With Love from DK to AA P53 Part - 2 Pg70 - Page 11

Okay bhootnis after yesterday's boring episode and today's fabulous one, I felt compelled to continue. So drool away for here's something juicy and especially for you Jyots!!!!😉

Part 9.......................................................

Kaajjal simply hangs on to Dev. He tries to tell her that she is weak and they must get home so that she can rest but to no avail. "I want to catch up on all the time we were apart. Promise me you will never ever leave me.' Kaajjal is hugging Dev, they are so close with not even an atom of anything minute can come inbetween them but........ But she can feel that something is holding Dev back. A kind of tight control that she sees in his eyes. She looks up into their loving depths but a slight tinge of something whcih she can't define. "Dev?" she asks puzzeled. Dev breaks their hug and very slowly and gently extricates himself from her loving warmth inspite of how welcoming they are but it has to be said and done.

He puts some distance between them much to his hatred but he has to else he will not be able to tell her so. "Dev?" she questions again. He heaves a very long sigh.......... "There is something you must know. But whatever I am about to say or do you must remember one thing and that is the only ultimate truth, I LOVE YOU AND ONLY YOU Kaajjal." He stresses on every word as if kissing her at every word with his eyes. "Remember that forever. Do you understand?" She nods and tries to understand what he is saying and why? He then starts but his voice is wobbly and full of fear, "You see that day I was all set to come and meet you when I heard ameeshabhabhi talking with someone on her cell. At that time I didn't realise who she was speaking to but she was planning my accident. She probably was speaking to the mechanic who scraped cut the brake wires. I was at first alarmed, then realised that this mahadashaa still hanging on me and rather than put your life in danger why not..........." Kaajjal is about to interupt when he raises his hand to stop her "Please listen to all I have to say, please let me finish I know what your feelings are, but this is not even half of the truth that i have to yet tell you. So please hear me out." She relents and simply nods her head and sits next to him. He smiles at her and takes her hand in his as if drawing some kind of strength for what he has to reveal to her. With a very heavy heart he continues, "I decided that I shall act along and then save myself from this and go under cover and expose chudail. So I pretended that skid while talking to you and purposely asked you not to disconnect so that I could hear you till the last moment." Kaajjal closes her eyes tightly as if to erase that day's memory from her mind, but alas it is etched in her mind like a blueprint! She squeezes his hand and he too feels that day flash by in his mind. He shakes his head as if to clear it from those sad moments when he heard Kaajjal's scream calling out to him and he didn;t reply. But he has to confide so he continues, "I in a day came to know that chudail was in cahoots with Karan bhaiya and was shocked. I took Pahua's and Sannata's help and reached Rajgani. Sannata is a friend of Ramukaka's son and Pahua is his brother. But I had to expose these two and needed to get back home so I tried and came across you several times. I hated to see you the way you were. I wanted to come right in front of you and take you inmy arms and confess but if I did that then I would have to marry you and you know the rest. So I thought I should be patient and find out a bit more of these two's dirty plans. On the third day after my death I followed these two and one day I reached a private nursing home." At this point Dev clutches onto her hand as if it were a lifeline in a stormy sea. She looks up into his eyes that a re now very far away. He has tears in his eyes but forces himself to continue in a very soft and sad wobbly voice, "I have never felt so helpless in my entire life. What I say there I cant express to you. But what I am about to reveal to you now, is something that really doesn't matter to me so much and you must believe what I told you earlier on that it is you I love and shall do so till the end of my life." Kaajjal can't take any more, she stops his tirade by covering his lips with her hand. "Enough I don't want to listen any more. Please Dev I believe you and love you. I can't see you torturing yourself like this, please stop." Dev smiles at her with loving eyes at her softness and closes them, and tears roll down. "My sweet loving Kaajjal. So innocent and believing but what I am about to tell you might mind just might change what you ave just told me." Kaajjal cups his face and vehemetly replies "You think my love for you is so weak. Try me Dev then you will know. Did that leap from the terrace not prove to you that my love is a strong and lasting one?" Dev takes her hands and kisses each finger as paying some kind of tribute to each one of her fingers. He smiles at her through his tears and continues "I went inside that nursing home disguised as an inspector and asked the person on duty about the evil duo. She at first denied on which I threatened her then she finally gave in and took me in a chamber to see the patient." Dev at this point is completely broken. Tears are flowing from his eyes but those are tears of pain and frustration. Tears of helplessness. He squeezes Kaajjal's hand and breaks a bangle and realises suddenly and kisses the blood away. But he continues, "I saw....... Kaajjal, I saw her, so helpless, tied to the bed and she was there, weak, tired, utterly deranged. Lying there like some vegetable.........." He closes his eyes at the memory of it and hugs Kaajjal. "Dev!!!! You are scaring me. Please tell me who was she?" Dev is almost sobbing now but he comes apart and regains some control "She , she was..........................

Preview : Kaajjal hugs Dev and for long moments they just enjoy being with one another, the fire burning with the flames going high up but they are lost in their own fire burning within themselves............................... (your Tabela Jyoti)😉

OMG, don't leave us hanging!!! 😲 😭 😭

Who is this mysterious lady?? I like this new twist you have given the kahaani - it's very interesting. 👏 I am very sleepy right now, so I shall give you my full comments later.

Great work!! 😛 I shall miss you over your two day break. 😭 😭 😳

OMG OMG OMG!!! Autumn, thats it? Your gonna leave us hanging?? You cant do that!!! Omg, love the new suspense!! Who is the mystery women???? Please continue again soon!

OMG Autumn I just came across this FF and just finished reading all the parts. YOu are just fantastic. This last part was just mindblowing. What a twist and lot of suspense.. Superb.

hey lemme guess the girl is payal rightt???

ohhh my GOD autumn!!! main too maar jaawan!! what a continuation!! lovely lovely... AND I HAVE A FEELING THE MYSTERIOUS LADY IS PAYAL!!!!

OH GOD!!! thats it i can utter right now 😕 . im stunned by ur creation 😊 .its simply different n superb. i just can't wait for next part. plz continue son or i will also turn negative like karan 😆 😆 😆

hmmmmmmmmmmm. Autumn, we need all these lovely moments now that the writers are depriving us of them. thanks buddy and keep them coming.

For all you bhootnis this very

Jyoti special tabela part...........

Part 10.....................................................

Kaajjal is waiting for Dev to tell her the name with an apprehensive look. Somewhere in her mind a woman takes over and a feeling of jealousy seers through her heart like an arrow, but she controls herself and her breathing stops for a moment, her heart comes to a standstill..........

At the same time Dev can't seem to move his tongue. He feels that as soon as he utters the name he will lose his Kaajjal. But he has to do it. He stares deeply into her trusting eyes but now full of fear. He wants to simply take her in his arms and reassure her that he is hers forever. there has never been anyone in his life who is so important to him. Only she matters to him and no other thing or person matters to him anymore. To erase that look of fear and replace it with a satisfaction. To erase the sorrow and trauma from her beautiful eyes. He wishes only to see her radiant smile that is his very breath and reason to live on. But alas he has to continue, for his own sake and survival.......

"Paayal........................ she was Paayal. But please listen to me Kaajjal, I don't feel anything for her. Please you have to believe me." But Kaajjal is shocked. She doesn't listen to anything esle. She leaves his outstretched hand and stands up and very slowly backs away from him with tears of shock flowing from her eyes. Dev lets her go and feels that she should cry out all the bitterness and come back to him willingly. He trusts her and knows that come she will. She runs away from him distraught and he buries his head in his hands and weeps for her and his love - Kaajjal.

Kaajjal throws herself on the bed and cries her eyes out. After hours she manages to raise herself and just then NT walks in. She asks "Why are you sitting alone in the dark. where is Dev? I thought he was with you. Are you feeling all right beta? have you been crying again?" Kaajjal quickly wipes her tears discreetly befor NT can see anything and she smiles her reply, "No I am fine aunty. We spent the afternoon together and then he went to Radiocity for some work. said he will be back soon." NT is suspicious as she had called radiocity and Dev was not there, so she looks at Kaajjal and voices her suspicion. Kaajjal is a bit worried now and says, "If Dev is ot there then I think I know where he is. I will bring him to you. I am sorry but I thought he is going to radiocity and I was a bit tired and so came home to rest." So saying she pacifies NT and leaves.

All the time she is worried where Dev would be. She doesn't even know which clinic and where it is thinking that Dev would obviously be with her. She is walking about on the streets aimlessly when she hears the sea and goes there. Then she remembers Dev's beach house and decides to go there. She will be at peace there. But while walking all the time she is thinking of her stupid reaction of running away from Dev. She should have been with him to support him all the time. she balmes her jealousy and love for Dev for this reaction of hers. She knows that Dev probably thought that she doesn't love him enough and he would at the moment be with Paayal. After all she is still his wife. As her husband he has to fulfill all his duties towards her. Heartbroken and sad she enters the beachhouse and finds it all in a mess with broken glass and some candles burning. She is surprised and is a bit scared.

She is wondering why the candles are burning when she hears another breaking of glass. She is shocked and halts to a standstill. She then realises that she is not alone. She thinks it might be some thug who has broken in and very slowly and tentaively goes towards the room where the sound came from. When she enters she is shocked. She finds Dev lying on the floor in a drunken state, with a cracked glass next to him and his hand is bleeding. And in the other hand is her locket that she had given him at Mussourie. He is mumbling her name all the time "I love you Kaajjal, only you Kaajjal, Kaajjal, don't leave me. I need you", crying out her name "Kaajjal I can't live without you......."

She is overcome with emotions. She rushes to his side and tears a piece from her dupatta and ties it around his hand. She then takes his head on rests it on her lap and rests her head on his and kisses him gently on his forehead. He opens his eyes a bit and smiles as he thinks that she is just a dream. "You have come my love. I knew you would. I love you and only you Kaajjal. My sweet love." She stops his tirade with a finger on his lips and he realises that she is not a dream "Kaajjal? You have come. He comes to his senses and raises himself up. She hugs him and speaks "Sorry for running away. I was burning with jealousy. But I love you very much. I am here all for you. I know that you have certain duties towards Paa....." Dev stops her mid sentence. "No body , no person can come in between us Kaajjal. Not today, nor tomorrow, not ever. I am yours today, tomorrow and forever." With that he hugs her and she hugs him back with equal fervour.

There is a special bonding between the two. A bond so strong, unbreakable, a feeling of trust and comfort. This feeling slowly is replaced by a new hunger. It shines in his eyes and that is mirrored in her eyes lit with the intensity of their love. He has no control what so ever left in him and she wills him to lose that control.

The drink has dulled his senses but not so much that he can't feel her willingness and he lets go completely. She willingly hugs him and there is no holding back today. They are one in mind and body. He ever so gently comes back far enough to stare into her deep eyes with love and trust shining in them. He kisses one eye and then the other. She closes them and he slides his mouth over her brows paying homage to each and then on her nose. She can feel his warm breath with a faint whiff of the liquor, but nothing matters anymore. She is home and it feels right. With a new sense of boldness, she cups his face and kisses his eyes too mirroring her response. That is the final straw for Dev and the last shreds of sanity is lost. He clutches her arms and gets up lifting her with an ease and love flowing from his every being. She looks mesmerised into his captivating eyes and is lost. She hugs him and holds his neck.

Ever so gently all the time looking into her eyes he puts her down on the bed. She pulls him down with her and they pay homage to each other with their lips. There is no place for words. No need for any. Their eyes do the talking and hands the loving. His lips says everything talking the eternal language of love. Her eyes reply in their special language which ony Dev recognises. Her needs, her wants all which only Dev can fulfill and satisfy.

He kisses her in the curve of her neck and buries his head there as he can't get enough of her. She hugs him tightly with her arms and whimpers her impatience. He smells her fragrance and is lost. She kisses his hair and he raises his head looking at her with a renewed and passionate hunger and a gentle question in his eyes. With the consent shining in her equally responsive eyes, he lowers himself next to her. The wind blows out all the candles. The moon shines and the stars are shimmering with a renewed intensity sihouetting their shadows united as one. And in this clear and star spangled night love shines with a renewed promise of trust and togetherness forever.

Their embrace is so pure and reassuring to them both. Nobody, or nothing can ever ever come inbetween them now. They are one. Completely in body and in mind. Their souls have become one and joined now in eternity.

After the sounds of passion have ebbed and the flames of passion satisfied, Kaajjal stirs slowly in his arms. He too brings her close to him and hugs her and there is a new light shining in her eyes. The flames get ignited again and their union this time is very different than their first. More strong and passionate. For a long time after their love is spent and no place for words they remain locked in each others arms. Words and explanations shall come, but not for some time yet.............................