I was feeling disgusting about my self. How could I do this to me. How could I stoop this much low? How could I surrender myself totally to a random guy without knowing any details about him? That's it. I was unable to stand there for a moment also. I ran towards my car holding the tears back in my eyes. I was getting a nauseating feeling. Now I realized it is due to him. The mere thought of his touch on my body is making me sick. I was losing control and finally my vision blurred and there was darkness surrounding me completely.
"Anwesha" , I could hear my name. Someone is calling me. It was a familiar voice. Finally i opened my eyes and saw a shocked and petrified face of romeo. My head was on his lap. He was so much worried about me after seeing in unconscious state. I tried to stand but there was no much strength in me. As i tripped romeo supported me and took all pains to take me home safely. A friendly touch of him and his concern made me feel ashamed of myself for treating him as mere employee and using him for my own personal problems.
Today i lost. I was not a good sister, not a good friend and not even a good grand daughter. I decided to inform maan bhai about my condition. Again there were several questions in my mind. What if he gets angry? Whatever may be the consequence I decided to inform bhai. Finally i and romeo reached mansion. Luckily no one was there in the house. I thanked romeo and got up to reach my room. I couldn't meet his gaze so I lowered my head and turned backwards.
"Anwesha if u don't think otherwise can I say something", romeo said hesistaingly. i never heard that much pain in his words ever before. I turned around to face him and signalled with my eyes symbolically saying "yes".
to be continued......................
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