This room is really cozy! Way too cozy! And very comfortable!! No one will come to disturb her at all! She can sit there comfortably all day long...all night long... And no one... No!! Only he can dusturb her! Once he comes, she will go and hug him tightly and will kiss him hard on the cheecks and maybe he will retaliate!!
Maybe not!! He considers her just a friend! It's not like he has not kissed her or hugged her all by himself! But those were just friendly hugs and kisses!! But she didn't feel like those were friendly hugs! She always felt those were more than friendly hugs! Of course she was never uncomfortable with all those things! Gosh they even slept next yo each other, hugging each other and still she never felt uncomfortable!! He just made her feel like "home", like "family"!! For the first time in her whole life, someone other than her little brother, made her feel like a "family"!! Maybe this is why, maybe this is why she fall in love!! She just couldn't stop herself! She tried to stop herself so many times!! He is way out of her league!! He is a STAR, she is just another... Just a little above a commoner! So many times she twisted her words, whenever her real feelings have come out, so that he doesn't "directly" say "NO" to her!! The many times she tried to convince herself that her feelings were not "THAT KIND OF LOVE"! But she failed!! She is not ashamed of her feekings, she wears those feelings as her crown, especially because these feelings are for HIM! She is proud of each and everything in her life that is connected to him!! But his feelings were always protective and friendly with her!! Maybe he is like this with all dear friends of him!! It's nothing new for him! But then, he himself said that he never had the kind of equation with ANYONE else in his life, that he has with me!! But he never spent such a long time with ANY OF THEM in a locked madhouse, like he spent with me!! Maybe this is why! Yea!! This is why!! This is why abd nothing else...
It's just FRIENDSHIP from his side and NOTHING! And how can he even think that she can be a match for a person like him! People will laugh!! They do laugh, whenever she openly says that SHE LOVES HIM!! They laugh really hard thinking how dumb this girl is, who feels that man might love her back! But she can't help it!! It pains a lot, because he doesn't have the "same kind of love" for her! But he used to get so possessive and jealous... Maybe he was just being protective! Yes he was just being protective!! And when he used to coax her forgetting everything!! He was being a good friend!! This is how a good friend should be!! He is such a nice guy and he takes a lot of care of her!! He promised to be there for her whenever she needs!! But he cannot relieve her pain!! The way he made her feel!! He made her feel beautiful, he made her feel strong, he made her feel worthy, he made her feel respected, he made her feel wanted, he made her feel loved... He made her feel, what the dearest and closest family makes ANYONE feel!! How is supposed to live without that family not around her!! It hurts so much because ... It JUST HURTS!!
Tears starts streaming down her eyes!! It just feels like her throat is burning and her heart might come out...
She hears a knock on the door!!
"Is it him?"
She opens the door and IT IS HIM... She holds his hands and brings him inside and then, she hugs him, kisses him and they sit there, tightly hugging each other...
Meanwhile, miles away from her house, he is shooting a very romantic song sequence for his upcoming movie...
She on the other hand, sleeping, holding a teddy bear tightly in her embrace, inside the kitchen cupboard...
P.S. at the end of the day, it's just gibberish