Anjaana Raasta ak+sak Epilogue p25

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Laura

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Posted: 17 years ago

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aww sad part. Problems with a-k?? what could possibly go wrong. I think that is sharuya, well i beilive anything 😆 . anyways a-k part was sweet. I'm glad anjali was able to move on. I wonder if the child is a boy or girl. Continue when you can 😉

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Posted: 17 years ago

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Sorry guys but am busy this week as school has started again, but i promise to update on Friday with five parts....finals start next week and i need to prepare for those...along with that since i wont be able to post i will post an additional five parts on saturday so you will have a total of ten parts....!!!!!

will be gone for 3 weeks so ten parts will be up on friday - saturday!!! 😳 😳 😳

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Posted: 17 years ago

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amm its ok..and wow cnt wait forthe package 😊

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CHAPTER 8:

"Hello anjali, I would like to meet you, please its me shaurya give me a chance to prove myself, will you not do that for our daughter and the love that had blossomed the last two weeks I was here before I planned on leaving? Please Anjali, please I beg of you, give me a chance to prove my identity, I can no longer go on with the identity of someone else, I am your Shaurya, the man you married 5 years ago, made love to only for the sake of our parents, lived under one room and house but never attached an emotional or physical bond with, and 4 years later we both realized the love we had for each other!" shaurya said on the other line while anjali listened with tears running down her eyes.

This was her husband speaking on the other line, supposedly pronounced dead when everyone on the plane to NY had died. This was all too fake, her heart beamed to believe him but her mind knew better, something very similar to this had happened in Kkusum, produced and directed by Ekta Kapoor, she had changed the main character three times. Anjali thought continuously in her head, after fighting with her heart and mind she came to a decision, "I do NOT think you are my Shaurya, and neither do I plan on doing so, something about you does not make me feel shaurya's soul, his soul and mine was connected don't you ever think you will take his place!" she shouted into the phone, hung up and turned around to find Payal staring at her, with moist eyes.

"mama, mama, is that man trying to prove himself as papa, no! no one can take dad's place, I am only dad's sweetheart, promise me mama, please somehow someway daddy will be back soon!" payal cried out as a young child her age normally would be doing. Anjali stood paralyzed her daughter had just asked for the impossible, but her heart still believed it was possible, Shaurya promised to be back, he has, is and always will fulfill his promise to me, and she was sure of that! But for the moment, anjali picked up Payal in her arms and hugged her tight, not letting herself cry.

Moments later, she put Payal in her bed to sleep, her young daughter was tired and had cried enough, she didn't want to make her cry more, it only hurt her. She lay there tapping her stomach lightly while running her hand through her hair. Minutes went by, but it made no matter, the peaceful smile on her daughter's face relieved her of all worries. It was like being in a form of heaven, a gift from God, after so many days of pain, she felt better. Anjali went forward and kissed Payal's forehead, got up quietly without making noise and left the room, closing the door behind her.

She entered her room to find it dark, reflecting the darkness in her life, she smiled she had hope, her shaurya was still alive and well, just lost somewhere out there, in the traffic of time. She reached forward as she saw Shaurya's image appear before her but only to find it disappear as fast as it came. A lonely tear fell down anjali's eyes, she quickly wiped it and went towards her balcony standing there when suddenly she felt as if though shaurya was calling out to her. She turned around to find him appear her, covered in bruises, but still there, staring at her.

"Anjali please believe me, im still alive, I came to you but you didn't recognize me, you believed me whenever I was here but you are not willing to believe me when I come before you, I have been near you this entire time just please believe me, its me, I am there where your eye deceives you in seeing, every corner of your life I am keeping watch on you, just please believe me! I am alive don't let me die, I am alive because of you!" Shaurya cried out in pain and disappeared, leaving anjali dazed. Shaurya's spirit had come to meet her, but he was alive, that meant his soul badly wanted to find her! I am right here shaurya, please come soon, I am nothing without you! Anjali thought.

The next morning, to anjali's surprise she found herself staring into a pair of warn chocolate brown eyes, very similar to Shaurya's eyes, his smile flashed memories of shaurya, his eyes were similar to shaurya's, he knew everything about their relationship and what they did every minute of the day with one another after his return and their confession and before that how they had spent 5 years with one another, not in love but just robotic people obeying the rules of society and elders.

"Anjali, I hope you believe me now, I have given you so much information about our lives if you still don't believe me I have no clue what to do!" a frustrated and hurt shaurya said to Anjali. (Remember guys when it says shaurya is speaking I mean shaurya/kavya!) Anjali stared deep into his eyes, she felt the love that shaurya gave her and the respect but something was amiss here, it didn't feel right. She stared deep into his eyes, gave him one last look and walked out of the restaurant, heading straight towards home, to her wonderful gorgeous young daughter, Payal.

"mama, mama where were you? I was getting so lonely without you, do you know I have not even had my most important meal of the day?" Payal said in the sweetest and most innocent tone possible, leaving anjali to look at her carefully, her daughter, shaurya and her daughter, and yet many of her features had gone after her father, she had that cute little nose and the emotion packed eyes, how could she ever forget those eyes?

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Kripa sat in her room struck by calamity, she had no words to speak, after 5 months of her marriage she had gone dreadful, she loved angad but at the moment hated him the most! How could he had done this to her, she loved him but he left her just LEFT HER? Why what was her fault in anything, they both loved each other but suddenly one day Angad seized to exist?

Kripa sat in the living room, like a statue facing the door hoping to catch a glimpse of her beloved back home and safe in her arms. But no! that was not possible. Naina and Dilip came down the stairs to find their daughter-in-law, still sitting in the same position even after their son's accident. Yes, angad had gotten into an accident the moment kripa told him that she was pregnant, he was driving down the street with fury and happiness not noticing a truck the size of a building coming his way. He ducked but ended up in a ditch, when the police officers and ambulance came to the crime scene nothing was there except for a burnt up car, and a body, burnt to the core, which could not be identified, and was mistakenly excepted as Angad.

"Ringgggggggggg, Ringgggggggggg!" Naina came out of her thoughts and rushed forward to pick up the phone. "hello yes Mrs. Khanna speaking….yes….yes….thank you thank you so much you don't know what you have done on this mother!" naina said and rushed towards kripa, shaking her while trying to make her listen. "kripa kripa child, angad is alive! He is in the hospital, someone has saved his life!" naina said with tears running down her eyes, leaving kripa to look at her eyes, and finally speak after four months of loneliness, "angad, he is alive, where is he please take me to him!"

Two hours later, kripa walked through Mumbai hospital, trembling as she took a step forward her destination, her heart began beating faster she would finally see her husband after so long! He was alive and she had never thought he had died, after all two people were in the car at the time when the accident occurred, one the driver and one of course angad! Finally, she reached ward room #21, where her fate was decided either it be her husband or some other man! She opened the door with shaking hands and stepped forward to find a pale angad sitting on the bed reading through a magazine.

Angad looked at her, smiled and the gestured her to come closer. Kripa went near, slowly hoping for it not to be a dream, she reached out and touched him to realize it was angad. "angad, angad!" kripa screamed and hugged him tight, crying her heart out and all the tears she had held back for months. "angad please don't ever leave me like that, I will die if you ever leave me, please angad don't don't I cant live without you!" kripa said through her tears only to find angad push her away from him, wipe her tears and pull her into a hug. "I love you kripa, and nothing can change that! don't worry I don't plan on leaving you ever again!" angad said hoping to calm a whimpering and trembling kripa down, heck she was three months pregnant she needed rest and most importantly his love!

CHAPTER 9:

Angad helped kripa up the stairs, yes angad was back home after a gruesome four months of hoping to stay alive just for kripa, he had been kidnapped but nothing was found of his kidnappers. "kripa, I think I will just carry you upstairs!" angad said, carefully lifting kripa into his arms and carrying her into their bedroom, laying her down in bed, pulling the covers down on her and kissed her forehead. Kripa smiled back at him, nothing was better then finding your love after loosing him for such a long time every day felt like a century, meaningless but as the new ray of light came into her about angad's existence through her child and of course her own thoughts that angad was alive, nothing could change her determination.

Angad laid down next to kripa, hugging her waist and cuddling near her, he had missed her touch, her love and her smile. It made him incomplete but now that he was near her everything was going to be fine, he thought. He looked back at kripa to find her looking at him while ruffling his hair. Her eyes were full of unanswered questions but she preferred to talk about them when she was in the right state of mind and condition. Now that she had gotten the love of her life back and her child, there was absolutely no reason what so ever to harm their child, their light and protection.

"Angad, what do you think we should name our child if we have a cute little baby boy who looks exactly like you? I really love the name Suhaan, (that's my favorite name its so cute!), and if we were to have a baby girl, I would love to name her Anam (love this name too!)!" kripa said struck in a daze. Angad smiled looking at her he always wanted to see her like that, come to think of it he fell in love with those names too! "kripa how about we work on having twins, that means double the action right, I would love to have four kids in total! Two boys and two lovely girls!" angad said grinning now looking at the shock on kripa's face, "are you kidding me angad! How am I supposed to go through the birth procedure four times! Actually come to think of it I also want four kids, so we will have to work it out!" kripa winked at him and then burst out giggling.

"hmmm how about we get started right away after you give birth, promise?" angad said giving kripa naughty grins. "angadddddd! Okay fine promise, but only four kids please, if we have more kids you will have to give birth alright!" kripa said looking at angad, and then giving him a smacking kiss on the lips, which soon turned into a passionate full kiss that took place after so many months.

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Anjali walked through the garden in the park, Payal was at her grandparents house for a week, she had needed time alone with them while anjali found herself some new courage. She stood still looking at the gorgeous red, white and pink flowers smiling at them, they were very beautiful it reminded her of the time….! She came out of her thoughts to find, shaurya/kavya come across her holding red, white and pink roses in front of her. She looked at them and back at his small smile. "anju, remember I got you these roses the week before I left, and the night after our **ahem ahem!** please anjali at least remember these roses that you loved whenever you got mad at me throughout those 2 weeks that went by so fast but were enough for a lifetime, even though I would have asked for more!" shaurya/kavya said.

Anjali took them and smiled back, this man had to be her husband in the past one month since she had met him, he had told her everything about her past from day to day only stuff that had been encountered between her and shaurya throughout her marriage. He was her husband and she would soon welcome him back. She came out of her thoughts to find him calling her! "anjali, if you would or if you have time would you like to accompany your poor and lonely husband to dinner at the "olive garden" where we had gone the day I got back and the same day when you kissed me on my cheek?"

Anjali smiled back at shaurya and said, "alright lets go!" and walked away towards her house got ready and came down the stairs to find shaurya making coffee for both of them before the left in an hour. She smiled at him but then stood shocked how did he know where everything was, then it struck her only shaurya could know where every single thing was in the house, after all he had personally designed it according to their wishes as they first moved in.
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Kripa came down the stairs carefully hoping not to fall and harm her and angad's child. She smiled thinking about their child, but then zapped out of her thoughts thinking about their child's safety. "kripa! Why are you walking down the stairs you should have told me, I would have carried you down, your not fat your very skinny, look at yourself you have been doing a normal diet, exercising when necessary, and most importantly you still way the same except you have a bigger tummy!" angad said joking, not noticing that kripa was now mad at him, was she not allowed to come down the stairs and think of doing something very romantic for her husband? She groaned, went towards angad, smacked him in the chest and walked away, leaving him to tag behind her.

Moments later as kripa worked around in the kitchen, angad came behind her, wrapped his arms around her stomach carefully and placed a kiss on her cheek. "I love you kripa, I don't know what I would do without you, im so glad that you are here by my side forever and ever!" angad said emotionally with misty eyes while staring into kripa's gorgeous brown eyes. "I love you too!" kripa said turning around and kissing him on the cheek.

"by the way kripa, you are coming with me upstairs after we have lunch alright baby!" angad said bossing her around, while kripa looked at him and rolled her eyes. "You are very lucky KHANNA that I love you otherwise right now I hate you!" kripa said like a child annoyed of being bossed around by parents all the time. Angad looked at her, placed a kiss on her lips and served the food for both of them at the dining table, not forgetting to feed kripa.

"Kripa just one last bite, please you are eating for two people not one no more, your pregnant and expecting our child so you have to start taking care of yourself alright baby?" angad said worried and in a bossy tone forcing kripa to eat her last bite on her lunch plate. "alright alright alright, I will eat it don't boss me around like that, you wait you just wait until I have my mood swings and make you get up at 12 in the morning to get me some ice cream or better yet 3 in the morning when your sound asleep!" kripa said now mad, but only to find angad staring at her the same way. "what is it?" kripa snapped when his eyes stayed on her face along with the smile.

"kripa don't worry, I would love to care for you more and more even if you have mood swings going on, this man only belongs to you and I will don't worry will do anything you want me to even if it means to jump off a cliff just for you!" angad said once again emotional. Kripa looked at him, slapped him hard on his cheek and hugged him. "Angad don't ever say that again, I just now lost you, I cant afford to loose you again!" she said breaking down in his arms, only to find angad's hold on her go tight, and hear him whisper, "im sorry kripa, I didn't mean to hurt you!"

CHAPTER 10:

Angad carried a tired kripa up the stairs, and into a bedroom near their special room. Kripa looked at angad, the direction they were headed and said, "angad this is not our room our room is that way, baby that way, I think you have lost your memory, but just don't forget me ever!" kripa said chuckling, only to find angad looking at her with hurt and frown on his face. "im sorry!" kripa said like an innocent baby now kissing his lips loudly.

Angad finally smiled, set kripa down carefully, opened the door and let her stare. "omg angad, what a beautiful room, when did you do this? Oh wow, such a gorgeous cute little room for our baby! My baby is so lucky to have the worlds best father! Im very glad angad, even if something ever happens to me I will always know that you will care for our children!" kripa said not realizing what her last sentence was. She turned around to find angad not there, she frowned where did he go?

She carefully walked out of the room towards their bedroom balcony to find him there crying silently, his kripa he had just gotten her after four months of separation and now she was talking about death twice! What is wrong with her why suddenly has she begun to think so negatively? Uncertain thoughts and ideas passed his mind but he flashed them out, when suddenly he was brought out of his thoughts to find a soft pair of hands running up his chest, and to feel kripa's head resting on his back. At the moment she made him go weak but then he felt like turning around and slapping her hard but then he realized she was pregnant, it had slipped his mind.

"angad, what happened why did you come here all of the sudden leaving me all alone in there you had promised to be by my side forever and ever so what happened back there? Kripa said now frowning with her hands on her waist, looking as though she had her thinking caps on. Angad turned around, stared at her childish position, fell to the ground and hugged her stomach, "kripaaaaaaaaaaa, please I beg you, don't keep hurting me like that, in the past few days you have hurt me so much by talking about your death or the thought that I would never recognize you, whenever you say such things it makes my love for you feel stupid as it has no meaning, as if it were a FAKE! Please kripa, I love you, I don't know how to prove my love for you, I just don't but please I beg of you don't ever leave me or say that something will happen to you! I wont be able to bear it anymore!" angad said crying hard.

"angad im sorry I didn't realize it had slipped my mouth so many times, but baby you know I will never leave you I have promised to stay by your side forever, meaning more then 7 births so what makes you think I would leave just like that! I am a part of your soul, never ending or never leaving!" kripa said, resting her head on angad's head and hugged him tightly. "I love you angad, nothing can ever change the fact that my love has grown for you everyday and that I have loved you from the depths of my heart!" kripa said relieving angad to the core, he let go, looked up into her eyes and kissed her passionately, leaving her breathless and in need of more, but both held their distances after all she was going to give birth in four months, she needed the rest and the distance!

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Shaurya/Kavya and Anjali walked into "olive garden" taking a seat next to one another and listening quietly to the music playing around them, not bothering to start any conversation hoping for the other to do so! Finally after a few moments when no one spoke, shaurya began tapping his foot loudly on the ground and then looked towards anjali, smiled and said, "so anju what will you eat! Actually I know what you want alfredo and chicken sauce pasta, right?" leaving anjali to smile at him and nod reluctantly, she was actually hoping to hear something else from him but he was being stupid and had not understand. Before his accident shaurya would easily understand what was going on in her mind but now it was as if he was completely oblivious to her thoughts and her heart.

Moments later, their food arrived both just stared at each other conveying messages through their eyes. "I love you anju, and I don't know how to make you understand!" shaurya's eyes spoke, while anjali replied back by saying, "I trust you shaurya, im glad you are alive, I had never stopped believing that you were alive, my heart would just never accept that and im glad I didn't, I love you shaurya, you don't know how happy I am to have you back, thank you so much baby!" Shaurya looked at her, got out of his seat, knelt down next to her and slipped a ring on her finger, then placing a kiss on her lips.

This was it! He was her husband, the man she had fallen in love with and was supposedly dead for the world but he was alive and in well condition, nothing could be better then this! She smiled and looked at him finally chatting with him for about five hours, then getting up to go home.

TO BE CONTINUED….btw guys I am forwarding a bit to anjali and kripa's delivery…meaning if both are five months pregnant then they are do in four months! So four month flash forward!!! and in my note i said i would update friday and saturday with ten parts, but i just posted three since they were complete already...so will post 7 parts on friday and saturday!!!😳 do comment please😳

Edited by Mimi_Rani - 17 years ago

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angullgrl91

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Posted: 17 years ago

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nice part. i still think that kavya is not sharya. nd that sumthin bad is gonna happen to ak again. newayz, cont soon! 😃

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sameira

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Posted: 17 years ago

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hey great part...yea i think that somethin bad is going to happen to ak...i also think that kavya is not shaurya...continue soon

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aditi

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Posted: 17 years ago

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fab parts...
things r really becomming mysterious...
continue soon

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eternal

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Posted: 17 years ago

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am posting the other two parts today later around 11ish USA time because am hecka busy with hw...five more tomorrow!!! 😉

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armaghan

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Originally posted by: Mimi_Rani
am posting the other two parts today later around 11ish USA time because am hecka busy with hw...five more tomorrow!!! 😉

aww ur the best i have just read the whole thing yesterday and really loved it

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eternal

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Thanx armaghan0,angullgrl91,sameira-90,sujalangad_rock,deeya123, eijaz-anita, and Anam did for your lovely comments...

CHAPTER 11:

Anjali, Shaurya and Payal came home holding their new born baby boy, whom they had named Aashish Khanna, yes anjali khanna had given birth to a healthy baby boy, the night of July 21st, she suddenly had labor pains and was rushed into the ward where she gave birth four hours later, but it was worth it, she would do it again if she kept getting such angelic babies again, her and shaurya's babies. She smiled, took her steps towards the living room slowly, hoping not to harm her child in anyway, after all she was still very weak but careful towards her children.

"Anjali you sit down here carefully I will just get you something to eat, you haven't eaten all day and neither has my baby!" shaurya said looking towards Payal who just rolled her eyes, she knew he wasn't her father yes, he knew loads about them but anyone could find that out, its what was in your eyes gave away your identity, and apparently his eyes were full of obsession to her! But she had to deal with this crap for the sake of her mother, and her baby brother! So cute she thought, perfect family if you replaced this fake with her father, shaurya! She thought, day dreaming, only to come out of her thoughts to find her mother fast asleep and shaurya playing with the baby, harshly!

Payal shook her mother furiously, not caring about anything except for the safety of her baby brother and her mother at the moment. Anjali turned to look at her baby girl, frowned and looked where Payal's finger pointed. She turned and was shocked, Shaurya sat there holding their baby a bit too harshly and with a madness in his eyes. She trembled with fear, got up with all her might, and grabbed her baby carefully from "Shaurya's" grip.

"Shaurya what the hell are you trying to do, don't you dare come near my children again, if something happens to Aashish or Payal you will see my dead grave because my kids mean the world to me and if they seize to exist then I seize to, too!" anjali screamed with rage, grabbed payal's hand carefully and walked up the stairs leaving Shaurya standing there trembling with shock.

"you will pay for this, you *****!" a man stood in the corner watching Anjali and her children. The smile on his face had been removed and replaced with anger and hatred for her, his obsession had reached beyond limits, only Anjali's love could stop him now otherwise the consequences would not only be painful for her as a wife but as a mother!

Anjali walked back and forth in Payal's room pondering about the new discovery related to Shaurya, yes this man was her husband, he had the same DNA as Shaurya, and new everything about their past, every single millisecond of a second, every second of a minute, every minute of an hour, every hour of a day, every day of a week, every week of a month and every month of a year! Then how come the man she had spent five years of her life suddenly turn so negative towards their second child, was it true, was the OLD shaurya coming back?

Anjali sat down with her hands resting on her thighs, as her kids slept, yes it was true, their was more to shaurya then she had ever revealed to everyone, not even Payal, the old shaurya, how he was before their marriage. He was obsessed with a girl, thought about her night and day, even spent a month in the hospital, took an overdose of medicine when she went off and married another man, but they day they got married changed him forever, especially the day she gave birth. He held their young daughter in his hands for the first time and with her small fingers including her smile wiped out the remaining existence of the obsessive Shaurya in a matter of moments.

CHAPTER 12:

Angad and kripa walked into the khanna house, carrying their two children, Suhaan and Anam, yes they had fraternal twins, a young baby girl weighing about 7 lbs and a young baby boy who weighed 7.5 lbs. Their kids were emotionally and physically fit, their life was complete, and brightened with the entry of their two young and beautiful kids. Of course, during the period of the delivery, kripa went through a lot of pain, but when she finally gave birth to Suhaan her life was complete, moments later when angad rushed in, he was told kripa would have to wait longer as she was having twins. Angad and kripa screamed of hearing about this new discovery but were eventually overwhelmed with so much happiness.

Naina, and dilip smiled at their grandchildren, they loved them already. In a matter of 9 months she had received the most precious gifts of her life two wonderful grandchildren, it reminded her a lot of Shaurya and angad when they were born, a lone tear escaped her eyes, as she pained to see her older son once again. Dilip looked towards Naina and understood her emotions, the same thoughts were running through his mind, but he controlled his emotions, they all missed him and wished to have him back home.

"angad, look at my grandbaby girl, she has your eyes and nose, the rest of her features are yours and look kripa at my grandbaby boy, he has your eyes and your smile! Wow, im so happy thank you so much for giving me the best present in the world a chance to see my grandchildren before I die!" naina said emotionally, only to find angad looking at her with moist eyes.

"mom, don't ever say that, you still have to raise your grandchildren and plus me and kripa plan to make a football team, so you cant leave us ever!" angad said, making not only naina smile but dilip too, while on the other hand kripa blushed furiously but smiled thinking he was right!

Angad and kripa entered their nursery, it was a room part of their room, designed especially to have their kids closer to them. Half of the room had been painted pink while the other half was blue, with two extra large teddy bears in the middle along with two white cribs and loads of toys for the newborns.

Kripa carefully and gently put suhaan to sleep while angad caressed his beautiful girl, who fell asleep in her fathers protective shield of love. He laid her down in her crib carefully and then watched his children, he was the happiest man alive because of these precious two gifts, nothing and nothing could change that fact.

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Over the course of the next few months, anjali noticed many changes in shaurya's behavior, he was very much similar to his old self, and what scared her was if occurred after she gave birth to Aashish, it shook her out of her roots, what if he tried to harm her children, no she wouldn't let the her husband's obsession lead to the loss of her children, it was unacceptable.

Anjali kept a distance between her and shaurya, they were no longer on speaking terms according to her, in fact she would always see him in fury never happy, something was going on in his little mind and it would not only hurt her children but himself! Panic took over and the security of her children, so she moved out and went back to her parents house, telling shaurya that she thought it was time her parents got time to spend with their grandchildren.

Shaurya trembled with rage as he saw her leave with HER KIDS, she could have just sent them off but she decided to leave him again like she did 8 YEARS AGO! He pounded his fist into the wall and stared at the car leaving, he had to do something and that too fast!

TO BE CONTINUED…

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