He held her waist and drew her closer to him she wound her fingers in his and laid her head on his chest.

He rubbed her hair gently and they swayed to the music gently.

Geet,,,

Hmm..

Tum yahaan kaise..

Kyun mujhe kahin aur hona chahiye tha kya..

khulati fijaaye ghulati ghataaye, sar pe naya hai aasmaanchaaro dishaaye haske bulaaye, kyon sab huye hai meherbaanha humane to yahi rabba kasam se pata haidil pe nahi koyi jor koyi jor(teri ore, teri ore, teri ore haay rabbateri ore, teri ore, teri ore) - (2)

She looked up at him and he twirled her around his chest colliding with her back. His hand was resting on her tummy now and under the saree now.

Tumne mera..

Maine pada..

Phir..maine toh tumhe,,

ek heer thi aur tha ek raanjha, kehate hai mere gaanv meinsaccha ho dil to sau muskilon ho, jhukata naseeba pau mainho ho aanchal tera rabba falak ban gaya haiaab iska nahi koyi oor koyi chhor(teri ore, teri ore, teri ore haay rabbateri ore, teri ore, teri ore) - (2)dil kho gaya ho gaya kisi ka, abb raasta mil gaya khushi kaaankhon mein hai khaab sa kisi ka, abb raasta mil gaya khushi karishta naya rabba, dil chhu raha haikheenche mujhe koyi dor teri ore(teri ore, teri ore, teri ore haay rabbateri ore, teri ore, teri ore) - (2)

Azaad kar diya tha..jaanti hoon..ek baar phir aapne decision le liya aur mujse poocha bhi nahi..

Par geet..

She turned around and put his hand on her tummy.

Jaante yeh kaun hai..

He looked at her confused while swaying with the music, and removed his hand from her tummy and kept it on her waist.

Geet..Tum mujh jaise kamzor insaan ke saath kyun rehna chahti ho..

Ouch..

Geet..

Her breathing became ragged and she closed her eyes.

Geet..

Main theek hoon..

Teen maheena ka ho gaya ha baby aur mujhe bata raha hai..

Baby ne kick kiya..she kept his hand on her tummy again.

They swayed and after a few seconds they felt the baby movement again.

He smiled at her.

Geet..

Hmm yahaan se chale..

She nodded her head and he led her out and into the hotel rooms.

Originally posted by: mchopra

Geet..

Hmm yahaan se chale..

She nodded her head and he led her out and into the hotel rooms.

Part 49

Yeh aap..

Tumhe aaram ki zaroorat hai..thodi der let jaao phir ghar challenge..

Nahi..

And she left his hand..

He looked at her incredulously mujhe aapki zaroorat hai aur mujhe aapse baat karni hai..abhi..

Upar chal ke karein'

She nodded her head and he got the keys of a suit that he had always booked at the hotel.

They reached the room and she hugged him tight.

Geet let jaao..he nudged her..

She shook her head..

Accha baith jao..

She dragged him along and sat on his lap comfortably, resting her head on his shoulder.

Aapko laga tha maan ki who sab pad kar main chali jaaongi..

He looked away.

Maan mein itni kamzor nahi hoon ki apne pyaar ka sach jan ne ke baad use chod doon aur yahaan pe to mujhe apne pyaar pe naaz hai usne saari duniya se lad kar duniya ko kaboo kar liya hai..

Par geet..

Maan jo hua usme na aaki galti thi na meri aur na he nanhi jaan ki..tum hum kisi ko bhi koi sazza kyun de..

Par Geet..tum mere saath..

Kyun Maan kya aap mujse pyaar nahi karte..

He looked down..

Boliye na..

Karta hoon..bahut karta hoon..

Toh Phir..aisa kya hai jo main aapke saath na rahoon..

Geet tum sab kuch jaanti hoon..

Isliye toh aapke saath poori zindagi guzarna chahti hoon..

Maan..and she kept the mangalsutra she had brought on the table..

Agar aapko lage ki aap mere saath saari zindagi guzaarna chahyenge toh yeh mujhe pehna dijiyega..

Par..

Maan main apna faisla kar chuki hoon..ab aapki baari hai..

And she got up from his lap and walked towards the balcony. She stood outside looking at stars. She knew he would take long to decide. Some part of her knew he would come but she feared what if he didn't. what will she do..did she have the courage to fight the world and her love again.

She closed her eyes and stood there wating for him.

On the other hand maan sat there shocked at what she had said. He looked at the mangalsutra she had left there. He wanted to go and make her his once again that night and this time after declaring that she was his wife.

But he feared will he be able to give her a life she wanted, will he be a good father to the little one, will he be a good husband to her.

Will he be able to accept someone else. He was so used to living alone.

He closed his eyes and his eyes in past three months flashed before him and he realized that without knowledge Geet had penetrated that wall and her presence in his life had become important. He wanted to see her, feel her, see her smile, see her care for him, see her giving him orders.

He knew what he was to do.

He walked towards the balcony and saw her standing there. He kept a hand on her shoulder and she turned around to face him.

He saw her tear stricken face and he wiped the tears away with his thumb before kissing her on her eyes,

She looked up at him with eyes full of hope, love and fear.

He kissed her forehead and turned her around.

Once her back was facing him he removed her hair from her back and kissed her nape.

She closed her eyes and drew in a breath feeling his warm lips on her cold skin.

He then put the mangalsutra around her neck and kissed her nape once more.

Geet immediately opened her eyes when she felt a chain along her neck.

She touched it and tears sprang to her eyes. She turned around to see him giving her a lop sided smile. She hugged him and let her tears flow on his shirt.

He rubbed her back trying to soothe her down but she held him and continued crying.

So Mrs. Khurana Ghar chalein..

Phir se kaho na maan..she said hiding her face in his chest.

Mrs. Khurana..

Ek baar phir..

Mrs. Geet Maan Singh Khurana..

She smiled through her tears and looked up at him. He gently wiped away the tears and kissed her cheeks.

So baby kya kar raha hai..he asked placing his hand on her tummy.

Baby thak gaya hai aur so gaya hai..

Sacchi..

She nodded her head and looked down.

So ab hum baby ko pyaar kaise karein..

Aap baby ko mumma ko kar lijiye..baby tak mumma pahuncha degi..

Pakka'

She nodded her head and hid her face in his chest once again..blushing.

He lifted her face and brushed her lips with his.

He looked towards her eyes. She looked down. It was all the confirmation he needed.

He gently nipped her lower lips and then licked away the blood where he had nipped.

She opened her mouth and he kissed her.

He kissed her deep his tongue in her mouth playing with her tongue. His hands held on her waist and her hands moved into his hair.

He deepened the kiss to taste her saliva and explored the crevices of her mouth. She pulled him closer so that their bodies were touching each other with no place left in between.

He left her mouth once they could not breathe.

She looked at him blushing. He lifted her up in his arms and carried her into the bedroom and placed her on the bed.

Jaan..ab tum so jaao'thodi der mein ghar challenge..

She shook her head.

Kuch chahiye..

She nodded her head and pointed to her tummy.

He looked at her and went beside her and kissed her on her tummy on the saree..

Ab theek hai..

She shook her head.

He sidelined the saree from her belly and kissed her again.

Ab theek hai..

She shook her head again.

Kya chahiye..

Aap sirf baby ko pyaar kar rahein hai..mujhe bhi..

Par geet..

Kijiye na..main kab se aapko apne paas mehsoos karne ke liye tadap rahi hoon. He looked at her eyes full of love and kissed her forehead.

Geet aaj so jaao..baad mein..

Par..

He glared at her..

She looked down..

Mujhe bhook bhi toh lagi hai..shaam se kuch nahi khaya..

She pouted.

He laughed at her.

Accha batao kya khaogi.

Kuch bhi..

He randomly ordered for the two of them while he sat beside her.

After about ten minutes..main ek min me aayi and she went into the washroom.

She came out wearing a bathrobe and her saree discarded.

Yeh kya hai..

Who saree mein neend nahi aati isliye.

She snuggled closer to him once she lied down and before she knew she had slept off.

Dinner came about 30 minute later.

Maan looked at her sleeping form and gently nudged her to eat something.

She didn't respond to him.

He took a bite and brought it near her mouth.

She immediately opened it and ate it.

He looked at her with love..yeh toh bilkul chota baccha hai..

He kissed her forehead. She smiled. He fed her till she started making faces when he brought a bite near her.

He then ate himself and covered her with a duvet before getting into the bed beside her.

She smiled and kept her head on her chest and wound her hand against his stomach.

He wanted to take her and devour but he knew she needed rest for her sake and for the baby. He kept his hand on her tummy, and encompassing her in his arms he slept a peaceful sleep after 3 months.

Originally posted by: mchopra

He wanted to take her and devour her right away but he knew she needed rest for her sake and for the baby. He kept his hand on her tummy, and encompassing her in his arms he slept a peaceful sleep after 3 months.

Part 50

She got up with the first rays of sun filtering through the curtains. She opened her eyes and found herself cuddled close to him. She remembered the events of last night and then it stuck her that she was cuddled up against her husband. She smiled at that and kissed his chest.

He smiled at her and kissed her head.

U awake.

He shook her head. She smiled and nuzzled his neck.

He removed his hand from her tummy and turned her on her back.

Geet mat karo..or..

She turned again and kissed his chest right on his heart.

He messaged her tummy through the cloth of her robe.

Maan..she moaned his name closing her eyes with the contact of his skin.

Hmm he said turning her around on her back and opening the knot of her robe.

The sight that greeted him shocked him. She wore nothing under her robe except her undergarments.

Geet..

Hmm..

She opened her eyes and looked at him and then tariled her eyes to his lips.

He bent down and kissed her gently but she wound her arms against her neck and pulled him closer.

He kissed her hard and the feel of her soft chest against his hard one was not helping at all. His hands moved from her hair to her back and to the swell of her breasts.

He gently took a nipple in his hand and grazed it back and forth between his thumb and finger while his mouth kissed her hungrily playing with her tongue.

He removed his mouth from hers when they were in need of air.

She was crimson red and her lips swollen from the assault they had just received.

He lifted her up and removed her braisserie. She covered her chest with her hands immediately.

He bent down and kissed her fingers and then drawing a fingertip in his mouth and sucking on it. She immediately withdrew her hand and his lips found her breast and he sucked on her nipple.

Pleasure scorched through her body and she arched her back to give him more access. He nuzzled the other breast, his lips closing tightly around the taut nipple, her hands tightening on his nape. Suddenly, he raised up, his eyes restlessly caressing her swollen breasts, and he kissed her breasts seeing the pool of desire in her eyes.

He wanted to hold her to himself all day and he began by tasting her. He again took a nipple in her mouth kissing it, biting it and then licking away the pain. He suckled on it till she was almost writhing beneath him in pleasure and pain.

He was about to move to the other one when his phone rang.

He groaned at the interruption but picked it up. She giggled at his plight.

It was from suhana.

Bade pa..me is leaving in some time aap nahi aaoge.. she stifled a sob..

Main abhi aa raha hoon gudiya and he kept the phone down.

Geet was looking at him and he told her about suhana.

She was immediately ready to get up but he pushed her down.

Maan yeh aap..

Usko bura lagega na..

She looked at him confused. He smiled mischievously and took her other nipple in her mouth and quenched his thirst for her. When he looked up he said..isko looking at the breast he had just devoured and kissed her gently once again before raising up from her and helping her get ready.

They reached home in ten minutes owing to the morning time.

Suhana was getting ready and as soon as she geet she ran to her..

Aunty main jaa rahi hoon..

Maan took her from geets lap and held her..

Suhana..yeh aunty nahi mamma hai aaj se..

Sacchi..and she looked at Geet.

Geet nodded her head and blushed.

She hugged geet tight and called her mamma.

Geet looked up at her tears springing from her eyes.

Maan'hum suhana ko chodne chalet hain na..yeh thodi der humare paas reh legi..

Par geet..

Main theek hoon..

Tum tyaar ho jaao main isko tyaar karta hoon.

She nodded her head and proceeded to change.

Once she was down she saw that all the things were ready and they were waiting for her.

Mamma..suhana called geet who was looking if everything was there.

Geet smiled and called out back to her..

Mamma bade pa kahan hai..

Hum yahaan hai..said maan who was standing by the car.

Suhana smiled at him and got into the backseat.

Geet got in front seat with maan.

Suhana aap mere paas aa jao..said Geet once they had started.

Suhana immediately jumped into Geet's lap and kissed her cheek.

Mumma..and she started talking to her Geet replied to her while maan held her one hand which was holding suhana from behind.

PART 51:

Mumma..and she started talking to her Geet replied to her while maan held her one hand which was holding suhana from behind.

She smiled with his touch after almost 1.5 hour drive maan sopped the car at a motel so the could get fresh and have something to eat. The all got of the car and went inside suhana and geet went to freshen up while maan ordered food for all .when the both came back the order was on the club sandwiches and tea and juice for suhana.

As the both saw the food made a big face and said "we don't eat this all why didn't u ask us" maan was take a back by their statement and smilied what more do u both want uss per get said "its our stomach we will eat wat we like" said while take suhana on her side for favor and suhana nodded cutely .well maan got frustrated and said "acha karo oder jo khana hai" the both did what the want a huge list maan looked at them "itna khaoo gee tu mote ho jao geet" geet made a big O face and turn towards suhana. Well he held her hand under the table and entangle his one leg with her she was take back by his action but he didn't left. The order came still her hand was with him she pleaded but he was in no mood to listen geet served suhana with left hand and then started eating with left also suddenly suhana ask "mama why are u eating with left hand" geet didn't know wat to answer and she frankly said "right hand is dirty u eat urs " she glared at maan but he was all in his naughty mood .

after eating session the paid bill and were about to move towards the car at the exit maan grabbed geet waist and pulled her to side and nuzzled in her neck and said huskily voice in her ear "u know how tempting are ur when u lick ur lips ….ur free until suhana reach her school then be ready for me" he winked at her and set her free .she had million butterflies in her stomach she blushed and ran towards the car. They dropped suhana at boarding school and meet her teacher to know her progress .after the meeting the went to near resort and booked a room so the can rest as it was hectic drive. maan settled geet in room and took a leave for sometime and told here to take rest mean while she nodded .

he came after a hour and found geet sleeping in bed peacefully. He sat near and started to kiss her face slowly started from her forehead, eyes, nose and lips she tilted a bit during a lip lock and soon it turned to be a passionate one for a long min. He made her sit on the bed and handed her a gift pack she excitedly said

"mera liya" he nodded .as she opened it was red shalwar suit her eyes had tears she understand wat he wants she got up from the bed and got read in it .maan was surprised that she understand him so well he wanted to marry her .when she came out maan eyes popped open so see the most beautiful lady as his and going to his forever he moved towards her and picked her in his arms and asked "chalee" she nodded .

he took her to mander and there was all arrangement don't of their wedding she was so happily that she could express it but maan could see in her eyes and shinning face. His assistance adi was also there with lawyer so he could get their marriage registered as he will not return home for atleast few day

their marriage ceremony started took the pehras and done the paper work .after that adi left with the lawyer and maan came near her and took her in his arms from back and said "ab chalee MRS GEET MAAN SINGH KHURRAN ready hai na app" she blushed and looked down his voice made her so nervous that she didn't even nodded he picked her up in his arms and headed towards the car. he settled her comfortably and asked her if she need anything she nodded for no .he came towards the driving seat and headed towards the resort.

As the reached she was trying to get down but he stopped her and came to her side and again picked her in his arms

And headed towards their room. As door opened geet was mesmerized b the view infront of her eyes. The room was full of lighted candles and fresh red and white roses setting .he entered the room while picking her up and closed the door with his leg he settle her in the bed center and went to lock the door she was blushing to an edge and feeling million butterflies in her stomach ……..